Sabrina
2 months later
I can't take this anymore!!!
I want this little girl out of me! She is already spoiled, she's causing me to gain so much weight that I pray just falls off before this wedding and....I'm just ready for this to be over!
One more month Sabrina, just one more! That's all Chris tells me and I just feel like ripping his head off of his shoulders!
Not only am I planning my baby shower which is in a few days I am also planning my wedding. Chris is prepping for his tour so he isn't much help. Jhene is such a superstar she doesn't have time for her poor pregnant BFF. CJ is too little to understand what I'm going through. My mom is so much in love and my Aunt irks my last nerve now!
What am I going to do?
I laid in bed and rubbed my belly because my princess decided that she wants to do back flips right now. Maybe because I just ate hot wings and she did not like that. I know they'll come back up in the middle of the night.
I was on the phone with my party planner for the baby shower trying to get these last details done.
Sabrina: ok so most of that is taken care of I did that yesterday.
Joan: ok that's good. So is Chris coming?
Sabrina: yeah. He's coming
Joan: ok great. Tomorrow we go and look at the cakes and grab a few more decorations
Sabrina: ok sounds like a plan. Thanks a lot Joan
Joan: no problem sweetie, get some rest I know she's in there driving you crazy
Sabrina: oh gosh yes!
Joan: lol ok I'll call you in the morning.
Sabrina: ok bye
Joan: bye
I hung up the phone then started going through my email to see if my wedding planner has sent anything.
I heard the front door open and close
Sabrina: babe is that you?
Chris: yeah baby
Sabrina: damn!
I left my box of chicken laying on the counter so I was just preparing for him to go off.
About 10 minutes later he came upstairs with a piece of chicken in his hand and the box in the other.
Chris: why you so hard headed
Sabrina: what are you talking about?
Chris: this chicken hot as hell and you was eating it
Sabrina: no I had bbq those are yours
Chris: bullshit! It's about 10 pieces missing
Sabrina: I wanted them so bad though baby
Chris: alright go into early labor if you want to just don't wake me up
Sabrina: I will stand right over you and let my water break
Chris: that's just another level of nasty
Sabrina: shut up
Chris: where CJ?
Sabrina: with your mom.
Chris: how's the baby shower coming
Sabrina: good. It's just so hard planning a wedding and a baby shower.
Chris: you the one that said you wanted the wedding 3 months after you have the baby
Sabrina: I know...how's the tour coming along
Chris; good I just don't want to miss out on my little girl being born.
Sabrina: I'll be fine
Chris: I should be there though
Sabrina: who knows what could happen baby
Chris: at least I'm coming to the baby shower
Sabrina: right!
Chris: my body sore wanna take a bubble bath
Sabrina: that sounds nice
Chris: come on big mama
Sabrina: you would never call me that
Chris: lol come on
Chris
3:30am
Chris: just breath baby
Sabrina: this is so painful
She was contracting...
Sabrina: I want her out of me!!!
Chris: I know
I just rubbed her back
Chris: this get any worse you going to the hospital
Sabrina: I just want to go to sleep baby
Chris: wanna go for a walk
Sabrina: ugh no!
Chris: lol come on lazy...maybe you can start walking her down
Sabrina: I guess
Chris: let me slip on some clothes
Sabrina: ok
I ran in my closet and threw on a jogging suit and grabbed her some shoes and a jacket.
Chris: you ready?
Sabrina: yeah
We headed to the car the next we were at the beach.
We walked around for a while just enjoying the view
Chris: so you ready for the married life
Sabrina: yeah, I think so... What about you?
Chris: yeah I'm nervous
Sabrina: why?
Chris: I just want to make you happy
Sabrina: you've been doing great so far just don't wait until we're married to go back to how you were
Chris: I'm not going back.
Sabrina: we've been through so much
Chris: almost 4 years with yo crazy ass
Sabrina: lol my crazy ass is the best thing that ever happened to you
Chris: you ain't never lied
Sabrina: I'm very excited actually.
Chris: me too. That's probably about to be the best night ever
Sabrina: our honeymoon has got to be the best baby
Chris: I've been looking at a few places
Sabrina: I'm so ready. My dress is beautiful but Chloe has made her mother turn into a fat pig over night I hope I can snap back like I did with CJ but they say it's not as easy the second time around
Chris: if you work hard it'll happen. We can do it together.
Sabrina: I'll hold you to that
Chris: I can't wait to do our video
Sabrina: yes!!! I can show off my acting skills.
We decided at our reception we were going to recreate the day we met. As soon as we walk off the elevator were gonna to walk into our reception it's like a transition. It's gone be dope as fuck!
We're gonna add a few lines but I can't wait
Sabrina: ok I think I've walked enough can we go
Chris: alright come on chunky butt
Sabrina: lol stop with the names midget dick
Chris: lol now me and you both know that's a fuckin lie girl!
Sabrina: carry me to the car freckle face
Chris; you must be crazy I ain't carrying yo fat ass
Sabrina: ok you going to fucking far now bitch!
Chris; whatever bit-
She looked at me like I was crazy
Sabrina: take me home now!
We got back to the car and that seemed like it took years with her fat ass.
Of course we had to get her some food before we went home.
When we got home after we ate we just laid down and I sung to Sabrina's stomach as she was sleep.
I ended up falling asleep right on her stomach.
Sabrina
2 weeks later
Today is my baby shower and it's also the day Chris leaves to go on tour. I was supposed to be happy but I've been secretly crying in the bathroom or closet all day. He thought he was leaving tomorrow morning but he's has to leave in an hour.
I am now 8 and a half months pregnant and my contractions are kicking in. I had a doctors appointment and My doctors doesn't think I'll make it to my due date. I haven't told Chris because I didn't want him to worry.
I sat on the bed and I just watched his every move.
He just stopped and looked at me and I just bust out crying
Sabrina: please don't go
Chris: baby I really don't want to
Sabrina: this is so unfair! I need you and they know that
Chris: don't cry baby it's your day smile! I'll be back
Sabrina: I can't stop crying I watched you sleep last night and I just cried and cried. I'm going to miss you baby
He kissed me
Chris: I'll be back before you know it baby
He rolled up my shirt and started kissing all over my stomach.
Chris: do daddy a favor and stay in there until I get back
Sabrina: ugh I guess she's saying yes.. Give me your hand
Chris: you contracting?
Sabrina: yeah they've been non stop today and yesterday
Chris: you gone make it?
Sabrina: yeah my mom is coming over and your mom
Chris: ok....so I gotta head out you gone walk me to the door
My eyes watered up again.
Sabrina: this is so fucked up
Chris: come on baby
He grabbed his stuff and we headed downstairs
We got out to the truck and I just hugged him and cried.
Chris: stop crying baby
Sabrina: I can't your leaving me and it feel like she's about to pop out
Chris: you get any worse I'm coming back baby
Sabrina: I'll be fine
Chris: I'll text you
Sabrina: ok
Chris: I love you so much baby
Sabrina: I love you so much more
We shared a long kiss then I finally let him go. I watched him pull off and the tears just poured down my face.
Later on
Lisa: ok Sabrina just breathe
I was kneeling on the side of my bed in front of my mom as Chris's mom rubbed my back. I felt like I was giving birth.
Joyce: I'm calling Chris
Sabrina: no please. I'm fine
Joyce: your obviously in labor Sabrina
Lisa: you need to go to the hospital
Sabrina: I have spent so much money on this baby shower I can't cancel it!
Lisa: Sabrina don't be hard headed
Sabrina: please just let me go to the baby shower
Lisa: ok it's time to get ready
Before I did anything I took the longest hot bath ever and it felt so good. It would only feel better if my fiancé was here.
Joyce: honey your people are here
My mom came in and helped out. I was in so much pain but I'm not telling them.
I started getting ready but I was contracting so I would have to keep stopping. We finally got everything done and I got dressed then we were out the door.
We pulled up to the venue and when I got inside I was blown away. It was so beautiful and I just cried and cried
Sabrina: omg I love it! I wish my babies were here!
Joyce: this is beautiful
I looked up at the screen that showed my pictures from my photo shoot. I was so in love right now.
I was having the time of my life. Dancing laughing, most importantly eating. But now my contractions were back. And they are really close
Joyce: we gotta get you out of here
Sabrina: just let me open the gifts
Joyce: that's it and then your leaving.
Sabrina: ok
We were opening the gifts and everything was so beautiful. It was so much stuff I didn't know how I was gonna get it all home. I need a uhaul
I was taking a picture with one of the gifts, smiling through my pain. When somebody came behind me and kissed my cheek and grabbed my stomach
It scared the shit out of me.
I turned around and it was Chris!!!!!!!!
Sabrina: omg I don't know whether to be so happy cause your here or to panic because you just made my water break.
I rolled my dress up and I was leaking
Sabrina: look at what you did!
Chris; lets get you to the hospital.
Chloe Mackenzie Brown is ready to make her debut!!!