NOT EDITED SORRY.
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Taylor's POV
"I love you, Zayn." I whispered before his lips smashed onto mine.
"I.. love.. you.." He said inbetween the kisses. I couldn't help but get the butterflies in my stomach. I was with Zayn again. I loved him.
"Zayn.." I said pulling away. "I need to go talk to Harry. I promise to come back."
"Okay." Zayn smiled weakly. "I love you."
"I love you too Zaynie." I whispered.
I twisted the knob of Zayn's room and closed it slowly behind me. I walked towards Harry's room and felt my body tense up. I couldn't tell him I picked Zayn because I loved Harry as well. Why does love have to be so difficult?
I knocked on the door and heard footsteps.
"Go away." Harry's husky voice said right behind the door.
"Harry.." I said. I think I heard his heart stop beating. "It's me."
Harry twisted the knob and the door flung open to reveal a very skinny and dead looking Harry. He looked worse then the first time I left.
"T-Taylor.." He choked.
"Hey." I choked.
He didn't answer. He just wrapped his arms around me so tightly I thought I'd explode. But it did feel amazing back in his arms. His smell. His presence. His hair. His eyes. Everything. Him.
"What are you doing here?" He said as we walked slowly and close next to each other into his room.
"I had to come back," I said. "Actually, Liam came and dragged me here."
"You don't want to be here?" He asked with a pain in his voice that was literally killing me.
"Of course I do," I said. "I just.. I didn't know how you both were. I was scared. I was scared knowing that you guys might have forgotten or gotten a girlfriend while I was away. It was a whole year and we all were dying being away from each other. I'm quite happy that Liam came and dragged me here."
"I love you.." Harry said.
"I love you, Harry." I answered.
I wanted to kiss him so badly. I wanted his lips in connection of mine like it was a drug. He was so close yet so far.
"Please." He said pulling me close. "Kiss me. I'm begging you."
"Harry.." I said as tears fell out of my eyes. "I love you. You know that. But for some reason I want Zayn. Then I want you. It's like I'm a bipolar freak, Harry. I need some help. I don't know what to do. I love you both."
"I see.." He choked. "But.. I don't think you love me.."
"What?" I said as my heart dropped.
"I know you love Zayn.." He said.
"Of course I do!" I yelled. "But I love you."
"Kiss me." He pleaded. His breath on my forehead. His chest on mine and I could feel his soft heartbeat beating faster and faster.
I couldn't hold it in.
I slammed my lips into his like it was a magnet. He was shocked at first probably because he was so weak. But his lips moulded into mine like they we're puzzle pieces meant to be together. He slid his hands around my waist. I went on my tippy toes trying to get closer which was pretty much impossible. I wrapped my arms around his neck grabbing him towards me. I was sick. I needed this boy. He was like a drug to me. It was seriously almost like an addiction.
But I can't. I can't choose between one of them. Maybe I should just not be with either of them but not leave..
Soon my lips we're going numb but I couldn't let go. I didn't care how tired I was. I needed to be in Harry. But I soon pulled away breathing harder then ever before. My forehead touching Harry's and I was still on my tippy toes.
"I love you." I said keeping my eyes closed.
"I love you." He choked.
"What do I do?" I said pulling away out of his grip. "I can't do anything. There's nothing that I can do. I can't even. I am unable to even.."
That made absolutely no sense but I didn't care. Harry knew what I was saying.
"Please, don't leave." He said.
"I.." I choked.
I, of course, didn't want to leave because I knew it wouldn't help anyone. I couldn't last more then a year gone from these boys. I opened my mouth to say something but Harry cut me off.
"I-I love you." Harry choked. "I am so in love with you. And you're- you're in me. It's like you're a disease. It's like I am infected by Mark Sloan. And I just can't.. I can't think about anything or anybody. And I can't sleep. I can't breathe. I can't eat. And I love you. I love you all the time. It's every minute, of every day. I love you.."
I couldn't say anything, well more like I didn't have anything to say because I felt exactly the same way. The way I can't breath or sleep or eat when I'm not with him. Or how I just love every little thing about him every minute of every day. And how he's like a disease.
"You just read my mind." I choked.
"Please just stay. I don't care if you are with me or Zayn or either of us. Just stay?" He said which was more like a question.
"I will." I said.
"Really?" He said with a smile curving on his lips.
"But.." I choked and his face flashed with fear. "I'm not gonna be with either of you. I'm so sorry but it's gonna be too hard holding hands or kissing one of you seeing the other in pain in the corner having to watch that. I'll stay."
"I'm so happy," He said pulling me into a hug as he hid his face in the crook of my neck. "I missed you so much."
"I missed you Haz." I answered quietly. I pulled out of his grip. "I'm gonna go down stairs. Talk to the other guys. Go get Zayn and tell him I'm staying but not choosing either of you."
He nodded and kissed my lips once more as I walked out of the room. I walked down stairs to see the other three boys pacing back and forth. Once I reached the bottom of the stairs the boys stopped pacing and shot their heads to me.
"What did you say? Are they okay? Where are they? Did they let you in? Did you have sex?!" They all bombed me with questions.
"HEY!" I yelled and they stopped. "I talked to both. No, I'm still confused because it's so hard choosing one of them so I'm not."
"What..?" Niall's face dropped. "You are leaving again?!"
"No, I'm staying." I answered with a faint smile. Their eyes widen and smiles spread across their face.
They both tackled me into a hug. I couldn't help but smile. I loved these boys.
"Wait!" Liam said and the boys jumped off. "What about school? We can't just let you quit school!"
"Well," I said. "You guys don't go on tour for a couple months right? I could take some classes at Oxford and we'll find out about the tour thing."
"That sounds great.." A voice said behind me. I turned to see Zayn and Harry smiling. I couldn't help but smile at them. I ran towards them both and they enloped me into a hug.
"GROUP HUG!" Louis yelled. Everyone ran and crushed me in the middle of their circle.
"Now," I said as they got off of me and I could actually breathe. "Who's coming to California to help me pack?"
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Harry's POV
"LOUIS! STOP IT!" Taylor laughed as he kept throwing stuff in the boxes as she tried packing. She asked who was gonna help her pack so all of us decided to go with her to California.
"Why? It's faster!" He said.
"No it's not!" She said. She looked up and winked at me. She smiled and went back to bicker with Louis.
I snapped a picture of them and tweeted it.
@Harry_Styles : Fighting will get us no where.. @Louis_Tomlinson and @TayBearxx
I slipped my phone back into my pocket to see Taylor getting agitated with Louis.
"Someone else please help me! Get this peasant out of here!" She said acting all sassy towards Louis.
Louis did his signature sass look at her and she snapped her fingers in a z formation. Louis stomped off and Niall went to go help. We only got about a quarter of her stuff packed which is gonna take a long time.
Taylor walked out of the walk in closet where she was packing and towards the mini fridge. She bent down and I went crazy. She grabbed a water and turned on the radio. 'Somebody I Used To Know' was playing and she turned around acting as her hand was her microphone.
"YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO CUT ME OFF! MAKE OUT LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED AND THAT WE WERE NOTHING!" She sang but couldn't stop laughing. "Well, that was weird."
She headed back to the closet and all I could do was chuckle at this absolutely perfect girl.
I love her but it's so difficult to not be touching or kissing her all the time. I see her smile and all I want to do is kiss her lips. I want to hold her in my arms as she falls asleep at night and dreams peacefully. She's so perfect whatever she does and I can't help but go crazy because of all the things about her.
"Harry?" I snapped back into reality to see that everyone was looking at me.
"Huh?" I said confused.
"We're taking a break and heading to go get some food." Liam answered.
"Oh okay." I said jumping up from my seat. "Where is Taylor?"
"She's changing." Niall answered. I nodded as we waited.
Taylor's POV
I took off the old blue plaid shirt and changed into a cropped red and white polka dot shirt. I slipped on a pair of navy blue high waisted shorts. I pulled them up and the shirt reached right by the hem of the shorts. The shorts we're quite short but it was really hot. They reached about right above my mid-thigh.
I tied a navy blue headband around my hair pushing my bangs out of the way. The headband had red cherries and white dots on them. I tied it on top of my head and tucked in the ends. I kept my hair down since it was curled. I added a little bit of more make-up and headed out of the room to see the boys all up waiting.
I could feel nervous in front of Zayn and Harry. I knew it was hard for them but it was hard for me as well.
"Ready?" I asked.
"Ready." Louis smiled.
I walked over to my bed and grabbed my brown oxfords and slipped those on real quick. I grabbed my polarized aviators and slipped those on. I turned around and grabbed a brown small messanger handbag with my phone and everything I needed in it as I turned around to the boys.
"Let's go!" I said happily.
They chuckled and we got out of the dorm and I was infront of the boys. I turned around and noticed Zayn and Harry checking out my ass. I gave them a look and they looked confused.
"My eyes are up here." I joked and winked at them. I walked beside them instead of in front of them.
We all got in the car. I was driving because I didn't trust Louis in my car since well.. he's Louis..
"Why couldn't I drive?" Louis pouted.
"It's my car." I said with a smirk. "You don't have enough experience driving in the U.S yet."
"Well then." He said.
I turned on the radio as the music just ended. I groaned because I hated the radio station talking.
"So," The radio said. "We've been seeing the One Direction boys being quite busy this past couple weeks. They had just ended their tour and we're back in London but they have also have a guest. It's been almost a while year since we have spotted these lads with their former friend, Taylor Agulto. We saw her flying all the way to London with One Direction's, Liam Payne. Then we saw her and all five boys heading back to California. So, what do you think? I didn't see her holding hands or being a couple with any of the boys. Do you think their all just friends or getting better at sneaking around? Go to our website and write your comments."
I groaned but just changed the station. The boys we're quiet.. for once.. as we pulled up to the diner. Why are they being all weird about that little thing the radio said..?
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Sorry it's so short and bad D;
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