|Kayla POV|
I opened my eyes and felt horrible.My head beating fast and everything was black.I looked around and seen nothing.
"Hello" I yelled hearing my echo
No answer.I think I went to hell!
"Kayla" I hard a soft but sweet voice
I turned around and seen my mother
"Mommy" I said
"Why" she asked
"Why what?" I asked walking closer to her
"Suicide" she spoke
"Because,the boy who I mess with doesn't love me nor care about my feelings" I muttered
"Killing yourself is never the answer to anything,you know how many time I wanted to kill myself when I couldn't deal with caring for you and your cousins" she said shaking her head "but I never did it because nothing's that serious"
"It was serious!he called me a hoe that showed how much he cared,I've done nothing but stayed down for him and this is how I get repayed" I said as tears welled in my eyes "it's not fair that everyone gets to be happy but me mama"
"Come here" she said opening her arms
I walked to her and fell in her arms
"Why me mama,I've done nothing wrong to anyone to deserve this type of treatment,I never judge,I always share and I've helped everyone' I cried shaking my head "everyone takes my kindness for granted"
"Baby I'm sure people love you but they don't ACTUALLY LOVE YOU" she said "that boy doesn't care about you because your not his women,you need to drop him like I told you,that's all I hope for,I'm not judging you or anything your a grown women"
"I know mama,I wanna stop but I love him" I said "he might not love me but I love him"
"I believe he likes you but things just tend to slip out his mouth...not purposely but it just does,from what I've seen I like him ALOT,"she said smiling
"But he doesn't even want me" I said
"Well then make him want you" she said "they never miss you until your gone"
That was the answer once I leave him Chris will wanna come talk to me and wonder where he went wrong.
"Thanks mama" I said as she kissed my forehead.
"You have 2 options" she said "suicide is a sin baby so it's either with Satan or The Real World"
I took a deep sigh "s-"I said before she stopped me
"Baby satan was really gonna be your answer?" She questioned with worry in her voice
"I didn't finish" I said "satan wouldn't be the place for me trust me.....The Real World"
"Be precise" she said "what's your choice!"
"The Real World" I said
And within a blink my whole body flew and shivered
•••
I opened my eyes a little and I seen Chris Crying in the chair with one of his friend on the phone
I let out a soft quiet cough and they both looked at me
"Your alive" he cried as he hugged me tightly "don't you ever leave me again"
"Ok" I said as he let go
"Veto get the doctors"he spoke
"Ok" veto said leaving out
"I seen my mother" I said looking down
He made a face and smiled a little
"She told me satan isn't the place for me the real world is where I need to be with you" I said touching his hand
"You scared me Kayla" he said
"I'm sorry Chris" I said looking down "did you read the letter I had written"
"Nah" he said "I ain't seen it"
"Ok..." I said
He lifted up my chin and leaned in and kissed me
"Chris" I heard a voice say from the door with cracks in her voice and sniffs stuck
He pulled away and looked at door shocked.I couldn't believe it as much as he couldn't either
"J-Jesse what are you doing her" He asked curiously looking at me and back at her
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|Dashayla🔥|