Siddhant Pov
I wake up and looked at the time...
Soon we need to get ready for reception...
I looked at Roli who is sleeping on my shoulder holding my hand tightly...
I admired her innocent face and kissed gently on her forehead...
Of course I need to only now as I don't know when Roli will allow me to do something like that...
I tightened my grip around her and enjoy our closeness...
Its difficult for me to be away from you...
Still I can understand the wound created by this society on you...
I need to get you out of that fear...
I went to kiss on her forehead almost near while she wake up...
She looked at me...
Thank God... She didn't wake up when I kiss her...
She might have lost trust on me...
I smiled to manage...
May be after a good sleep she relaxed and realised being on my shoulder...
She swiftly got up and down her face in shyness...
'roli...' i called her...
But she was finding difficult to even face me...
I wanted to ease her...
I got up and went near wardrobe...
I opened the wardrobe and gave her a cover...
' ROLI go to changing room and get ready in this reception dress...' i gave her...
Roli took the cover and went inside...
I was just waiting for her...
After long she came changed to the gorgeous peacock blue lehenga...
'roli get ready with help of dressing mirror combing your hair I will get ready and come...' i told her and went inside...
I got ready and came out while my angel was ready too...
'you are looking beautiful Roli... ' i admired her while she blushed...
I hold her hand and we went below...
The Reception was arranged in the garden...
Preparations were going on...
Soon Reception started and we stood in a place which was meant for us to stand...
I was introducing every guests to my angel though I know she can't remember any of them in that single day...
I can see hee getting tired too...
We had dinner after guests had their food and left our house...
When we came inside... Her mother wanted to get her ready for our wedding night...
I know it will be followed with all their advise to her about that night about which she is already frightened..
I just really not interested to make her worst...
'aunty I think I can handle Roli... I don't think of any need to get ready her... I will take care...' i said and took her to my room...
Seeing her tired I wish to take her in my arms without even letting her to walk and drop her in the bed..
Ofcourse not to romance instead to let her take rest...sleep peacefully...
But i didn't tried anything like that...
We entered into our romantically changed room with all its decorative baloon candles roses...
I looked at her while she was looking around looking at everything awkward...
'roli... Go and change...' i sent her...
In the meantime I changed to my casual...
She came to the bed changing her dress...
She sat other bed hesitately...
'roli... ' i called her and hold her shoulder...
Of course with gesture of support instead of lust...
'you are tired... Come and sleep... ' i called her...
She lay down in the bed with hesitation turned against me...
I was not interested to disturb her and closed my eyes...
After awhile when I opened my eyes she was still turning sides without sleep...
I hold her hand which was in the middle...
'roli... Come and sleep on shoulder...' i called her...
'can I do that... 'she asked frightened...
'roli... Of course... I am your husband and you can sleep on my shoulder... Come...' i called her...
She came to my shoulder like a kid called by her mother...
' Roli... Did you got afraid that I will tell something if you sleep on shoulder??? ' i asked her...
She nodded...
'you slept in the afternoon itself... Did I told you anything??? ' i asked...
She accepted...
I hold her hand and wrapped around my waist...
I wrapped my hand around her shoulder...
She finally rest her head peaceful on my shoulder and slept..
I kissed on her forehead gently and closed my eyes to sleep...
Next day
My parents insisted to take her for a honeymoon trip...
But i denied...
How can I???
When she just started even sleep on my shoulder and allowing me to hold her hand...
As I denied they atleast told me to take her for a date before starting going to office...
I took her from our house...
We reached a mall...
I checked for the show in the cinema screen in that mall..
Some romantic movie was about to start...
I buy tickets and we went inside...
'Siddhantji... What is this big screen??? ' she asked with all surprises on her eyes seeing the screen...
'Roli... Didn't you ever went to cinema??? ' i asked...
'no... We never went... ' she expressed...
'this is cinema screen... You can see the film in this big screen... ' i explained...
She nodded...
'you have seen films atleast at home...' i asked to confirm...
'rarely at home as my father won't allow to see tv much' she replied...
I can feel she lived much restricted life...
The film started...
She started enjoying seeing the movie while I was just admiring her...
When the movie was going on... I saw the couple beside us were romancing each other taking advantage of the darkness inside the room...
His hands were playing around her...
I looked at Roli who didn't took her eyes from cinema screen...
I prayed she should not notice them...
But i saw Roli expressions changed and I noticed the screen and saw some intimate romantic scene on the film...
She turned her face towards me and as she was feeling shy she turned against me where her eyes noticed the intimate couples beside us...
She was neither able to see screen nor the other side..
She was feeling uneasy...
I slowly hold her hand...
'roli... Shall we go...' i asked for which she swiftly nod her head..
We got up and came out of the screen...
I want to change her disturbed mood...
I took her for shopping...
I purchased saree for her...
Then bangles and jewellery set for her...
Though she was happy... Still was only disturbed...
I took her to food court to have dinner...
I can still see her eyes were finding difficult to look at me...
We finally return home...
I took her to our room..
We lay down in the bed...
She turned against me...
'roli...Come to me...' i called her...
She turned towards me and hide her on shoulder...
'relax Roli... Just be relaxed... ' i said...
'siddhantji...' she said and stopped without talking further...
'yes Roli...' i replied her...
She slightly lift her face and came near my face...
She kissed on my cheeks and hide on my shoulder again...
I know it's all effect of what she saw in the cinema theatre...
I don't want to react much to it making her feel embarrassed about what she did...
I smiled...