Breathe Me Back To Life •Patr...

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After being attacked at a house party, Cole Wentz has been diagnosed with insomnia, severe anxiety, and is sh... More

Prologue: Maybe Just Maybe
Chapter One: Shoulda, Woulda, Couldn't
Chapter Two: Funny How It Rained All Day
Chapter Three: Just A Sliver Of Who I Was
Chapter Four: It's Not 'Speak Or Forever Hold Your Peace'
Chapter Five: She's My Best Friend
Chapter Six: Driving Me Crazy
Chapter Seven: What If I Wanted To Break?
Chapter Eight: Thanks To You I Am Not Myself
Chapter Nine: The Best Of Us Can Find Happiness In Misery
Chapter Ten: I Give Up On Me Too
Chapter Eleven: Stop Dragging Around, I Think That Somebody Knows
Chapter Twelve: I'll Sing Along Cause I'm Barely Hanging On
Chapter Thirteen: All The Concrete Words Around Here
Chapter Fourteen: She Paints Her Fingers With A Close Precision
Chapter Fifteen: I'm The Bad Seed; I Think I Swallowed It Whole
Chapter Sixteen: Wake Up, Take My Hand And Give Me A Reason To Start Again
Chapter Seventeen: Your Eyes Are Swallowing Me
Chapter Eighteen: Somewhere Between Happy And Total Freaking Wreck
Chapter Nineteen: Nobody Said This Would Be Easy
Chapter Twenty: I'm A Loose Bolt Of A Complete Machine
Chapter Twenty One: Trying Numbness Instead Of Pain
Chapter Twenty Two: I Will Change Everything Till It's Perfect Again
Chapter Twenty Three: Cause You Are Perfect Porcelain
Chapter Twenty Four: You Build Me Up And Then I'll Fall Apart
Chapter Twenty Five: Can You Feel My Heart
Chapter Twenty Six: Second Chances Won't Leave Us Alone
Chapter Twenty Eight: I Would Never Let You Drown, Even If We're Going Down
Chapter Twenty Nine: I Wanna Be Your Lost Boy
Chapter Thirty: I'd Be Good To You
Chapter Thirty One: I Thought I Buried You
Chapter Thirty Two: You're Getting Stuck, And You F-cked It Up
Chapter Thirty Three: I'm Not Okay, And It's Not Alright
Chapter Thirty Four: You Say I Would Make A Better Liar
Chapter Thirty Five: My Bag Is Ripped And Worn, Then Again Now So Am I
Chapter Thirty Six: You Make Me Sick, I Make It Worse By Drinking Late
Chapter Thirty Seven: I'm The First Kid To Write Of Hearts, Lies, And Friends
Chapter Thirty Eight: I Know It Won't Ever Change, But It Hurts The Same
Chapter Thirty Nine: Ain't It Good To Be On Your Own?
Chapter Forty: This Was No Accident, It Was A Therapeutic Chain Of Events
Chapter Forty One: Just Close Your Eyes, The Sun Is Going Down
Chapter Forty Two: I'm Awake And Trying
Chapter Forty Three: The Ocean Is Black and Black The Sky Is Too
Chapter Forty Four: Sometimes Quiet Is Violent
Chapter Forty Five: Sometimes To Stay Alive, You Gotta Kill Your Mind
Chapter Forty Six: I Put My Faith In You- So Much Faith
Chapter Forty Seven: As Clumsy As You've Been, There's No One Laughing
Chapter Forty Eight: You Haven't Seen Any Of My Best
Chapter Forty Nine: What A Twisted, Twisted, Twisted Game
Chapter Fifty: And Boy You're So Not The One
Chapter Fifty One: I'm The Option You Shouldn't Have Chosen
Chapter Fifty Two: I Want To Hate Every Part of You
Chapter Fifty Three: I Ponder of Something Terrifying
Chapter Fifty Four: So Progress Report: I Am Missing You To Death
Chapter Fifty Five: I'm Dying To Live, Something's Gotta Give
Chapter Fifty Six: As Long As You're Here With Me, I Know I'll Be Okay
Chapter Fifty Seven: Better Off As Lovers
Chapter Fifty Eight: Look Alive, Sunshine
Chapter Fifty Nine: When You Wake Up The World Will Come Around
Chapter Sixty: Every Ounce I Have, I Invest In You
Chapter Sixty One: You Know That I Could Use Somebody
Chapter Sixty Two: Defiant To The End We Hear The Call...
Epilogue: Put Me Through Hell And I'll Make You See
Chapter One: Open Your Eyes, Child, Let's Be On Our Way
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Chapter Twenty Seven: Anything You Say Can And Will Be Held Against You

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By leavenowordsunspoken

Mini dedications to MrBendezedrine and inubz101- you'll know eventually. Dedication to _hogwarts_fanfic_ for making me laugh a lot with the comments!

|| Patrick Stump|| First Person||

I stand behind Andy nervously, fidgeting with the plastic handles of the drug store grocery bag. Andy wanted to give Pete the stuff immediately, which resulted in us showing up at his door right after we got to the hotel. I honestly just wanted to see Cole. That tweet would only make sense to the both of us, considering I was the only one who heard her say I Love You to me. Andy knocks again.

"Yeah?" Pete groans groggily, pulling open the door to the room. He's in a grey t-shirt and shorts, his hair a disheveled mess. His eyes were bloodshot, as if he'd been crying. What the hell happened in there?

"Hey, we got the stuff." Andy says, narrowing his eyes in question. Andy bites his bottom lip. "Where's Cole?"

"Since you, Mother Hurley, were out at the store, I went mama bear on her." Pete tries to grin, but it falters almost as fast as it came. He moves back and lets us step inside of his room. I was saddened to find Cole in bed, fast asleep. I guess that's what sickness does to you.

"Good," Andy says, passing the bag of medicine and other important stuff to Pete. "You know how to use this stuff, so I'll save you the whole pharmacist Hurley act."

"Thanks, dude." Pete smiles gratefully, turning his head to look at Cole. He sighs tiredly when he sees her. Cole is on her side, facing the cream wall, her face not in our direction. A towel is draped over her pillow, a damp shirt over her forehead. The covers are half on her, her black t-shirt rising up to the point the small of her back is exposed. She's sick. "Our mom is worried about her."

"What do you mean?" I ask immediately, worry filling up every single inch and crevice of my brain. Pete shakes his head and sighs.

"She isn't going home, if that's what you're asking. Mom is just worried that Cole will run into Derek." Pete answers my question, looking over at his sister to check if she woke up. She didn't. Pete walks to the very right of the room, dropping the grocery bag on the table lightly. Their room was quite small, but they only had to deal with it for tonight before we're off to that whole Ziplining adventure thing. After that thing, we'll be doing a concert in Vancouver, and then working on the other shows in Canada.

"How is that possible? Isn't he in Chicago?" Andy asks.

"He was, but our mom was asking around Cole's old high school friends if they knew Derek Skinner, and these girls named Jenna and Skye let it slip that Derek was looking for her." Pete bites his bottom lip and shakes his head, pressing his palms over his eyes. "I'm so scared for her, Patrick."

"We just have to make sure that she isn't in the public eye too often." I say, even though I know that because she's touring with us, she always will be in the public eye. And it's not like those photographers back in Colorado haven't posted on their blogs about how Cole pretty much lashed out on them for accusing her of being in the middle of an affair with me. God, it's like she'll never get a break when she's near us.

"Impossible, look." Andy says, scrolling through his phone quickly before passing it to me. On the screen is an article about me and Cole, posted just hours before. There are three pictures- the first one of Cole burying her face into my shirt on the plane when she had an attack, the second of me and Cole goofing off with each other at the airport when she stole my hat, and the last one being when I kissed her forehead when Andy and I were leaving. A screenshot of one of Cole's tweets was included as well; ColeWentz: with @PatrickStump, vlogging and somehow managing to inhale all of the food on the bus. The picture she linked to the tweet was a selfie that we took, her head on my shoulder while I smiled brightly at her, rather than the camera. Man, did I look like a sick puppy in love. The title of the article was referencing a tweet Cole made an hour or two before. 'What did Cole Wentz mean?'

"I don't even want to read it." I sigh, passing the phone to Pete to look at. Andy shrugs his shoulders.

"You don't have to to know they're dissecting your relationship to make Cole seem like a boyfriend stealer." Andy tells me, taking his phone from Pete. I watch Andy as he slips his smartphone back into his pocket, bringing his right hand up to run his fingers through his hair. At that exact second, I think about Elisa. She knew about Derek.

"Elisa knew before us." I blurt out suddenly, looking between my friends. Andy's eyes widen considerably while Pete's jaw drops ever so slightly. I know what they're going to ask next, so I save them the trouble and continue on. "I heard her tell Cole to stay away from us or else she'll tell everyone about what happened to her."

"And you didn't think to tell us?" Pete responds in annoyance. My heart jumps a bit at his tone of voice and I quickly shake my head, trying to redeem myself.

"No, no, I forgot. All Elisa mentioned was his name. I'm sorry I didn't tell you- I was too busy worrying about Cole because she slit her wrists after that." I hiss, trying to keep my voice low. Pete shakes his head in disbelief, biting his bottom lip. Cole shifts in bed ever so slightly but remains asleep.

"How did that bitch know before us?" Pete inquires, sitting on the edge of his bed and clasping his hands together as his elbows rest on his knees. I shrug my shoulders, but Andy was already on it.

"They're mutuals." Andy says, looking at both me and Pete. I raise my eyebrows in question. "Facebook friends. Elisa and Derek are friends."

"What?" It isn't me or Pete who speak. It's Cole, who seems to be sitting up in bed, groggy.

"How much did you hear?" Andy asks, and Cole shrugs truthfully.

"Everything past 'Elisa knew before us.'" She mumbles, rubbing her red eyes. Her pink hair is slightly damp from Pete's t-shirt over her forehead and her face is slightly red. Her shirt is still riding up, her abdomen slightly visible. She reaches up and begins to tie her hair up with the black elastic around her wrist. "Well? Go on, what connection do Elisa and Derek have?"

"Well, they have the same friends on Facebook and, um, their statuses."

"What are there statuses?" Pete asks Andy, who bites his tongue for a moment before deciding to continue with voicing his findings.

"In a relationship."

-/::\-

OH MY GOD SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ASKING ABOUT ELISA AND HOW SHE KNEW DEREK SO HERE YOU KIDDIES GO! A SOMEWHAT EXPLANATION WITH THE WORST CLIFFHANGER I COULD PUT.

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