Things fall apart but nothing breaks like a heart
It was the day of the concert
Finn was so anxious
Way too anxious for Ayla
"Finn if sadie coming to see us makes you stress this much you should ask her not to come! This is not good stress Finn you're freaking out" Ayla said worried about her friend and the performance
"We can't! People are already here we'll be on stage in less than 10 minutes" Finn complained
"Are you going to play sweet memories? Because... I think it's not a good idea considering the fact that Sadie will be here" jack said concerned
"We won't jack, we obviously won't" Malcolm started
"We will... no matter what Sadie and I's friendship will never be the same again" Finn said "she has to hear it"
"Finn-" Ayla tried
" let's go" the curly haired boy said going on stage
The concert was doing well
Very well
Finn couldn't spot Sadie so he was almost sure she wasn't here
"Now... we're going to play another song. That is more personal to me..."Finn started
"Sweet memories" he said
They started playing
And at that exact moment Sadie was spotted in the crowd
She was looking at finn deep in the eyes
She was happy
But not for too long...
Finn started singing along
He then said the line
The explicit one
"You broke me buttercup and I can't let you fix me"
Sadie's smile instantly faded
Finn used to call her buttercup
As in there favorite show adventure times: they were Flynn and buttercup
She didn't know what to do
Neither did finn
So he just continued singing not looking at her
Sadie got out of the concert
She didn't know where to go or what to do
She got into her car and drove to
Heart lack cliff
She liked that spot
It helped her thinking
She sat on the ground and faced the sun going down
It was beautiful
It was clearing her mind
Finn kept putting the blame on her
And she couldn't understand it
It hurts
She didn't do anything but finn always makes her feel guilty
She hated it
She hated him...
After the concert they went back to their lodge
"She left" Ayla said
"I know Ayla... I saw her" Finn said worried
"Should I call her?" He asked
They all nodded so he got out and called her
It rang
"Wtf do you want now" Sadie said while crying but also screaming from anger
"Sadie I-I didn't" Finn tried
"NO I DARE YOU TO MAKE THIS ABOUT YOU AGAIN FINN NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS OKAY! I DIDNT DO ANYTHING AND YOU KEEP BLAMING ME INSTEAD OF MY MOM SO STOP ITS OVER ILL KEEP FLYNN SO YOU DONT HAVE TO CARE OKAY?"
"... Sadie I wanted to tell you but" Finn started but got cut by her hanging up
He got out
He took his motorcycle and putted on his AirPlugs under his helmet
He was listening to "the night we met" by lord Huron
That was his favorite song
It reminded him of Sadie
Of their friendship
Of the end of it....
He drove without knowing where he was going
He didn't know how he felt about it
Was he sorry?
Sad?
No...
In a way he was even kind of proud of himself
He didn't know why
But he was
Sadie took out a little bottle of wine under her car seat
She wasn't one to drink
But she did steal this bottle from her mom before going. To the concert planning on drinking a little of it with Finn and his band
She was so excited to meet them
But now here she was
All alone
On her own
With this
So she drank it
All of it
Then went to the back seats of her car and lay there until she fell asleep
"Millie you still can't reach her???" Noah said concerned
"No! Don't stress me me dude" mills answered almost shaking
It was 3 pm and they haven't heard of Sadie since last night when she told them she was getting ready to go to Finn's concert
"We should just go at her house" Millie proposed
But at the same time someone entered the room
"Hi.." sadie said sitting down on Millie's bed
"Sadie! Wtf! Where were you? You didn't call us why? Are you okay? When did you leave?» millie started throwing all these questions at her
"I'm not doing okay millie" Sadie said quietly
"Finn" Noah said sitting next to her
"Tell us" Millie calmed down
Sadie explained everything
She even told them about the drinking part
But Noah and Millie didn't mind that part
The only thing that actually mattered was how she was doing
The 3 of them were there talking for over an hour
Finn was exhausted and the memories from last night finally hit him
What he did to Sadie
He finally felt the guilt
He regretted it
So hard...
"Ayla ?" He said through the phone
"Finn?! Where were you! We waited for you!" Ayla said in a panicked tone
"It doesn't matter.... Ayla what I did yesterday was... horrible!" Finn said
"She's probably devastated and I don't even know how I can fix that!"
"You have to apologize finn"
He knew it wouldn't be enough but it was worth a try
He hang up and called Sadie
It rang
But this time she didn't scream
This time she didn't blame him
This time she didn't forgive him
Because this time:
She didn't pick up....
FINALLY A UPDATE! I really really like this chapter what did you think about it?
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