I look at my chained arms and smirked. HAHAHHAHAHAH was all that was going through my mind. It's been 3 years since I've been in this mental hospital. I'm...well crazy. Not even drugs can help me, nothing can. I can be fine one minute but the next I'm putting a knife through someone's chest.
I looked to my side of the same white pattern of cushion attached to the wall. Then I hear knock and my head imminently turns to the door.
Y-come innnn.
I say giggling as....oh AMANDA came in. I smile and laugh fairly loud.
Y-Amandaaaa. aMaNdAaaAaaA
I sing her name as she just smiles and hands me my food.
A-Hey y/n. How are you feeling today?
My head cocks to the side and my eyes roll back as o take a bite of my sand which. Then I look at her and smile
Y-Come here
I whisper luring her in with a secret
A-Yes?
Y-To be honest....
Then I look up.
A-y/n??
I look at my sand which.
Y-What. Did. You. Do?!
I say backing away from her.
Y-You're trying to drug me again
I say uncontrollably laughing.
A-y/n...no no no. Not drug
Then my laughing stops as I take the pull from the back of my throat as it lays on my tongue.
Y-I'm not trying to drug youuuu....BULLSHIT
I yell as she jumps at the last part. I stand up and forget the chains on my wrist so I get pulled back down.
Y-Why did you guys chain me up anyway?
A-.....
Y-Answer me....Amanda
I look at her dead straight in the eye
Y-It's not like I'm gonna murder anyone....Right?
I say smirking while balling my fists up as she notices and gulps.
A-They said. You're..dangerous.
I laugh and look at the ceiling.
Y-Come here Amanda...
I say still looking up as she comes closer.
A-What are you looking at darling?
I look at her and punch her in the face.
Y-You should've used tighter locks
I say pulling the chains off and running out as the alarm system goes off. I smirk as I run out of the hospital, I hopped in someone's car as they looked at me horrified
Y-DRIVE
I yell as they obey and start driving away. I wave bye at a hurt Amanda and some other of my nurses. I smile and yell
Y-WHOOOOOO
?-You're crazy
I look at the young boy. I haven't had any contact with a boy since I went to the mental hospital.
Y-NO SHIT NOW KEEP DRIVING
I yell as he keeps ok driving
?-Why did you run?
Y-Anyone would want to get out of that shit hole
?-But why?
I smirk and hop into the front seat as he keeps on driving.
Y-I'm y/n by the way
I say with a preppy smile on my face. He looks terrified as we lost all those people.
C-C-Corbyn.....
Y-Hi Corbyn. You don't tell anyone about this. Alrighty?
C-Why were you in there?
Y-Cause I'm a psychopath. Duh
I say laughing hysterically. Then we stop
Y-Why did we stop?
C-Cause I'm at my house
He says chuckling as I feel a weird tingly feeling in my stomach. He takes off his seatbelt and gets out of the car as he approached my side and opens my door for me
Y-T-Thank you?
I stutter not knowing what to say. I lost all ability to talk to a guy. He puts out his hand offering to help me step down as I take it. We both walk towards his door as he lets me walk in first, he then shuts the door behind him giving me flashbacks.
NO NO NO NO I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG. PLEASE LET ME GO. I-IM JUST....KOO KOO BUT PLEASE PLEASE I DIDN'T HARM ANYONE I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG!!!
I scream as they chain me down. Tears running down my face.
PLEASE PLEASE. I HAVE A LIFE OUT THERE. MY HOME. MY FAMILY. YOU CAN'T JUST THROW ME IN THE DUNGEON. NO
then the door slammed shut and that was the last time I saw the sun in broad daylight.
C-Y/N Are you okay?!
Corbyn says tapping my shoulder as I stare off in space. I look at him and smile
Y-Of course
I whisper as he nods his head, knowing I'm going insane I sit on the couch and he hands me a bottle of water.
Y-Thank you.
C-Why did they lock you up in the first place.
Y-I'm just....crazy.
C-But you seem perfectly fine to me
Y-Sometimes I'm sane.....sometimes I'm not.
C-Why don't they just treat you with meds?
Y-....t-they don't work.
C-Oh. I'm so sorry
He says patting my back and pulling me in
Y-Cookies?
I say imminently going up and sniffing around as he chuckles.
C-On The counter in the kitchen
he says while laughing.
I imminently go there and eat some cookies. Then I hear his phone ding
C-What the fuck?
Y-What?!
I say dropping the cookie that was in my mouth at start getting concerned
C-It's nothing you have to be concerned about.
I crumpled the cookie that was in my hand.
Y-What. Is. It
I say more forcefully as he looks up at me
C-I left my hat at this one place and now this stupid douchebag took it. Out of anyone it had to be my enemy.
Y-what's his name?
C-Why are you-
Y-WHAT. IS. HIS. NAME.
C-Parker....
Y-Parker what?
C-Johnson.
Y-Parker Johnson... got it. Where does he live?
C-Uh-ummmm.
Y-Corbyn...do you want your damn hat back or not?
C-Yes I do but-
Y-Then what his address?
C-...fuck it! Heartbreak rhode. Love street, house number 9678
Y-C'mon let's go.
C-What the fuck!! I can't go!
Y-I don't have my license! I'm walking.
I say angrily while stomping out of there. Soon after I hear loud and fast footsteps from behind me so I imminently turn around and take out my pocket knife and hold it up to them.
C-ITS JUST ME
Corbyn says completely scared and out of breath. I turn back around and put the knife back into my pocket and continue to walk.
C-So we're just gonna walk in complete silence?
Y-....
C-So that's a yes
Y/n mind
Slit his throat or just stab him? Hmmm. Well he HAS to give NDNNSBDJSJNSNNDJJDJD FUCK IT HAPPENED AGAIN. NSMSNDNMDMSNMDSMNMN STOP DNKSNSNMMMD NO JDKSKSKSK
Shit is Corbyn talking to me. FUCK!! I hate being insane. ITS DRIVING CRAZY LITERALLY SKKSKSHDHHSNSNNSMDN FUCK STOP.
END
Y-Here we are.
C-I'm going to wait over there. On. The opposite side of the house and like two blacks away. K bye.
Y-pussy
I bang on the door as a tall man opened it.
?-Can I help you?
Then he smirks once he looks at me.
?-Oh I see. You're another one of them. Fine but I'm not paying you.
Then I chuckle and get my knife out and hold it to his throat. He did a signal thing and two other men came by.
Y-Point your gun at me and your man goes bye bye.
Then put down there guns as put their hands up
Y-Corbyns hat. NOW
I say with rage filling in me as they just look at wash other. I tighten my grip, pressing my knife or his throat. They give me the hat as I let go of the man,
Y-next time don't steal from him or else NONE of you would make it out alive.
?-You're crazy
Y-I know
I then ran away, well I basically disappeared into air for them. I run back to the house and see Corbyn waiting on the couch.
Y-Here you go.
I say tossing the hat at him as he looks up and smiles. He runs to me and gives me a hug
C-They're real dangerous
Y-I'm more.
....
It's been three weeks since I've escape the hospital. Corbyn admitted his feeling for me and I feel the same way but I'm getting more and more dangerous and insane. For his own safety, he needs to be away from me. Well that hard to do because I'm currently with him and all his four friends. Jonah. Jack. Zach and Daniel.
C-I love you y/n
Corbyn says this all the time out of the blue. I sigh
Y-I'm dangerous Corbyn. You don't know what I can do.
C-You live with me!
Y-Wanna try this out. Fine. But if you somehow get stab wombs don't say I didn't warn you.
He had the biggest brightest smile on my face as I chuckle. He hugs me and lays his head on my shoulder.
....
Y-FUCK OFF YOU LITTLE WHORE EKSJDJKDKMD USBKSJSMKEK FINE I WILL. WATCH ME COME OVER THERE AND KILL YOU. YOU LITTLE BITCH. WATCH ME SLIT YOUR THROAT AND YOU BLEED PUT MOTHERFUCKER
I scream into my phone as someone I hate is on the other end. I put on my coat and get my knifes and a gun just in case.
C-Y/n? What are you doing up this late.
Y-Corbyn go back to bed.
C-I heard you screaming. What's going on?
He said rubbing his eyes
Y-I told you... go back to bed
I say turning around as he backs away.
C-y/n. I know you know this is wrong. FIGHT THE DEMONS
Y-I CANT. CANT YOU SEE. IM WEAK. IM WEAK. IM WEAK. I CANT FIGHT THEM THEYRE TOO POWERFUL
C-y/n. Look me in the eyes.
I look him in the eyes.
Y-I have to go.
I say going to the door as he grabs my hand
C-don't. I don't want you to be taken away from.
I sigh.
C-I love you. And this is not a joking one. I mean it. I LOVE YOU Y/N AND I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU
Y-I told you. I'm insane, I'm crazy. I can't do anything about it. You literally were my ride of an escape OUT OF A FUCKING MENTAL ASYLUM
Our eyes were rivers at this point. But then he came closer to me and gently pressed his lips against mine.
C-Please
He whispers as we pull away. I tear shed from one of my eyes and he wipes it away with his thumb. I nod my head and he hugs me.
Y-I love you too
I say taking my coat off and putting away my weapons. He takes me into his room as we just cuddle and fall asleep. Peacefully.
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Word count: 1849
This is okay. But really fun to write.