elijah
i don't know how to feel ethan. i don't know how to say this.
your nurse told me, with a smile may i add, that you're going to be waking up.
of course i'm happy and excited to see you, talk to you and have you reply back and just hear your voice.
that's not the part where i'm not sure how to feel though. the part where i'm iffy about is something else that she added when giving me the good news.
the doctors did a scan to a part of your brain and apparently, you have a 25% chance of remembering everything you heard when you were asleep.
that's the part where i don't know how to feel. of course i'm praying for the thing that would make my life easier, something selfish of me to do but i just can't help it. i can't help but pray for you to not remember anything by the time you wake up.
i'm sorry for thinking of me and not your family members that also cried for you here but-
i'm sorry i'm selfish. there are no buts.
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im srry these chapters aren't cute. it gets better i promise.