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|| Kharisma ||
Everything felt so unreal to me as I sat in the back of a van with Dave .
I said nothing , as thoughts crowded my mind .
He had my hand in his rubbing it back and fourth with his thumb .
Danna - Kharisma who are they ? She mumbled
Me - I know them , we're safe now ok ? She nodded as I used my free hands to wipe her face .
Danna cried herself to sleep .
The car came to a stop and the door opened , revealing Dee
Dee - ayyy he boasted see how we killed them niggas ?
Me - hey Dee I laughed as he helped me out
Me - let her sleep please
I knew Danna was scared .
We walked into a house and I watched carefully as Dee sat her down .
Danna my whole baby , it was just me and her in hell together .
Dee left and I turned to Dave
Me - uhm can I see my baby ? I asked lowly fidgeting with my clothes I was so nervous
He nodded , pulling me into a big ass hug .
Dave - I swear I never stopped looking for you mama
It made me feel guilty for being mad at him .
That was when I thought he wasn't making any effort to find me .
Me - I know Dave I said as he squeezed me tighter
Dave - do you want me to go get him now or wait till the morning ? I'm sure he's asleep
I agreed on waiting until the morning and he pulled me up the steps
Dave - she's fine Kharisma he assured me when I kept looking back at Danna
Me - okay I said following him
He led me to a room that only had a bed and a door which led to a bathroom
Me - I have to use it I dismissed myself and went to the bathroom .
After taking care of my business I looked at my makeup that was just a mess
I took a towel from under the cabinet and wiped it off my face with hot water .
I just stared at my complexion before leaving the bathroom .
Under my eyes were dark as fuck and I was skinny .
Dave was sitting on the bed with his head on his hands
I watched as his shoulders moved up and down as he silently cried
It made me so sad
Me - Dave stop crying
Dave - Kharisma I'm so sorry
Me - Dave it's okay , it's over now I said hugging him .
He pulled me into his lap and rested his face in my neck
Dave - did anyone hurt you ?
Me - Dave it's over I repeated sternly I was ready to leave it in the past .
We ended up laying down in the bed
He was on one side and I was on the other .
I watched as he slept , I couldn't sleep .
Meeting my child was on my mind heavily .
Dave - Kharisma go to sleep
His eyes were closed
Me - I can't
He pulled my body close to his and I felt myself drifting off .
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I woke up and Dave was gone
I jumped up and went downstairs to check on Danna
She was still asleep so I sat next to her
She had long curly hair that I played with
The door opened and Dave came in with Harlem
My body froze up looking at him
He was asleep
My heart stopped as I stared at him clenching onto Dave like his life depended on it .
Dave held him close to his body and I could tell how much he loved him .
Dave - come hold him he moved closer to me and I moved away
Dave - what's wrong ?
Me - I'm scared Dave I cried
Dave - don't be scared mamas . This your son
He moved him into my arms and he opened his eyes
He began crying but stopped when he seen my face
He started smiling and reaching for my face
I kissed his cheek and just held him close to me
He was all my hurt in a human
His ass was heavy too
Me - Harlem I rubbed his cheek as he laughed
I'll go through all that shit again just for him .
Dave - now we can be a family Kharisma he said lowly and I looked up at him
His eyes was low and red with weed smoke lingering on him .
I doubt he meant what he just said .
Honestly at this point I didn't even know if I wanted to deal with Dave .
Ive thought about shit a lot with him and I .
Shit I've thought over my whole life 20,000 times from the beginning to the end while I was in that dark ass basement .
Apart of me wanted to take my son and just go far away and the other part wanted me to bring Dave with me .
Bring Dave and see how things turned out between us .
I'm 18 years old and gotta understand this grown ass man got other shit better to do than to be with me .
Then again I'm ready to just raise my son ,
he want to be in the streets .
Him being in the streets got me tortured and almost killed .
Apart of me wish he never came into my life man .. I wish I never seen him kill that man which led to me meeting him .
But meeting him was a blessing . I probably would have got rid of my son and probably somewhere homeless .
Dave - Kharisma he said taking me out my thoughts as I rubbed my baby hands
I brought it up to my lips and kissed it .
I can't believe I wanted to abort him , he's so precious .
Dave - you ok ?
Me - I'm fine Dave
I gave him a weak smile and turned my attention back to my son .
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