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Avni's POV :
"Well done avni! Well done!. Finally you did such a great acting in front of Neil". Wow! Just wow! I laughed sarcastically at my own fate.
"I must say I would have become great actress if I enter into acting profession as how well I acted coldly towards Neil without getting caught".
Over ! every freaking thing is over! I broke him, I broke his heart ,shattered his body again with my dark behavior. I made him hurt again shredding his love yet he is the only one who just cared most for me. And now I'm solely responsible for his tears & pain.
I really don't want to do that at morning. but.. But.. My heart says I'm not capable for his love. He deserves much better girl than me, more beautiful . I'm not a virgin ND I had been raped by many people & Neil doesn't deserve this .I know I'm doing wrong behaving cold towards him but I didn't have any other option rather than this as I want Neil to live a happy life with his love soulmate who is pure in every sense unlike me who is just tainted&used by many person's.
(flashback pov)
Last night His care, his love, his concern, healed my bruised broken body within no time. The pain that I witnessed in his brown orbs when I narrated my whole painful incident made me believe that he is having some beautiful feelings on me.
The emotions that he showed when he came to know about my injuries then how dead he looked ?Just like a lifeless soul & a dead Corpse . but those things showed his inner feelings . For a second I just gasped at his caring behavior. How could someone be so good like him? I thought to myself.
Later, the guilt that his face expressed, when he thought he is solely responsible for my condition is enough to think how much he cares for me & the rage, anger he depicted when he got to know that some unknown filthy persons again touched my body when he is in my life made me feel damn " He is in love with Me ".
The last thing , when he kissed passionately yet gently only to distract me from pain is sufficient to understand " I'm his love , his lady love". That second, Our lips fitted like two perfect puzzles exploring the taste of two mouths. The way our lips melted & the way our lips sticked with each other would be unexplainable. He was so soft ,that made me to respond to his demanded kiss. At that time We kissed forgetting every problem,stress,pain. He made me feel I'm only mattered to him. I felt like drowning in deep ocean as his simple mere touch of his created havoc in my lower region. Butterflies churned my stomach as some new feel of emotion ran through my body.After what left like ages I lacked breath for which I cursed myself as I really don't want his juicy lips to unmould mine . I want him to worship my lips which gave me a beautiful assurance of
"Deep Affection". I may sound like a lunatic lover but his concern,care is the only thing , I want in my life forever.
He stated sorry for unexpected kiss! Such a gentleman is he? I didn't regret kissing him coz in my life I had many kisses from dirty mouths but his one gave me a beautiful promise that his love would heal my deeper wounds which were deeply buried in my heart.
Right, At that time I understood I had fallen in love with him ,with Neil. Would love happen in two days? My answer is yes. When you feel, secured, cared, loved, then it's not a Matter of time to love in with. Like wise I had fallen in love with him which made me to smash my lips with his when he talked useless nonsense . I kissed him so softly as I would lose something precious .Our intimacy added some strange emotions which originated from my heart & we carried away at the heat of moment . He started to heal my shattered body with his numerous wet kisses which made me moan. Never in these past years I moaned with pleasure ,what I used to do is only scream ,wince with pain. But now the feathery kisses of him made me joy with bundle of happiness.then I realized we both were in depth of love. It's deep emotion which we both don't want to depict, or spill out.
"That was my beautiful night with the beautiful blend of love &pain. I thought I would live happy& joyful life With my newly recognized love that's NEIL ".
but..but..I was wrong. How could a girl like me would get happiness in life who is not a virgin, who is a prostitute . How could an impure raped girl will get prince charming like Neil. Never!! I think I'm over expecting from my life as iknew I'm bad luck for everyone & I'm not having a good fate like others. I took my parents life. And now I couldn't effort to lose Neil. I don't want Neil hurt coz of me.
I'm a dirty girl who had sex with many unknown person's and he Doesn't deserve a girl who shared bed more times in a day. He deserves more alluring & kindhearted soul who would only give him happiness..as per me I can't give him that Coz I don't have anything left in my life. The precious thing which every girl preserves for her love,boyfriend, husband is been raped every day in my life then how could I give him the used one?
I started to think about that. Then I realized my love which just blossomed like a little flower is going to brutally die if I enter into his life.
After our intimate night, I woke up with new hope, that I would get some happiness. but when I opened my eye slits the only thing I heard is someone's beautiful "LUB-DUB " sounds. Iknow he is Neil I can sense him with his smell it self. He looked so cute & beautiful while sleeping imust say he is Sleeping Beauty ,nah! handsome! I chuckled.
But again the thought of impure disturbed my mind. He doesn't deserve this, he doesn't deserve me .sorry I don't worth him. Though I love him with my soul but I think it's only attraction from his side coz who will love filthy girl like me who is who*e.
Thinking about that thought I sobbed silently burying my head into his chest coz this is going to be last time that I'm going to sleep in his arms.
His embrace gave me assurance of of peaceful affection. I want his arms to wrap my entire life but it's not possible. After placing a smooth forehead kiss which would be my last kiss I woke away from him not disturbing his sleep .
I went to washroom & cried like eternity coz after some days he's not going to be in my life because Im going away from him. if I'm in front then he will surely do something for me. But if I leave his life then it would be happy .
Thinking all this imade my heart stone to act cold towards him. I want him to hate me so that I could go away from him ,To make him realize that I don't deserve his love. His care deserve beautiful, pure girl not like a girl who is s***t.
After consoling myself , I stepped out and acted as I don't care about his words but trust me when he said he is gonna realise me from this hell.my happiness doesn't have any boundaries all I want is to hug him ,kiss him but I couldn't, I couldn't do that it will show how his presence effects me .so I stood calm. I didn't dared to look into his eyes which showed alot of questions & pain. I even don't deserve to look into his face. Later he went again leaving me all alone in these four strong caged walls.
(flashback Pov ends)
Don't know whether I should be happy that I'm going out from this hell or to be sad that I'm going from Neils life. Coz he became habitual to me, within two days. But I don't want him to develop unnessary feelings on me .i don't him to love or care for me. I don't want his life to be mess coz of my entry because he will never get future .I don't want him to love a raped tainted girl then what will society thinks.
Ugh! why I'm crying now ?. Why my eyes are tearing up like this. I should be strong ,I couldn't fall a week.& now I have decided ,after tomorrow I'm going to leave his life forever.
Thinking all about I slept on bed with exhaustion .
***
After sometime I opened my eyes when I felt knock at doorstep . I walked towards door limping as my wound not yet recovered . I opened door only to take Saree for night. but they don't know that today Neil will not show up. I took that & wore so that they couldn't get doubt on me &neil.
Now it's mid night .I'm all alone on bed hugging my legs into my knees.i curled up like a ball when a mere thought of leaving Neil coming swirling in my brain.
My eyes flooded with tears & my cheeks flushed red due to continuous crying. From past two hours I'm spilling tears &now I even didn't have energy left. But whenever I think about Neil I couldn't stop myself shedding tears.
" I 'll miss him like maniac .his ethics, his concern ,his love. I'll miss everything. Ugh! Avni just stop thinking about Neil". I sobbed loudly burying my head into my knees.
Avni ,how could you be so selfish. Huh! For your love ,you will destroy his life. No this isn't love when your soulmate will not be happy with you. So leaving him forever &letting him not know your feelings is best decision. I'll live with the memories which I made in these two days.
"our kiss "That will be my best memory. That's enough to live my entire life.
But, God why? Why you don't want me to happy. After ages I found my true love but it's not going to work. It's OK. I'll be happy with his happiness all I want is Neil's joy coz he made my life beautiful. By coming he made me feel everything which I lacked these years. But I wish he would be there with me spending my whole life alas it's not possible.
After sometime, I dozed off to sleep crying.
***
It's next day, that's the day when I'm going to elope from here. Not me every girl who is bearing torture.im so happy today as Neil will come with his police force but I'm bit scared. I only wish Neil would not get hurt in this mission or else I'll never forgive my self.
When I was in my thoughts I heard knock. I felt strange it's just 8o'clock who came this early morning. I thought to myself.
I opened door only to witness my hell. That bloody women. She stood there with smirk. Now what she is doing here??
"Hey, diamond wear this Saree I want you to be ready in an Hour okay! & han apply some bold makeup today. Iknow you look beautiful without creams but today you have to ". She said handling Saree to me.
why she wants me to ready now? After sometime I took shower and wrapped the given plain light green colored Saree with backless blouse.
I felt so uncomfortable wearing coz it was too exposing as my waist&back is visible clearly.later I applied make up .
Again I heard knock. I quickly opened only to witness women, but wait some other people are also there. Who are those men ?
They were looking at me like a hungry beasts. Their stares are dangerous oh God! Neil please some come soon here I prayed. Again My chain of thoughts were interrupted by that women's voice.
" Dekliya na! You go I'll bring her to your boss ". She said to those men after that they left without any argument.
I felt something fishy, who are those men and boss ? Then immediately women took me in to my room and started to set my saree &makeup. While I was just watching her with amused expression as I don't know what's happening here.
"wh..what are you doing ". I asked fumbling as she moved my pallu down revealing my breasts & cleavage .
"you stut up! Don't you know how to wear Saree? Huh. She said pining my Saree down causing me to expose my upper body.
"hell! What is this? I'm not gonna wear Saree like this. It's uncomfortable. I spated angrily as I could see my upper body is fully exposed.
"you're so bad baby ! Your questioning me. Do you want another punishment "She said smirking.
"No! I said tearfully. As tears tickled through my eyes remembering last days incident .
"Good! I must say your fucking beautiful. And I know you can Droll every one with your beauty.she said caressing my waist..
"wh.. Why.. Why are you making me ready now. ". I asked after gathering some courage.
"well, you will get to know in some minutes. She winked and I woundered what would be the matter.
Later she started to take me somewhere I protested remembering Neil's words.
"Avni promise me. you will not leave this room until I come here to take you ".
These words ranged in my ears like Bells. My eyes teared remembering his words. I have given my promise to him and now I couldn't break that as I promised to my love.
"No I'm not gonna come any where.ill stay here".i shouted trying to free my hands from that women.
"b***ch". Your crossing your limits .I swear you will brutally punished if you protest more. She said dragging me out from my room.
I couldn't do anything rather than shedding tears . After sometime she took me to some huge hall I horrified watching at that sight in front .
Many men's were there .I was in middle of those hungry beasts. I nodded negativity as those men started to Oogle shamelessly into my exposed body.
I tried to cover my upper soul with my hands unable to control those nasty eyes but that women parted my arms roughly.
"Don't you dare to hide your beauty here "understand. She threatened me.
I stood dumbstruck unable to understand what's happening here. But my confused thoughts came to halt when that women started to speak.
"well, she is our diamond or I can say rare diamond. Where would you find such a hot beauty "mister vidyut". She said going towards some person.i immediately gazed towards that one only to witness a muscular man. He looked at me lustfully I felt disgusted.
"wow, sexy ! I'm just speechless just look at her manh! Such a hot beauty. indeed she is diamond ". That' person said walking towards me.
I frightened more ,tears tickled through my cheeks.
"Really ,I must say I'm be lucky to have you for whole life time like a sex slave."
He said tracing my bare waist.
That's it my world crashed and I rooted at that spot listening at his words. My eyes welled with pool of water. My brain stopped working digesting his words.
"whh.. What.. Se.se. Sex slave ". I asked shiveringly .
"yes, today you're sold to ME and now I'm going to take you to my country where you will be my personal slave".he said pulling me closer grabbing my waist.
I squirmed at his touch. I tried to get out from his grip but the harder I tried the harsher he became around digging his nails into my waist. I sobbed loudly as I was in middle of hungry men where my body, my soul has been sold. I could only cry at my wrost fate.
This was my last day here but..but.. I ..i.. think bappa don't want me to have happy life that's why I have been sold to some richest guy.
"well, I would like to try her now .see I can't resist such a sexy beauty in front ". He said with lustful eyes.
My eyes widened at his statement. he... He.. Want to make s*x with me.. That. Too ..now.. No.. This can't happen. I don't have any courage to take assault. And I believe Neil will come anytime soon. Until then I have escape from this beast.
Then, Without thinking anything I pushed that person out from my grip and I ran towards my room & I locked door.
I placed many things at doorstep so that no one could enter Inside.
I was shivering, crying at my wrost fate. No ,I don't want to go to another country.. I.. Don't want to be slave.. NO....I just want Neil to come soon.
Where are you Neil ?? please..please come soon and take your apple from these bastards.. I cried .Then I heard sounds of banging .
"you bitch ,open doors or else you will suffer" I heard voices from outside.
Panic started ,fear crawled through out my body as now I'm trapped between these beasts . I ran towards washroom and hid in that shiveringly. Iknow I could only manage here for minutes as they would break doors.
I cried at my bitter fate.
POV ends.
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Author's POV
After banging doors of her room atlast outside people succeeded to seek inside breaking the doors. Vidyut looked so furious as it was just an insult as she ran from him. Vidyut instructed his men to break washroom doors as they well know she is inside hidden .
As per orders they broke the door but avni as stubborn she stiffed in that room not coming out as her confidence levels started to decrease .she started to shiver thinking about what they will do with her if she is caught.
"I'm warning you one last time. Come outside calmly or else you will suffer alot ". Women said to avni in a threatening way.
Avni nodded negatively, as she well know if she comes out she would be well punished and she also know that there is no way out now as she is under their captivation but she sticked inside coz of fear.
"it's OK. Ready to get some hard punishments baby ". By saying women fisted Avni's free hair and throwed her harshly towards ground.
Avnis face kissed floor now, she was under vidyuts shoes. She tried to get up but before that vidyut grabbed her hair and made her stand to face him.
"ahh leave me you moron.its paining ahhhhh ". Avni screamed as he held her hairs tight.
"you did blunder insulting me in that hall. Your mine now. Your body ,your mind should be in my controll .did you understand? ". Vidyut said with rage eyes.
"plzz leave me ..ahhh". Avni cried breathlessly under his grip.
"Nah, diamond. It's your fault so you should bear some punishment before going from here " women says proceeding towards avni.
"No, ahh.. please ahhhh.. .im so..so. ..sorry "avni pleaded.
"But now she is mine. Her punishment should be decided by me only. " vidyut says squeezing her waist with his one free hand .
Avni cried even more louder as now the pain became unbearable. The only thought that's making her relieve is Neil.
"Vidyut shaheb! Now our diamond is All yours do can do what ever you want. Women said.
"yes, she should change her behavior but right now I want to taste every inch of her Sheer body and especially her precious possession ". Vidyut says nuzzling her neck.
Avni was dumbstruck. Now all she wants is her savior, her Neil, her love .
"so,what are you waiting for do that we will leave this room .women said
"No this room is freaking small, conjusted as well there is no AC. we'll do our makeout session in my car it's huge you know.its parked outside .after our session we will fly to our country from there itself " vidyut says evilly.
Avni shut her eyes with disgust, while hot & fresh tears streamed through her eyes .Her body started to devast without energy.
"what? No.... This shouldnt happen now if I'll leave this country then Neil would never find me .oh my God!Neil please come fast and help me ". Avni sobbed silently thinking to herself as now she could only pray.
"Baby shall we move ". Vidyut says while avni quickly came out of grip. And took broken glass on floor and stared to threaten them.
"I swear if you touch me then I'll cut myself ". Avni said with rage.
"No you're not going to do this ". Vidyut says as he was Lil scared.
"I will ,if you touch me with your filthy hands ". Avni says sarcastically.
"okay, I'll not touch you come-on stop now .vidyut talks distracting her in a nick time women goes Avni's behind and catches her with force while the sharp glass fell on ground again making avni helpless.
"How dare you to do that. You are my fuking slave &i should decide your death". Vidyut says slapping avni hard.
Avni sobbs cupping her cheeks as now she is all helpless.
"well,now I'm going to so hard on you let's go now ". by saying vidyut forbily lifted avni on his shoulders.
"No please stop I don't want this please.. Avni protested beating his rock back while he doesn't have any effect.
"stut up " you b***h. Now your my sex slave now . He said smacking her butt.
Avni cried even more louder as he was taking out of building to rape her.
"please leave me.. Please ". She cries but it's all deaf to his ears.
Later ,he took avni towards his car which is parked a little distance from brothel & it's is big enough to have a make out session.
Vidyut forbily throwed avni inside and came on top of her.
"Now, I can't wait to taste your body . he said lustfully eyeing her lips.
"please leave me you moron ".avni yelled.
"Call me master, did you understand". He said stroking his index finger hard into her bellybutton.
"Ahhh.. Ahh ple.pl...ease. ss.. Stop. It's paaa.. paaa.. Paining". Avni cried as she felt String pain at stomach.
Finally after giving her some strokes he left her navel which is now right red - purple .
"Well, this is small punishment ".vidyut said evilly while avni could only cry.
Meanwhile Neil made perfect plan to attack the brothel and he reached that place secretly with full of his police force.
"Don't know why I'm feeling that something bad gonna happen.and avni she is fine right! ".neil thought as he felt some uneasiness but he shrugged it off .
With that they started to attack the place alot of firing ,attacking occurred and a huge war started between police &people but poilce started to win as they were huge force infront of culprits. After sometime when he made sure that main culprits got caught Neil directly ran towards Avni's room to take her with him. Though he was badly injured at many places yet He was having happy smile as he thought now avni would be in his life forever.
Neil reached her room only to witness avni missing. He checked washroom and every where but he couldn't find her.
"Did she went out Before I come here? she promised me right. Then kaha gayi wo!. Neil started to panick.and he was hell worried as he couldn't find avni among rescued girls. He searched all building but he couldn't find. meanwhile police arrested all culprits but Neil is in search his lady love.
"avni where are you. Maine kaha tha na I'll take you then why did you do that ". Thinking that tears rolled tears through his eyes.
On other side
Vidyut and his members were unaware of the attacking as they were Lil In distance with brothel.
Vidyut ripped Avni's Saree pallu and he pinned her hands above her hand and he started to kiss her neck harshly making her wince with pain.
" manh! You're so soft just like cotton ". He moaned while avni could only scream with tears.
After assaulting harshly with red bites vidyut left Avni's neck and started to approach towards her lips to kiss. While avni tried herself alot to get out of his grip but all is invain as now she is just delicate like petal which would break at anytime.
"Fuck off you moron". avni splited saliva on vidyuts face which just raised the animal in him .
"how dare you to do with Me huh ".saying this he slapped avni three times continuously on her cheeks and crashed his lips on her making her wince with pain. He chewed her lips like a hungry beast which made her bleed.
"Ple...pl... Please lea..leave m....m... My lips... It's pai.. Pai..paining ". Avni sobbed as he feasted upon her delicate lips.
"Baby,.now let me make love to you. Don't think I'll be gentle now .i swear you will not able to walk for a week that much hard I'm gonna do ". He said sadistically.
Avni became numb with his words . Her voice stopped, her eyes dried without tears. Finally she started to devast physically as well mentally.
She didn't protested when vidyut again presed his lips with hers. SHe even didn't took a scream out when he bit her body ruthlessly. she just became fragile body precisely a dead corpse..
"There is nothing left now , Neil would never find me as I'll be going far away from him. now my body doesn't have energy to even fight. I'm sorry Neill I'm not a strong girl you think. I'm sorry Neil I can't stop this rape now". Avni thought as now protesting will just increase her pain. She watched the above car ceiling numbly while tear drops rolled through the corner of her eyes.
vidyut removed his shirt ,while avni closed her eyes as she doesn't have courage to look into his naked body.
Within a second gap, avni could hear the sound of unbuckling belt & pants. She silently cried as now their is no way out. She will be again raped mercilessly .
Avni could feel her Saree skirt being hiked up and could feel the nasty touches of him at her legs . Right then vidyut about to pull her panties down their make out session was disturbed by phone.
"fuck. Who the bloody moron calling me now vidyut huffed reverting.
Avni was silently crying listening to him as now she doesn't have any way to go out. She didn't opened her eyes as she well know vidyut is half naked and she doesn't want to see.
"WTF attack's? And you're telling me now. .before police reach here I'm going to airport and you guys come safely I'll meet you there. He yelled on phone. That's it avni opened her eyes with hope.
"What? So Neil attacked that place means he is here. Neil is here. Yes now I'm having chance to elope. Avni thought as now she was having a hope thinking this avni punched vidyuts face hard and quickly got of car and she started to run towards the brothel.
" Bodygaurds get her ". Vidyut yelled running behind.
Avni ran as fast she could. She was breathing heavily and panting hard as her wound is not yet recovered &her soul devastated without energy. Her body was almost bare with blouse & skirt exposing her milky skin. but now she couldn't stay back all she wants is her healer, her love, her Neil . Finally after struggling &running for minutes avni somewhat reached backyard of brothel. Then she saw the thing she desperately wanting to see . Her breaths, her happiness, her joy , her heart beat. NEIL.
Avni saw Neil but he was so far from her. Her eyes glassed with tears as a new ray of hope originated at her heart. She was about to shout his name but her words miffed as vidyut closed her mouth from behind and he dragged her to other side .
"How dare you to run away from me". I swear after reaching my country I'll make sure you will be punished brutally .". He says pressing her little bruised lips with his bulk hand.
Avni tried to shout but her week efforts infront of strong muscular hands stuffed her voice. Tears tickled through her pale cheeks coz being close to her love. she couldn't do anything. Again she started to lose her hope.
To be continued...
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