Oh, the clumsiness of me. And it seems that all the bad luck are bestowed upon me. This is my lucky day I guess. Note the sarcasm. First, I lost my balance in front of the whole class and of course they laughed at me. Second, I bumped myself to the glass door of the music room, I'm daydreaming for Pete's sake! And some of the students inside the Music Room saw me. And now here I am waiting for the rain to stop I'm still here in the main building of our school, ALONE. And I am scared because it's already 7 pm I'm still here. I'm sure that my mom will kill me for not bringing my umbrella. It is such a burden to me. It makes my bag so heavy so I'm not bringing it with me. Actually, our house is just meters away from school.
I'm just enjoying the raindrops that are pouring and feeling the cold air then suddenly I heard someone singing.
/now playing: aboeji by BTOB/
I felt scared because I know that I am the only one here and now I'm hearing things that I didn't need to hear. Gossh.
I went near the music room, yes I know I'm scared but I am really curious I wanna be sure if the one I'm hearing is a ghost or just a student here.
As I went near the door, there I saw Yook Sungjae singing. His eyes are closed and the melody is so good, I am being swayed with the song.
I didn't know that this guy can sing well.
Actually he is one of my classmates. I am not that close to him, but we're good in terms I guess. He is a mysterious guy. Whenever were on our class he just sleep and when it's time for our quizzes or activities he always got the perfect score. How could he even do that? Is he a genius? Well, I don't know. Many of my girl block mates adore him and also our professors because they are so impressed. It's strange, Jung Ilhoon is not with him. his bestfriend. I am not used to it because all the time Ilhoon is always with him anywhere Sungjae goes. Hmmm.
Anyway, I'm still watching him singing. You can feel the pain as he sing every single word and the song is just right with his voice.
Oh my, he really does have a beautiful voice it feels like I'm floating in the skies. I heard him stopped from singing so I panicked.
"How long have you been here?" he asked without looking at me. He looked back to me, so our position right now he is in front of the piano and I'm just at his back.
"A-Ahmm. N-not quite?" I'm stuttering!!! What to do? What to do?
Then he suddenly looked at me, our faces are just inches away, I was taken aback and my heart begun to beat like it never does before. What is he doing? Why he is looking at my face?
You can see the sadness in his eyes. I'm starting to worry about him. What happened to him? Why is he acting this way? It feels like he is facing something big. It feels like he has a burden carrying, and I felt something, something that pinched my heart. I don't know, why do I have this urge to help him.
I'm about to say something but he suddenly hugged me and his eyes were full of tears that makes my shoulder soaked with tears. I was surprised I didn't expect that he'll let me see him in his condition right now.
"H-hey, w-what happened?" I ask him, but all I hear is him sobbing like a lost child.
He is still crying on my shoulders. To lessen the pain, I patted his back and I hugged him back.
After few seconds, he stopped, looked at me and said, "I-Im s-sorry. I know you should not see me like this. I am very sorry. "
"I-it's okay. You know that. " That's the only words that comes out from my mouth. And he suddenly get something in his bag.
"I know you're not bringing your umbrella, Kang Seulgi." I was surprised how did he know? "I'll just take you home then as a thank you gift for you. I am very sorry for acting this way." He said while looking at the floor. And I can see his face becomes red. Well, I guess he is shy.
"O-okay"
-
"Do you mind if I'll ask what happened to you?"
We are on our way out of the building, and I am beside him, walking.
"If I'll tell you this, please don't let anyone know about it." he said to me with blank stare. "I guess you owe me an explanation."
"Aye aye, I promise!" I raised my right hand and promised to him to keep it a secret.
"My father was brought to the hospital, a couple of minutes ago before you came into the music room." I was taken aback after he said that. Silence filled the both of us. I can only hear the sound of the raindrops falling. I was still in a state of shock so that's why he is like that.
"I am very sorry for bringing that up Yook Sungjae."
"It's okay." he than patted my head.
"Where you going now? You're gonna visit your father at the hospital right? Let's go. I'll accompany if you want to." I asked him.
"No." he replied.
"But why? You need to visit him you know that, He needs you!" I don't know after I heard that he will not visit his father I totally got mad. He is so lucky have his father at his side! Not like me!
"Why are you getting mad? What do you know about me? Huh? Why are you being like that?" he replied.
"It's because..." My eyes starting to water. After a long time, I never cried like this again. "It's because, I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SEE MY FATHER AGAIN." I shouted at him and ran away from him, so now I am getting soaked with the rain. Hell with the rain! Hell with the flu I am getting after this! I just need to be alone to calm myself down. I left the cold hearted Yook Sungjae there! What kind of son is he?! Gosh, if I were him I will take good care of my father. I don't know where to go, I saw a playground at the next block so I went there. I sat on the swing and I am still crying and crying. I'm just letting myself getting soaked by the rain. Then suddenly, I felt someone who covered me up and then I look up and saw Yook Sungjae with a worried look.
"Why are you here?" I asked him with a cold tone
"To say sorry." he said sincerely.
"You don't need to be here Yook Sungjae. " I said.
"But, I want to be here." he said "with you" and he whispers.
"Huh?" I asked him, But he just looked at me and he offered his handkerchief to me.
"No thanks. I don't need it."
"I insist. Please. I am very sorry."
And he wiped my tears and put his jacket on my shoulders.
I let him sat beside me and now we are both sitting on the swing.
"Now, can I ask you what happened to your father? If you don't mind. I wanna understand why'd you act like that. " he asked me.
"Well, he is not with us anymore. He left us when I was in the 3rd grade. He save me from drowning. I think I am the reason why he died. It's all my fault." After I said that a tear came down again. "Aish. When it comes to the father talk I'm weak I'm a strong person. I guess my father was my weakness. He is the only friend that I have. He is the only one that appreciates all the accomplishments that I've done. He never left my side. That's why I am very sensitive when it comes to my father. I'm sorry too. I got mad at you. I hope you understand." and I wiped my tears.
"I see. Kang Seulgi, can I ask you a favor?"
"What is it?"
"Can you go with me in the hospital?"
"O-of course. But wait, about earlier why you don't wanna see your father?"
"Because, I don't wanna see him struggling. I know that he's a strong man. He'll fight until the end. But I don't know, I want to see him as a strong man. I don't wanna see him, just at the bed it makes me sad. I am a stubborn child. I always disobey him all the time but I know to myself that I love him maybe I don't express it to him everyday, But I really don't wanna lose him." We both became silent. So that's the reason. Maybe I'm just overreacting again.
"*sigh* too much drama for this night eh?" Sungjae said to me.
"Let me take you home first, change your clothes. You might catch some cold." he continued.
"But, how about visiting your father?"
"Your health is important right now. I'll just go instead. " He said to me smiling.
"O-okay." like what he said he took me home. And the thing is, how did he know our address? Strange.
When I got home, as expected my mom scolded me. She asked me what comes to my mind why did I let myself getting soaked in rain. But in the end, you can still see that she cares for me. Well, that's my mom. She's always like that overprotective maybe because I'm her daughter? Hahaha. So much for that. I'll just take a rest.
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I am now in our room, Luckily I'm the first one I can still rest. I feel a lil' bit cold and dizzy. I just checked my temperature earlier but it's not that high. It's just normal.
After 5 mins. I felt that someone sat beside me, which I found weird because no one sat beside me. NO ONE. Yes, I am loner. They call me as a nerd. Not the nerd girl who wears huge eyeglasses and do not have fashion sense. I do have a fashion sense a little, i think. I am fond of reading books and I do wear contacts instead of eyeglasses.
So I looked up and there I saw Yook Sungjae looking at me.
"It looks like your tired." I nod. And he suddenly checked my temperature with his hands. I can feel his soft hands in my forehead.
"Hwy! You had a fever. You better go to the clinic. Let's go I'll take you there. Palli."
"Don't mind me. I will be okay. Sungjae. I promise." I told him.
"I insist." He said sternly. And he suddenly carried me bridal style. And now all my classmates were surprised because what Sungjae did to me and they all know that I am not that close to him and right now, it looks like that we're close.
"You don't need to do this." I whispered to him.
"You are my responsibility" He said and continued walking. After Sungjae said that, it makes my heart pound and my heart looks like it wanted to come out. What is this feeling?
All the students that we both passes by gave way to us and of course give us suspicious looks.
-
Our school nurse wanted me to go home, so I did. Sungjae brought me home, and I am very thankful to him because he took good care of me. I was now left alone in our house, my mom is still at work. She goes home around 6pm.
My body was weak, I can't barely move. All I want to do now is to sleep.
-
When I woke up, I saw Sungjae at the side of my bed. He's still here? I thought he left already?
"Heyy." I called him. "Why are you still here? Get back to class. "
"Just like I told you, you are my responsibility. Now, get back to sleep." Then he used his hands to close my eyes.
I have no choice. I'll just rest then.
"Yook Sungjae, you don't need to do this please. You should get back now. You're parents might look for you. Especially your father he is sick right?" I told him while my eyes are still close. I felt that he moved and when I open my eyes I was surprised because he is just inches away. He is still looking at me with his serious face.
"Don't be so stubborn Seulgi I'll stay here until you get better because I can't stop worrying about you."
"Eh?"
"Too much for chatting." Then he leaned forward to me and shoot he KISSED me! That was MY EFFIN' FIRST KISS! But it was just a smack but still!
After our lips parted, I was still in shock! I didn't expect that he will do that!
I just touched my lips and still in the state of shock.
I heard him chuckle. "You are too noisy." He said.
"Why did you do that?" now I have the courage to ask him.
"You still don't get it eh?" Yook Sungjae asked me.
"Don't get what?"
"From the very start I like you."
"What?"
"I already told you." He said.
"Till when?"
"When I first saw you."
A/N:
I'm leaving it like that. It's up to you how will it ends. Hehe.
Anyway do you guys like it?
To all the melodies there! Annyeong!!
This is my first BTOB one shot and of course it is featured by my Ultimate Bias Yook Sungjae. :D
What do you think about their new song You're so fly? It's great right? But I really like the rapper line's song Youre my Angel ft. JOO. I can't get it out of my mind. Haha. Anyway this is too long for an author's note.
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