FIVE| SAil Out
April 24, 2013
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//Milan\\
We had just came from my court date and man do I feel like shit. So I have to wear this 50 dolla house arrest thing on my leg for two months after my second day being out of here.
I was planning on going straight to Cakes' but its only for school and back. I plopped on the bed and sighed really hard. "What happened?" Unique asked once she came in here.
I rolled my eyes sitting up, "What didnt happen?" I huffed, "My tits hurt, my lower back is hurting, Ive been feeling like ive had to shit for the longest but nothings been happening and im on House arrest as soon as I get out of here, and youre asking me What happened Unique?"
She looked at me before scoffing, "Forget I asked then." She plopped down on the bed. "They been messing with ole girl again. Dr. Sherman really blind to the shit."
"She's not blind to it, their just sneaky as fuck and Jonae not gone speak up for herself," I shrugged, "Its above me now."
"I mean you was acting like yall was homegirls and shit I just thought you was gone have her back and what not."
"Well you wanna know what my granny ruby told me?" I asked her not wanting a reply, "You cant save people who dont wanna be saved, in her words, If they didnt ask, dont give."
"She sounded like an ass, just because someone didnt ask for something doesnt mean you dont have to give out the kindness of your heart."
"Yeah but its a respect kind of thing, and people always tend the need to feel like someones intiltitled to do something after they did the first time so dont come for my Ruby. She had a valid reasoning to the advice she gave me. Ruby was never wrong," I defended my grandmother.
Who the fuck does Unique think she is coming for Ruby like that.
"I didnt mean to offend, im just saying that advice was assed out." She did a movement with her arms right out the blue.
I shook my head at her, "What ever. My point is Jonae told me from her mouth that she didnt want my help so i'm falling back. I cant risk staying in this place when I get out of it in less then a week. I have people out side of this house that are probably worried about where I am, I shouldve never fought my first week in here anyways." I laid back with her. "I gotta learn to control my anger."
"Sure, and when you find out you should give me some pointers too," She joked seriously,
I laughed, "Okay sure I will."
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//Royalty\\
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"So why you been ignoring me?" She asked me as I sat on her bed. I was rolling me up some in a pompom.
I smacked my lips, "I just walked in here. Lemme smoke some, talk to you—"
"Why have you been ignoring me, Royalty?" She asked me again. The look on her face was priceless. She looked mad.
"I been laying low." I shrugged.
"You been laying low?" She asked me nodding her head sarcastically like she didn't believe me.
"Yeah," She started to laugh all weird and shit, "Whats wrong with you man?" I finished tucking making sure it was all straight and stuff.
"I just find it funny how you saying you been laying low when my homegirl seen you talking to some BITCH the other day after school Royal." I smacked my lips and ran my hand over my face.
Here we go, "Oh my god—"
"So who the bitch?!"
I furrowed my eyebrows at her, "Why you cursing so much like yo momma in the next room yo, you bugging the fuck out, on my moms you just need to chill bro." I mugged her.
Her crazy ass slapped me, I damn near dropped axis my weed. "WHO WAS SHE?!" She just started going ham and just started to fight on me like this bitch—
"YO CHILL!" I yelled at her dumb ass grabbing her up swinging her to her bed where I dropped her down, "You doing mad much cuh, you dragging the issue way outta hand, you slapping me son like thats what we doing now or sometin.¨
"Who is she my nigga?" She asked as I held her. She was hot and shit, her bon bons were hard, I just started laughing. She started to try to hit me so I grabbed her wrist, she was all mad and shit, lemme stop playing with this broad.
I kissed her before I got off of her and grabbed my blunt, "You so adorable when you try to be mad at me." I teased her.
Now she gone want me to leave, I just got here, and unfortunately I love to be in my bitch face, "You so pretty." I kissed at her before letting out a teasing giggle.
"You can leave." She bucked at me.
"And you can shut the fuck up cause ian going nowhere you fucking weirdo." I licked my lip, "You fucking busted my lip, gay ass whore."
"Fuck you you weird ass nigga, if im so gay go be with that other ugly bitch you weird ass nigga. You weird as fuck." She moved her head all rapid and shit,
"Ratchet bitch—"
"Shrimp dick as nigga, hopefully you can make that bitch cum."
"Wouldnt be a wasted nut—" She ran off the bed and tackled me, I just laughed at her.
She was mad for no reason, "I HATE YOU!" She yelled at me as I restrained her straddling over her, "Can you calm down." I asked her.
"I hate you." She pouted not looking at me. I smacked my lips knowing she was about to cry, "You better not cry Dyamond."
"Get off of me," her voice cracked. I smacked my lips, "I was just playing ma, you not gay or a whore—"
"Get off of me Ro." She tried to move out my grasp.
"You my lil whore though." I kissed her neck, "You my lil whore?"
"Get off of me," she started to try to fight at me.
¨Not until you stop cryin," I tried to kiss at her again.
¨Get off of meeeeeeeeeeeeee!¨ She yelled. I smacked my lips getting off of her mad ass. ¨Like you weird as fuck,¨ She wiped her eyes. I was up to here with her fucking cry baby ass. She weird the fuck.
"How?" I asked her, "Im always here, with you, you the only female i'm entertaining when I can have so many other bitches on my dick like you--what like-" I just looked at her like what the fuck did she want me to do. I wasnt even with no girl, we already know she is the ONLY female I will ever be with like she need stop, she look dumb.
"Ima need a advil fucking with yo ass." I sat down on her bed,
"THEN GO BE WITH THEM AIN'T NOBODY STOPPING YOU! MY HOMEGIRL SAID YOU EVEN STARTED TO ANY WAYS SO IT DONT MATTER!"
"You full of fucking shit cuh on god. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO—WHAT HOMEGIRL YOU TALKING ABOUT YO! YOU MY GIRL, MY FEMALE, WHY THE FUCK DO I NEED SOME OTHER BITCH WHEN YOU DO EVERYTHING FOR ME ALREADY LIKE YOU WILDIN—"
"THEN WHO WAS SHE?!"
"NOBODY!" I yelled at her lighting the blunt, "You always believing other people and shit, what if I wanted to vent to you about my problems today or why i've been "ignoring" you or whatever but nooo you wanna get mad and fucking bust my lip over accusations and shit Dyamond. You cutting up bro,¨ I focused on the tv mad as fuck.
She busted my fuckin lip.
"Im not ya fucking bro." She got up from the floor.
"I dont give a fuck." I bucked at her, she smacked her lips before sitting on the bed grabbing the remote. She touched my head wit her foot, knowing I hate that shit. "Stop playing with me,"
"Right you only play with yo other bitch, my bad.¨ I smacked my lips. She laughed, "You mad doggy." She kept on playing with me with her foot and shit.
I hate feet.
"You blowing me as fuck yo. Stop!"
"Didnt ask." I just looked back at her, fucking weirdo bro. "Dont laugh at me, da fuck."
"Shut the fuck up."
"You shut the fuck up."
"I hate you bitch,"
"YA mother-" She kicked at me again, I just sat on the floor.
After a while of watching some corny ass abc family joint on tv, I was laying in between her legs as she massaged my head. I was faded and she just had me calm. Her legs were smooth and her beasts where locked in some fuzzy socks.
Shit was peaceful.
"Nobody know where my best friend is." I blurted out feeling my throat clog up. "That girl you was talkin about was Fiona her friend, I was askin her if she knew anything, so get that im cheating talking to some other female bullshit out ya head cause its dead im not. Never will."
"Okay continue. Do I know who this best friend of yours is."
"Yeah she's your dealer," I looked up at her, her eyes went wide. "Dammmnn, thats why she aint been answering my calls. I been having to go through my cousin JJ for weed." She informed me like I gave a fuck,
"Well yeah this is about me right now." I announced. She laughed hitting me in my head, " Im sorry continue."
"Well yeah and Im scared honestly, I been trying to find her but, I think she left me." I closed my eyes just saying it.
I want to give her the benefit of the doubt but who knows with Milan.
"Left you?"
"Yeah, dont tell nobody im telling you this shit but, Lan always wanted to Leave New York and go somewhere. To be honest ever since I met her she wanted to leave and shit. We made a deal that I'd go with her when she left but she been weird--Ion know, I just think she did it. And to be honest, I dont blame her." I wiped a tear I felt fall from my face.
Unfortunately Dya seen it to, "Look its gon' be ok Royal, if you think about it shes a dealer, she couldve got caught and is just in juvie or she went with like an auntie for a while and will be coming back soon or something, dont think of the absoulte worst." She kissed my nose, "Pray for her." She shrugged.
I nodded in her arms, "Yeah maybe you right."
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April 30, 2013
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I walked down the stairs fortunately running into Jonae. She looked down like I didnt see her busted lip and blackened eye, "Wussup." I greeted her first.
She just gave me that shallow ass head nod. I rolled my eyes and began to walk away until she had grabbed my arm. "Can I talk to you?"
"You wanna talk to me?"
"Yes, in private. I mean if youre willing to."
"I--"
"Look I know I was being a pain in the ass but please, I need to talk to you." She was looking at me like it was urgent or something.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me to the back where I seen her sniffin' crack that one time, "So what did you want to tell me?" I asked wanting to get straight to it. I had a meeting with my social worker.
"Ïts about Shauna, her and her minions are planning on getting you back for helping me out,¨ she informed me. "Thanks by the way."
"So youre telling me their planning on sneaking me?" She nodded her head, "And when did you learn this? When she was beating your ass?"
"Okay first off fuck you, Im just trying to help you're unborn out but I gue--"
"What did you just say to me?" I walked up on her a bit clenching my jaw. How the fuck does she know anything,
"You're pregnant, and to be honest its a shame, you're so young." She looked at me with pitty.
I grabbed her arm, "How do you know?"
She snatched back away from me, "My foster mom. Before this she was a surrogate so she got pregnant a lot for money. You have a fat ass face and I know a pudge when I see one—"
"Okay fine, just dont say nothing to no one please?" I asked her, "I still dont know for sure."
"What ever, I dont even care about tellin anyone but look they planning on doing something tonight, I heard them when I was on my way to breakfast. You know after Shauna woke up with one of her puffs cut--"
"Well you know they were beating yo ass." I shrugged, "She derserved it."
I might have or might not have cut off one and some change of Shaunas nasty grease filled ass hair. Most of it was dead anyways.
"Yeah well I just wanted to warn you. Bye-"
"Wait can I ask you something?" I grabbed her arm once again, she stopped walking. "What were you doing over here that one night?" I asked her.
She looked down at me and shook her head, "You know what I was doing." And with that she just left.
So she is a crack head?
Welp I guess.
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Night time came quick and like Jonae had said the girls were coming. Shauna being the ring leader was in front of both of the girls on they're way to the room Unique and Milan had shared sneakily.
Flavour was kinda regretting this because she knew it was going to be wrong if she did and she probably wouldn't be able to sleep again if it had happened how she thought it would and Chanel was just rollin through the punches, she thought if she was Shauna's friend in the long run Shauna would have her back, she didnt care the consequence.
Shauna had her thinking she was doing what was right. That real friends rode for each other bad thing or not.
Shauna opened the door to the bedroom, seeing Milan and Unique sleeping soundly on their sides they made theyre way inside, Shauna going to where Milan laid her head with a pillow in her hands. Each girl picked a side, Chanel chose where Shauna was, just in case Milan started to fight her,
"Yall I dont know if we should—" Flavour started before Chanel cut in,
"You back out ill kill you myself."
"You wont have to," Just then Milan and Unique both came out the shadows, of course they werent sleeping.
Shauna moved the covers back and seen that it was just Dr. Sherman's wig and a bunch of pillows, "What the fuck—"
Milan laid the first punch before Unique did the other on Chanel, Flavour didnt even want smoke so she left when everything started to happen to go tell Dr. Sherman everything that was about to happen.
Just as Milan was beating Shauna up, as Shauna steady tried to get at Milan but the swings were coming at her fast, just then when Milan was about to sock her again she peeled at her face scratching her nose, Heaven busted in the room with Jace and Dr. Sherman righ tbehind her, and pulled the first girl she seen off of the other, while Jace held the other.
"You weird ass bitch!" Shauna yelled, "I'd spit on you." She spat as Dr. Sherman carried her out.
"You better hope I dont see you on the street you dumb bitch! Beat yo ass everytime!" Milan spat back.
Heaven pulled Milan out of the room and placed her in Dr. Sherman's office while Jace was right behind her with Unique, "So lemme get this straight, you were planning on surrfocating her,"
"NO! Just give her a little scare—"
"Bitch youre a psychopath." Milan called out rolling her eyes, "I hate when bitches get mad cause they got they ass beat like just take the ass whopping and walk away,"
"Nobody asked—"
"Bitch shut the fuck before I fuck yo ugly ass up to," Milan bucked at Chanel. "Like yall weird as fuck." She shook her head before looking at her nails.
"Well I dont know what to say but to call you alls PO's in the morning to sort everything out. Shauna you've been causing so many problems, and Unique you know you violated your agreement-"
"It was self defense—"
"What did any of it have to do with you anyway?" Chanel called out-
"Bitch I-"
"STOP THE PROFANITY NOW!" Dr. Sherman yelled scaring the hell outta them, "Yall are getting besides yall selves now ive been patient with yall but what you did Shauna was just out right disrespectful and serious. Everyone go to yalls rooms, we'll discuss everything in the morning." She dismissed the girls.
One by one, they left to their rooms.
Milan and Unique in the same room laid in silence, they both looked up at the ceiling not being able to go to sleep, "Im sorry you goin to Juvie," Milan told her honestly.
Unique shrugged, "I was prolly gone go back anyways knowing my momma so dont trip." She told her, "I wonder what they gone do to you though,"
"Hopefully they dont extend my time up in this piece of shit,"
"Right," She laughed at Milan. "Ima go to sleep now okay, dont keep that flash light on all night again." She turned on her side closing her eyes, Milan nodded her head knowing that she would anyways.
"Okay,"
When tomorrow came it was like everything Milan had thought had came true.
The police had came and got Shauna and Unique for obvious reasons but Milan wasnt even going to press charges on Shauna. She was hoping to see her sometime out of R.A.N. and when she seen her she planned on doing damage.
The bitch tried to kill her, she already coped the fade, she just need the back up.
Since she only had three days left she was just going to do them and Jonae and her started to speak to each other more often.
She just couldnt wait to leave and go back home to her Cakes, Ro, and even the Rods as much as it would sound weird to say knowing how she is when came to the Rods.
It just wouldve been better then being trapped here.
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