Chapter 36
Jennie's POV
Weeks and months have passed and we already reached our goals for this year.
We were invited to coachella,we made an appearance in various american tv shows and radio shows.
Things have been falling into places right now.
And as days goes by,my love for her is slowly............fading I guess? Is this the right word for this?
I have no idea on what's happening.
I'm in deep confusion too.
Is it because we're always busy at work and not paying attention to each other because we have no free time?
The butterflies that I was feeling inside my stomach whenever we interact just........fade away.
I can't feel anything.
I know that I should just end our relationship if this keeps going but.........I don't want to hurt her.
She's somehow owning a special place in my heart.
I wonder why......why is this happening?
Things are supposed to be just fine.
All things change tho,
It's the same for my heart.
Should I say this to you? Am I doing this right?
It's clear to me that I don't love you anymore.
I have tried many times already to regain my love for you but.....it's just not enough.
She's not hard to love but why can't I love her the same as before?
I know it's wrong to keep you but I really don't want to hurt you.
We even made plans for our future.
From getting married in the US to having a sperm donor.
Everything will be shattered into pieces if I do what I gotta do.
What am I going to do?
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Aww I'm starting to feel bad for lisa.
I'm bored today.
This story will end soon....just informing you lol.
I'll try to update another chap today
Love yah!