and then you left // cth

By permanentchase

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"you left me, cal. after everything you'd said, after every promise, you left me without even saying goodbye... More

and then you left // cth
chapter 1: white walls
chapter 2: scream
chapter 3: chat
chapter 4: unique
chapter 5: halfheartedly
chapter 6: wake up call
chapter 7: silence
chapter 8: pearly whites
chapter 9: occupied
chapter 10: unpredictable
chapter 11: sorry
chapter 12: dreamer
chapter 13: different
chapter 14: the perks of living alone
chapter 15: passion street
chapter 16: guitars & lattes
chapter 17: swing set
chapter 18: here
chapter 19: emotionless
chapter 20: empty
chapter 21: lex-bug
chapter 22: absentmindedly
chapter 23: trust
chapter 24: shame
chapter 25: day of horrors
chapter 26: charm
chapter 27: fancy boots
chapter 28: senses
chapter 29 + a contest (closed)
chapter 30: strawberry milkshakes
chapter 31: anxiety-ridden
chapter 32: marry me, alexis
chapter 33: bathroom floor
chapter 34: lost time
chapter 35: photographs
chapter 36: silently
chapter 37: unbearable
chapter 38: choke hold
chapter 39: sick in the head
chapter 40: change
chapter 41: the end of something special
chapter 42: goodbye.

thank you.

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By permanentchase

and that is the end of the book.

i just wanted to take a final moment to thank each of you for all of your support, kindness, and words of encouragement. i hope that wether you just read the first page or the whole story, you were impacted by what you read. thank you from the bottom of my heart.

i want to be clear that this is not a love story. instead, it is the story of a toxic relationship. hence, no happily ever after at the end of the book. calum and alexis would never be truly happy if they stayed together, not really.

there are a ton more explanations that i have for certain choices i made for these characters while writing this story, and originally i was going to make a whole chapter basically explaining the whole book. however, i have decided to let you, the reader, interpret it in any way that you want.

there is a companion story in the works, which i will officially announce when i publish it. it will be short, but hopefully it can give some further insight into calum and alexis' heads.

after that, i really don't know what is ahead for me as far as my wattpad journey is concerned. after 4 years on this site, i think that i am ready to move on. but i guess we will just have to wait and see where time takes us.

thank you, one last time. thank you for every read, every click, every vote, every comment, every DM. thank you thank you thank you so much.

❤️

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