"No, he is nothing to me now. More stranger than a stranger." He said ruthlessly. Timmy's heart broke into several pieces draining the little energy he had left.
He looked towards Johnny helplessly. But he didn't show any pity for him. He didn't show single ounce of regret in his voice. "Please eat something and eat your medicines." He pulled his heavy legs towards the stair after saying this and went downstairs. He sat on a bench outside the building.
Johnny could see him from the windows of his bedroom in 3rd floor clearly. The boy was sitting there silent barred of all emotions as if waiting for someone endlessly.
The security uncle didn't know, what happened between these two young boys. But he felt very pity for Timmy. It's already from noon to midnight. But Timmy was outside, without water or food. He brought something for him to eat and some water. Timmy refused politely. But the uncle forced him to drink some water and he drank.
The night passed. Timmy couldn't sleep. How can he? These things had taken away his sleep.
Next morning Johnny woke up and looked at the same spot. Timmy was still there. He was really worried now. Why is he doing this? Has he eaten anything? His heart still could not manage not to think about Timmy.
Another day passed. It was night again. Johnny could not help it anymore. He went down to Timmy. Looking at his beloved comming towards him, Timmy stood up anxiously.
"It's already two days. Go to your room now."
"I am only a stranger. Why does it bother you? Let me stay here."
"What do you want by doing all this? You want to gain sympathy?"
"No. I simply don't have heart to leave the person whom I love the most. I know, you have all rights to get angry on me. But I don't any reason to leave you. I don't want anything else in my life. You are my everything. You are my dream. You are my truth. You are the purpose of my life. You are my destiny. I am nothing without your love. All I want is to see you every second. Live for you every moment. Now you accept me or reject me, I won't have any regret doing this for you."
"Are you mad? Till when can you do this?"
"Till I live."
"Trust me, it's a bad idea. It's good for both of us to be parted. We will remind each other about our past every time we see each other. It's not good at all. Live your life happily."
"There is no happiness for me without you. Do you remember, you told that All my happiness will come from you. "
"That's enough Xu WeiZhou. Do whatever you want." Johnny turned and went inside the building.
Timmy sat on the bench with a thud sound. First time he called me in my full name. Timmy was a crying mess. But Johnny didn't bother look at him turning back.
Another day passed. It's not like it was a lonely place. But the limited number of people in the small building, all were busy. Even though, they noticed Timmy there almost 3 days, no one bothered to ask him, why he was there day and night, except the security uncle.
It was already evening. The security uncle came to him. He offered him some water. Timmy drank it. "Would you like to tell me, what happened between you two? May be I can help you."
"No one can help me. I have done a serious mistake."
"I know. But sacrificing your life like this is not a solution. Do you know that, you are also hurting him, by doing this?"
Timmy didn't say anything. That uncle said, "I am sure he will see your sincerity one day. God bless you, my son." Then he left.
Night grew old. With clouds on head. Soon moon hid behind the black clouds. A drop of rain fall on Timmy's sleepy eyes. Though it was end of summer, but Timmy bathed in the coldness of the water droplets. He hasn't eaten anything in this last 3 days. He hasn't changed his shirt. Only some waters to stay alive.
Johnny woke up from his sleep hearing the sound of his windows because of wind. He looked out of it. It was raining. Timmy was still sitting on the bench closing his eyes. He was wet all over. Johnny could not bear this sight. His heart pounded. His eyes teared. Stop it Zhou. What are you doing to yourself? You are insane.
He wanted to rush down and carry the younger boy with him. But his anger would stop him. He was fighting his own battle. Mind is not ready to forgive. Heart is stabbed thousand times seeing his love like this. The battle was still not over, when he saw Timmy fall from the bench to the ground. "ZhouZhou!"
He ran to Timmy. He went upstairs carrying the younger boy with him. He called a doctor immediately. He first let him drink a lot of water. Timmy drank it half consciously. He removed his wet shirt and trousers. He cleaned his body with some warm water and a towel. After drying the stubborn boy, he put a T shirt and a pair of trousers on him. Then Johnny placed some tender kisses on him when he realised his temperature is increasing.
The doctor came again. He did check up on Timmy. "He has a feaver. He is really weak. He need to eat a lot and drink a lot. I don't know, what happened between you guys. But I will advice you to forgive him. Don't let him push to his limits. He was already having panick attacks. The last time I talked to him, he was in pain. He wanted to tell someone about his serious mistake. But was afraid that, that person will leave him. And I guess that person is you." The doctor said and Johnny was heartbroken.
"I pushed him to his limits." Johnny cried like a baby. "I never want to see him like this. But the situation are not in our favour."
"You are a grown up young man. You know better, how you can handle this." The doctor said before prescribing and leaving.
Timmy woke up for a moment and sobbed continuously, "I didn't mean to hurt you Jingyu. I am so sorry." He said in a feeble voice. "Please don't go. Hit me. Hit me hard. But Please don't leave me." Timmy took the hands, those were caressing his hairs and forced them to hit himself hard on face.
"Zhou, Shh. It's okay. You are fine. Drink it." He handed him a glass of juice and his medicines. Timmy drank like an obedient kid. "Sleep now. We will talk about this tomorrow." He cuddled the boy. And he slept in few minutes. Johnny could not sleep whole night, thinking about this.
He called Timmy's mom. "Aunty, Timmy is not well. Please take him with you."
"Look Jingyu, we are out of town for business. We can't come there now. He is your responsibility now. Didn't you say, you will try your best? I know, recently you knew something that has disturbed your relationship with him. But you loved him before that. My son loves you so much. Please give him a chance." She cut the call after saying this.
Johnny called Liang ge and told him same things. He said, "I am taking care of my love. My Jun. You should take care of your love."
He called FengSong and Yang Zi, but they also refused stating some or other fake reason. Ofcourse everyone wanted Johnny to forgive Timmy and patch up.
He atlast called ChenWen. But he said, "Sorry Jingyu. But I am really angry with him, after knowing what he did."
"Why are you fucking angry with him? Weren't you all his best friends. Whatever he did, the one who got affected is me. Not you. And he didn't do it knowingly." Jingyu got angry on ChenWen.
"Oh, is it? Then why don't you forgive him and accept him back?" ChenWen as always said it straight forward.
It felt like someone stabbed him at the point where it hurts most.
In the morning Timmy woke up when Johnny was staring at the boy sitting on the couch. Fear invaded Timmy's heart and mind. He stood and sat infront of Johnny placing his head on his lap. "Jingyu, please don't throw me out of your life. I really can't live without you. Please punish me. I will take any kind of punishment you will give without a single question."
"Eat this." He had prepared a lot of things for Timmy. He pulled the boy to the couch beside him. He fed him without any particular expression on his face. The room had no other sound except Timmy eating. Timmy ate everything like a good boy without a single word.
Now that he was already full, Johnny started.
"I can't forgive you." He said and Timmy's face was blank. "You love me right?" Timmy nodded yes. "Do you want to see me worried about you all the time?"
Timmy nodded a no. A tear drop fall from his eyes. "You have to eat a lot and stay healthy. I will be really happy to see you taking care of yourself."
No word was going inside his head. But he nodded. He knew where it was heading. He lost all his hopes. There is no point in living without you.
After the small chat, Johnny dropped him at his house in FengSong's car. There was no more talk. Timmy was silent all the way. He got off the car. He waited till Johnny drove back.
Timmy didn't want to drive anymore. He took a taxi to the police station. He lodged a report against himself. If he doesn't forgive me, how can I forgive myself?
Few hours later Johnny got a call. He was really furious when he heard, what he heard from the other side. The cops wanted him to come for a signature acknowledging Timmy's acceptance of the death penalty in drunk and drive accident case. He drove there furiously.
Timmy had taken this step. But he was afraid, when he saw Johnny there. He clearly said him to take care of himself. But instead Timmy took this step.
Little did he know that Johnny's father was a cop in the same station. The cops recognized Johnny. He had taken a lawyer with him for the bail if it is necessary. The report was already lodged and Timmy was taken in custody by that time.
Johnny bailed Timmy out. Timmy protested saying, "I don't want to go."
But Johnny dragged him outside holding his arms tight, after the paper work finished. "Have you lost your mind?" Johnny was furious.
Timmy has never seen him like this. "Jingyu. Please."
Johnny's hand landed on his face hard. "Do you know, this stupid step can cost you your career? You won't listen to me when I say one thing once right?"
Timmy controlled his tears. As promised he didn't even make a whimper sound. "You want to get your punishment so badly. Don't you? Now you will know what a punishment from me would be like."
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A/N- Hey all, my lovely readers. Actually while writing this chapter, it became really long, with 3500 around words. So I broke it into two chapters.
Hope you like Timmy's love and dedication for Johnny. I really hope this torment ends soon and they have a happy chapter soon. Kindly bear with me a little bit. And yeah, I have decided to continue this story. Either in this book or in another, that I haven't decided yet.
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