A/N: hellooooo I guess that song is really fitting for this chap..but i dont know just try i guess :)
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it was already dusk when Jennie and Lisa walked off to have their meeting for the endorsement speech.
There were a lot of things running on Lisa's mind and one of it is what is she going to do with Jennie Kim
Lisa remembered her talk with jungkook.
"I need to tell her i cant return her feelings" lisa says to herself.
Lisa looked at the shorter brunette walking quietly beside her. when she glance at Jennie she could see that the cat eyed girl have this calm face on.
Jennie felt that someone is looking at her so she decided to glance on her left side.
Jennie saw that Lisa is looking at her intently, having this deep thinking face. She just tilt her head as if trying to read the mind of the blonde girl beside her.
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Both girls entered a small cafe. Lisa read the sign on the corner.
"exquisite"
The shop have this delicious aroma of coffee all over it. Just like the student council office the coffee shop have this rustic ambience complementing the relaxing red orange color of dusk emerging from the windows.
Jennie sat on the corner end of the cafe. Lisa followed, then they both took their seat
"Jennie unnie" Lisa started to speak her mind
Jennie looked at Lisa blankly waiting for her to continue
"So what would you like to order?" a woman wearing an apron approached the two girls sitting on the corner of the cafe. Cutting Lisa's train of thoughts
"just a tea please"
"white coffee"
Jennie and Lisa said respectively.
"You know" Jennie started speaking after the waitress leave to prepare for their order
" I wont ask you to go out with me" Jennie continued still looking blankly at the taller girl in front of her.
This statement took Lisa off gaurd. She was just looking at the shorter girl in front of her dumbfounded
"b-but" Lisa tried to ask but she still cant recover from the sudden shock
When Jennie was about to elaborate. the woman returned with their drinks. and interrupted Lisa again
"I know you can't feel that specialness Lalisa" Jennie says as if reading Lisa mind.
"I also know you cant fall in love with me" Jennie said then she drank her tea, still looking unbothered
Lisa was just sitting there looking at the girl infront of her. Lisa thought that she really looked calm.
Lisa was just staring at the golden and orange ray of light from dusk reflected on Jennies eyes.
"Just let me love you" Jennie finished then set the cup of tea down.
"b-but that's so weird though!" Lisa said rather loudly. her frustration slowly getting in to her.
"You love someone but you dont want your love to be returned!" Lisa continued then closing her fist to control her emotion
"you are right" Jennie said softly. this caught Lisa's attention once again
"maybe because I didnt think that i could do something like falling in love" Jennie continued then she looked at Lisa's eyes directly
"but right now I feel really fullfiled, and I dont want to gave up this feeling" Jennie says then gave Lisa a small smile.
"So should I?" jennie said as if asking Lisa for her opinion on the matter
"I-i" started to speak up, contemplating on her thoughts.
"I dont mind if...if it's okay with you" Lisa said shyly then she looked down at the coffee in front of her
"thank you " Lisa heared the older girl say then she looked up again to face the girl infront of her
Jennie is giving her that gummy smile again.
"I wonder why I told her I dont mind" Lisa thought to herelf. and she watched jennie read the speech she prepared for the endorsement.
"this girl....is really unfair" Lisa said to herself