Letters from Shanti Ashram, I...

By DivyaWeed

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I lived in India from 1984-2005, and wrote to my parents regularly about my adventures in Indian ashrams. Fro... More

1. Shanti Ashram - First Impressions
2. Pujas & Daily Schedule
3. Krishnashtami's Grand Puja & Feast
4. Wake Up!
5. Library Duty
6. A Really Ideal Place
7. Picnic Month & A Cottage for Me!
8. Library Children & Daily Schedule
9. Christmas in Shanti Ashram
10. Swami Omkar's Centenary Celebrations
11. Meeting Saints During Centenary Celebrations
12. My House Warming
13. All My Dreams Come True
14. Visit to Bombay
15. Dragged to Kotagiri
16. Life in Kotagiri
17. Feel Lucky to be Near Jnaneswari
18. Visit to Anandashram
19. Red Tiles on My Roof
20. Kakinada Yagna
21. Raksha Bandana
22. Visit to Pithapuram Ashram Branch
23. Visit to Visakhapatnam Ashram Branch
24. Yagna in Visakhapatnam
25. Physical Injuries in the New Year
26. Ashrams, Farmers, Seva
27. Diet, Spiritual Diary, Being Peaceful
28. The Poor Mental Lady
29. Astral Experience While Awake
30. Trip to Guntur
31. Visit to Hyderabad
32. After Parent's Visit & Hours of Silence
32a. Summer News
33. Kotagiri 1997
34. Jnaneswari: Always Cool and Calm
35. Nature Diet, Organizing Library
36. Swami Chidananda's Visit & Computer Arrives
37. Kotagiri - April 1998
38. Sai Darshan in Whitefield - May 1998
39. Raju Garu, Drunk Lineman, Computer Problems - June 1998
40. Big Meeting & Keeping Calm - Aug 1998
41. Time Alone & Camp with SaradaPriyananda
42. First Email - Dec 1998
43. Yogi from the Himalayas - March 1999
44. Net of Humanity, Sivarathri Story, Luggage to Kotagiri
45. Padmamma's Visit & Life in Kotagiri
46. Life is Strange, Rats in Fan, Cat in Kotagiri
47. I Run Amok in Chennai & Attacked in Shanti Ashram
48. Creatures in the Rain & the Life of Prince & Death of Satsang Friend
49. Shanti Ashram Room
50. Susheela Dies - Oct 1999
51. Swami's Discourse on Internet, Etc - Oct 1999
52. Interesting Dreams with Dead People - Nov 1999
53. Visit to Jeeyar Swami's Ashram - Nov 1999
54. Unsavory Events in the Ashram - Dec 1999
55. Swami Omkar Birthday in Vizag & Complaints Against Me - Jan 2000
56. Free Like a Bird, Enjoying Comforts - Feb & March 2000
57. With Patient Vidya in Bangalore - April 2000
58. Heat, Animal Stories & Discourse Translations - May 2000
59. New Ashram Rules - July 2000
60. Tar, Tower Building & Daily Schedule - July 2000
61. Dog Killing Stories & Differences with NS
62. Translation Blessings & Thoughts on America - Sept 2000
63. More on Materialism - Sept 2000
64. Thoughts of Visiting America - Sept 2000
65. Computer Problems & Dog Death - Oct 2000
66. Who are We to Judge Others? - Oct 2000
67. Concepts & Philosophies - Nov - Dec 2000
68. Life in America: Pros and Cons - Jan 2001
abnormality activity afraid after akka alcoho america american ananda anandashram anantapur andh andhra anjaneyulu ashram ashrams astral avadhoot baba bad bandana bangalore bath beautiful bhavantu bheemavaram big birds births blessing bloodthirsty bombay bonsai books branch bus caffery carbone cat celebration centenary chandravati chennai chidananda chidren chidsivananda children chinna chirping chitsivananda christmas church cihdananda city clouds coimbator cold compassion computer concepts connection cons consulate cool cottage cream cure darshan dead death devotee diet dinoo discourse discourses divine divy divya divyakka divyas dog dogs dreams drunk duty eastern eloise email evil ex-devotees experience eye fan fans fear feast feeling festival fever fire first fleeting food force forest former freeman fruit fun garu gir giri gloves goal god gods golden guntur guru gurus hammand happiness happy hatha haunt healthy high hill hills himalayas holy hours humanity humble hyderabad ice idols illness india indian indians internet jaundice jee jeear jeeyar jnaneswari joy judge kakinada karma kartic kasturi killing kitchen kotagiri krishna kumar kumari kutir lady lakshmi leaves library life light lights loka lokesh lord love maha malini mandir mantra masam mataj mataji materialism meditation mental messenger metaphysical milk mission mobile monk murder nadu nageswara nam namaskars name naresh nature net nilayam no-eyes nooka ocean oil omkar one operation padma padmamma padmanabhan parsi parthi passport path peace peaceful people perfection personalities philosophy phone picnic pigs pipes pithapuram plague playing poison practise pradesh prasa prasad prasanthi pray prayer presence priyananda problems progress pros puja pulling purnima puttaparthi quiet radiated rajini raju raksha ram ramaswarupananda ramdas rat ratenlal rats red reincarnation rishikesh roof roots sadhana sai saint saints samastha santhi santi sarada saradapriyananda satchidananda sathya satsang school sea secretary shaking shanti shasta shouting silence simple sisters siva sivarathri skin smuggling society souls special spirituality spirtual sri station stayed stories struggle subbamma sukhino sundaram susan susheela swami swamini swamis swamy tamil tapas taxi tea teacher telugu temple tiles totapalli tower travel trip two ugadi uncle uplifted vaishnavaite vasanas vidya vijay vijaya vinamara vinamra vinamrananda violence vips visa visag visakhapatnam vishnu visit voltage walks waves weather what whitefield worship yagna yar years yoga yogananda yogi yogis yukteswar

69. Conclusion

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By DivyaWeed

Note in 2012

I stayed in Shanti Ashram from August 1994 till February 2001.

My parents had been financially supporting me from the time I came to India, in 1984 at age 18, until the end of 2000. Every year they sent a few hundred dollars, which would last me a whole year (for the first 10 years or so, it would be $200 - $400 for the year; in later years, it went up to $500 - $700 a year).

Sometime in the year 2000, they became ex-devotees of Sathya Sai Baba, after being devotees for nearly 30 years, because of discovering undeniable proof of unscrupulous activities done by Sathya Sai Baba and supported by the Prasanthi NIlayam ashram authorities. They therefore decided India was not a good place for me to continue living, and they ceased to give me any financial support. I had absolutely no other means of support at that time, so considered returning to America to earn my own living.

As a service to friends who lived in Prasanthi Nilayam and who were devotees of Sathya Sai Baba, I had been translating Sathya Sai Baba's Telugu discourses into English for them (they published the discourses on a website) since 1999. When I wrote to them about my parents cutting out my financial aid, they invited me back to Puttaparthi, saying everyone in the translator's group would help me with money to live. Distressed with my parent's giving up faith in Sai Baba and wishing to show my ardent support (as well as having no other means of financially supporting myself), I moved back to Puttaparthi in February 2001. I continued translating the discourses and was very grateful for the translators to support me with about Rs 3,500 per month (about $75) which was sufficient to live in Parthi.

It was only several years later that I, also, lost faith in Sathya Sai Baba (due, in large part, to the muddled teachings and wrong facts he spoke about in his discourses, which were highly edited before being published) and returned to America in August 2005.

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