Hola!
So it's a one shot
Warning :a long one with pool of emotion
Happy reading
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"Here he came the handsome hunk... The crush of every girl.. Mr. Neil khanna..." the reporter said while he smiled making the girl reporters to go crazy
"Welcome sir..."
"Thank you..."
"Do you know what you are doing to every girl by your voice...". She asked while he smiled
"Please don't make me embarrassed.... I am just loving my love i.e singing.. that's it.." he said with his everlasting smile
"That's so sweet of you sir..."
"So sir we got to know that you are admitted in hospital a year back... Is that true?"she asked while he chuckle
" Yeah... "
" Why? "
" Cause... Of someone.... Pyaar... Meri piya...my love... Jo pyaar humari zindagi main aake kitni khoobsurat banadeti hai... Aur vahi pyaar Hume chodke humhe bhi deti hai haina ... "he said while he was flooded with memories
Neil's pov
Avni... Avni Mehta.... Collage second year... And I am third year.... Kaise milae the?... Haha...purani flimo ki tarah.. We bumped on each other..... Just a common thing you know... Love at first sight... And my heart was singing like 'Ek ladki ko Dekha tho Aise laga...' Uff!... Bohat beautiful moment tha Vo... I was continously staring at her but she was busy in picking her books....
"Sorry" I said
"Sorry" she said with a cute smile you know
My mind chided me seeing me staring at her shamelessly " Mr. Desperate khanna... Close your mouth varna maki. Chalijayga" ... I was rolling my eyes hearing my mind voice.
Reporters laughed hearing that
It continued... I will be staring at her secretly through the corridors and through the window of her classroom. But she will be absent all the time. Sometime only I can see her in collage.
Soon I started to research about her and found her to be orphan. My heart ached hearing that. But my heart chided that I will be there for her rest of her life...
The day I proposed her... As typical.. She rejected me straightly... She rejected dazzling hot khanna... How can she bruh?... But i didn't pull down my determination... And I make her accept her feeling... She did... And we lived happily living each other...... She loves my voice more than me... For her I will sing daily.
Tum Hi Ho
Ab Tum Hi Ho
Zindagi Ab Tum Hi Ho
Chain Bhi, Mera Dard Bhi
Meri Aashiqui Ab Tum Hi Ho
She love this song so I will sing it for her often.
But one day came
His voice took a serious tone and all the reporters were curious
Where I got a note sticked on my mirror ...i was thought she had left me morning wishes... But i was wrong....
Neil.... Thank you for being in my life and made my life beautiful.... But i am going away from you... And I know Neil what you are thinking.... Why?.. This question would arise in your brain by now... Sorry!.. This what I can reply for you...i know you can't able to live without me... But you should.... You can Neil.... Haha... I can live without you.... Whatever you may think about me Neil...like.. I am cheater... Okay! I have cheated you... I don't care....All the best Neil... Hope you have good life in future....
Regards,
Avni
I crushed the paper in anger. I felt betrayed. I never thought Avni can throw me out like a paper. She crushed my heart. She cheated me. I broked everythings in anger. My guitar which was my first love, I broke it in frustration. And my life plays me a song.
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye…
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Laqeeran vich likh di judaai
Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
I started to search for her like a maniac... Like a insane... Bus stop, airports, railway station and where not I would have searched but she found to be nowhere.
Every moment we spend came like flashes for me....
"I love you Neil..." her words rang on my ears like a song
"Avni... Kaha ho tum..." I would have repeated these line more than 1000 times..
"Avni!!!!!" I screamed her name for every breath I exhaled in air. But the entire world became deaf to me as they didn't answer me to mu question that where my Avni is.
Huh.. I first time bend down Infront of god only for her, for her well being... I was hell angry on her and wanna give her a tight slap and that's my dream to be fulfilled.
By seeing me becoming like a beast... My friends admitted me in hospital for my mental illness. 5 months I had spend there in between the 4 white walls... And after period of time I acted like I forgeted about Avni so I got released from that hospital.
My beard was really grown long and thick as like a dense forest. I know if Avni will see me like this.. Surely she will slap me for growing this much of beard. Chuckling at my thoughts I went for a haircut and shave. With the help of my friends I planned to make a song on YouTube. My first ever song which I wrote for her.. Only for her... These only for my Avni. 5 months on that hospital I was only making this song
"Shall I sing?" I asked the reporters
"Yeah ofc..."
Tere dar par sanam chale aaye
Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye
Chale aaye, chale aaye
Tere dar par sanam chale aaye
Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye
Bin tere koi aas bhi na rahi
Itne tarse ke pyaas bhi na rahi
Oh, bin tere koi aas bhi na rahi
Itne tarse ke pyaas bhi na rahi
Ladkhadaaye kadam, chale aaye
Chale aaye, chale aaye
Tere dar par sanam chale aaye
Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye
He sang the song on the press meet.
This where my carrier build and I got famous and I got many opportunities and got many fan girl though
"Sir where she went?" the reporter asked before he could speak
I didn't complete my story yet... I got a message from Delhi for a singing concert. I went there. And where I met her again. In a hospital, where I went to donate my money which I got from the concert.
When I saw her. She was bald... My heart ached seeing her, she was in the wheel chair looking at the window. Instead of giving her tight slap.. I engulfed her in my arms. My dream shattered that time. But she gave no emotion on me. Nor she hugged me back. I was confused and looked at her
"Avni?" I called her while she looked at me
"Avni?.. Kaun Avni?" she asked while I dead at the moment
"Sir what are you doing here?" came one nurse questioning me
"who is she?"
"Ohoo...this mental girl.." her comment on my Avni make me clutch my fist
"Excuse me.. This is how you comment on her illness.?" I stormed at her
"Sorry sir... Her name is Avni... And she was admitted her long back..."
"By whom?..."
"I dont know....but she is close to Dean of our hospital..." said the nurse
"Wh... What... Hap... Happen to her?" my voice chokes seeing her who continues to stare at the window
"She was suffering from meningonia and she was in last stage of it.... In these months she slowly lost her memory and now she itself don't know who she is..." said the nurse and when I heared that I feel like someone stabbing my heart with knifes killing me mercilessly
I kneel down with a thud while she looked at me with no emotion.
" Avni... " I whispered and hugged her tight
" Who are you?.. " she asked and I continued staring at her without replying her
By wiping my tears before she could see. I smiled at her and left to meet the Dean.
I talked to him
"Sorry... This can't be cure..i helpless swing her state... She was like my daughter and we are trying our best... But she it into last stage of it ." he concluded his statement
But my love is strong than this. I thought and left without arguing to him and picked her in bridal style and left to my room where I was saying. Soon I left to Mumbai taking her.
I started to pamper her like a child. She was enjoying his pampering. She became stubborn when it comes to medicine and food. But i make her understand by my love.
And one day I got a diary of her when I came back from hospital after her check up and the nurse gave me the diary of her. She lyed on my lap
"I love you Neil.."
"I love you Avni" I kissed her forehead
I opened the diary to read making sure she fall asleep. She was sleeping on my lap and I was caressing her hairs.
Avni's pov
And its became 4 months from where I left Neil... 4 months you know.. I hope he would have been moved on from me... He will hate me i know....thats what I need indeed though. I am here in Delhi in my Papa's friend home where he was a doctor. Uncle had helped me in many ways.. He is the one who make me study in Mumbai. But when I went to Mumbai at first I know that I was suffering from meningonia. But I didn't told uncle nor any of my friends too. I don't wanna be burden on anyone. But one day I saw Neil in my collage but I don't remember seeing him on my first year but I guess... Its destined that we wanna meet one day. The day I bumped on him, I fell for him. But I know I had a shot span of life. So I didn't wanna ruin his life. But one day he proposed me which I jumped to moon as my happiness has no boundaries but the reality is reality. I rejected him but he never left behind me always back of me. But one day I had to accept as he left me in no option. Soon he became my world. His love made me feel that I am the world luckiest person cause I never felt love from my childhood. I forget that I am patient cause he took me to his world making me forget my pains and sorrows.
But one day all got ruined
My uncle came to see me where he found that I was suffering from meningonia. He compelled me to get treated where I wanna go away from my Neil. But i don't wanna him know cause I read in Wikipedia that cancer symptoms will be cruel. I know he can bare my tears. I am damn sure he can't able to bare my pain too. That's why I left him leaving note on a mirror. And I don't have strength to see his pain which he will be undergoing seeing me.
He swiped the page and found a writing again.
Really it's better to die than undergoing treatment. Neil.. You know what... I am bald now. Your Avni is bald. And I am forgetting every small things. I wanna die before you could see me or I wanna totally forget about you. It will be better na. But.. I wish I could see you before I die. I wish I could be in your lap. And you caressing my hairs making my mind relax to die without pain. I wanna die in sleep only Neil so that I can't see your tears.
Pov ends
Neil's pov
I closed the diary and kissed the forehead and I can able to feel what the pain she had gone through the treatment. I cursed myself mentally thinking of my dream to slap her. I made her lye on bed and took her in my arms.
In morning
I worked up and waked her
"Avni utoo..." he called her and went to make coffee.
When he came back he saw her still sleeping
"Avni.. Jaana.. Wake up... You have to do your breakfast na.." she said keeping the cup on the table while she was no mood to listen him
"Jaana..." he sat in the bed and kept his hand on her shoulder
He shakes her while she gave no motion to him.
"Avni... Avni....." he called her while tears passing down his cheeks.
My heart beat was much faster andy slowly registering everything.
"AVNI!!!!!!!!" I screamed on top of my lungs not able to digest that she left me.
She died as she wished..on my lap and I was caressing her hair as same she wished and she died in sleep and now she left me
Pov ends
All of them got tears in their eyes listening to it. While he wiped his tears
"she don't like my tears..."he said wiping it
"shall I sing a song for her?"
Mmm…
Mehfil Mein Teri Hum Na Rahe Jo
Gham Toh Nahi Hai, Gham Toh Nahi Hai
Qisse Humare Nazdeekiyon Ke
Kam Toh Nahi Hai, Kam Toh Nahi Hai
Kitni Dafa Subah Ko Meri
Tere Aangan Mein Baithe Maine Sham Kiya
Channa Mereya Mereya, Channa Mereya Mereya, Channa Mereya Mereya
Beliya, O Piya…
Channa Mereya Mereya, Channa Mereya Mereya, Channa Mereya Mereya
Beliya, O Piya…
O… Piya… Ooo Piya… Ooo… Piya… Mmm… Ae… Mmm… Aaa…
Ooo… Piya…
I LOVE YOU,
AFTER ALL THIS TIME,
I STILL LOVE YOU.
ITS ALWAYS BEEN YOU.
ITS WAS YOU YESTERDAY,
IT WAS YOU TODAY
IT WILL BE YOU TOMORROW.
AND FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE,
IT WILL BE YOU
I LOVE YOU
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Phew!! It's a wrap.
My hands are paining so badly
Oh my God!!!! 2357 words one shot. First time I wrote a long one.
This idea came when I saw Channa mereya unplugged on YouTube so thought to write on it. As the idea is lengthy I wanna make it as two shots but I felt to give it as one shot so it can be emotional.
Do tell me how is it? 💖
Much love
Reza.. 💖💖