*Gia pov*
I spend years growing and learning about my past with a great man by my side but nothing seem to have hit me harder than losing our third child and my fourth child. Yes we had Aj and Rose right after another and I wasn't in my forties yet but being in Doctor I knew it was safe to keep having children as long I ate well, exercise and stayed healthy.
Women all around world were changing view of being forty and pregnant with a great positive outcome but when came to me. I didn't.
As I lay in bed in our home at New Orleans it was summer time, great heat and humid struck the air at this time of year but I wouldn't know since I refuse to leave my room. The man who caused my ultimate challenge was still haunting me and doctors finally came to conclusion that even though I had three successful pregnancies the scar tissue was too far great to be able carry a fourth one. Scar tissue he gave me when I was thirteen.
I know
I know
I should be grateful to have three children but still didn't change the fact I had carry our unborn child who only weight ounces in my hands. He had his father shape eyes and my set of full lips. Alek was tears as he fitted him in the palm of his hand.
We name him Alessandro Ángel Valentino. We decide not bury him but hold on to his ashes so when we pass he will be bury with us.
Our angel.
That was weeks ago.
I still locked myself in room while people came to visit and Buried themselves next to my bed but no one seem shake what I felt. Everyone eventually move on with their lives as I saw the days come and go.
Alek Pov
Its been eight weeks and Gia has mange to have stayed lock in our room. The once happy go luck feisty woman I love was gone.
She is a vessel, a lost being in this world mourning of our lost child. Don't get me wrong I was hurting as well, for I have lost child number two. No, I have never told her about my lost child with the infamous Muñeca. One that caused my heart to break but Gia was my saver. She saved me from me, making me believe in happily ever after. She has my life,heart, soul at the palms of her hands and she can crush me at any given moment.
I asked Garth to take the kids and he was happily to do so. He love having his god son and Rosa around his twins. Tonight I was going to heal Gia if last thing I do. I knew exactly how to do it.
The house was quiet as all the staff and kids were gone. I clear out our guest room to turn into a love dungeon, I know how much she loves my kinky side and it been a long while since we played. I knew being with her calm my Demons I rarely needed to express my kink side. Plain o' sex with My love was all I needed but at times I can see in her eyes when I would dominate her how much she enjoy my commands. Tonight was going to be one for the books. If we both didn't let go of we had in the inside we wouldn't come out of this alive .
I slowly open the door to our room as I spot her skinny body breathing in and out. She lost a lot weight and I miss her luscious Latina curves, her beautiful tan skin turn into pale shade as her once rosy cheeks are sunken in. But I love her.
I kneel down next to bed facing her within seconds her eyes open.
There were the dark chocolate eyes I fell in love with. She let's go of light scream, "what the fuck Alek? You scared me."
I stood up dusting my black Versace suit off, "Get your beautiful ass in the shower."
I command her with my dominate voice .
I have never used it on her or my children.
I feel strangely uncomfortable using the voice I have only used to demand to kill people or on past subs. She scots up placing her legs on the floor as she sit on the edge of the bed eying me, waiting to see what next. But she never gets up she looks up at me as we're in a staring contest. She's not giving in or blanking . This a contest to see who dominates over who.
"Do I need repeat myself? if I do, you will be punished ?" I state
I can see it the old Mexican spit fire in her eyes, the rebellious ones I love. The fire finally ignited and I knew at this point two things will happen; 1 she's going slap me or 2 she will do what is requested of her. But either one I will be content.
She finally stands before me, "what do YOU want Alek?" She spits out my name with tone that makes my balls ache. I love when she furious at me because I make her scream my name even louder.
" you in the shower now! I have repeated myself which makes your punishment even worse."
I grab her arms tightly dragging her to our master bathroom. I rip her day two pajamas off her body as she let's go of gasp when cold air hits her body . Her breast are plum and full from the pregnancy her beautiful dark buds erect before me, making my mouth water. I turn on the shower to luke warm as I remember she hates when water is too cold or too hot. I shove her into shower as I place scented body wash infused with rose oils into her hands. "Wash that lovely pussy and asshole of yours because tonight I will show you who's boss. Mia Bella."
I can sense her rage as I walked away, but I do not dare to look back because all I want to do is drop to my knees and beg for her mercy. I leave the box with red bow in middle of the bed with further instructions on what to do next.
Gia POV
This man had lost his god damn mind.
Speaking to me like am one his obedient servant, when he TOLD me what to do I almost slap the living day lights out of him. But something about his aggressive tone made me curious. He has never spoken to me like this but I have heard this tone several times while on the phone. I have been Alek over seven years now and I know he still has his hands in some dirty business, he's Italian and certain things no matter how hard you try you can't get away from. There he was standing in his killer black suit ready to take over the world, god that suit makes me vagina come to life. Wait ? Did I have an emotion other than grief ?
He grabs my arm dragging me into bathroom but it doesn't hurt but its full of pure dominance. He rips my day two pajamas into pieces as I stand there naked before him. He looks down to my erect breast as bites his lower lip. My heart is racing before him and I want him to lick me but right now this is a fight over dominance and so far his wining .
I jump into shower letting the warm water hit my body as I open bottle he gave me, the scent takes me to place in my mind when I first met him.
I recall his beautifully dominate muscular body walking towards me with those piercing dark green eyes that I instantly wanted to devour me.
Since the moment I knew he was the one. When I slept his eyes were all I saw; he was a nightmare but a sweet dream in same time. I rub my body wash all over my skin into all my parts making sure my star was clean for his liking. I open the shower door to only spot a note on the towel, "dry yourself, open the box."
Alek in demand was hot but he rarely demand anything from me. We had our share of bdsm lifestyle when we spend time on the theme cruise ships and Garth still had safely of he's clubs open. But the seven years we were together we only played a handful of times. I do admit I enjoyed it but I never mention how much I secretly do desire him to tie me up. At times when he yells at the other person on the phone my body shakes and my skin fills up with goosebumps at his marvelous tone.
I walked out of our bathroom to only spot a big white box with silk red ribbon on the top. I open the box to only spot black lingerie, six inch kneels and .... wait ... is that a butt plug with a cat tail on the end ? I open the white letter that is neatly placed inside.
" Mia Bella, you have been a bad kitten, put on the lingerie and shoes. Inside is a gel to place on the plug as it will help you insert into your lovely asshole. If you do not do as your told I will tie you up for days since you already locking yourself up. A couple days with rope and mouth gag isn't going to make a difference. When your done met me on the third floor guest room. Your forever lover, A"
I hesitate to pick up the lingerie but knowing Alek he is a man of his word. He is right I've lock my own self up and him doing isn't going make a difference. So, I shake at the idea of anyone noticing I would be helpless. I pick my bra to placing it on to only notice it's see-Through lace exposing my nipples. I could feel the cold air through the lace keep my nipples erect. I pick up silk panties noticing there are two holes and their not for my legs.
Both are openings giving him access to both holes. I let go of a breath I'm holding as I sit to down to place on black wanna be striper shoes with laces ties around my legs like ribbon. I stand up to face my self in the mirror to only be taken back. Yes I have lost a lot weight and my faces looks like I have died thousand deaths . But the lingerie Alek pick has made me feel like a vixen. I grab little foundation and apply my dark red lipstick on .
I know his shade drives him mad, it's time to figure out how place the buttplug. I grab the fluffy faux furry white tail that is connect to stainless steel butt plug attach to it is a big satin bow and rhinestone heart charm with words "forever mine."
I roll my eyes at his idea of romance, I walk to bathroom counter as my kneels make a clicking sound that echos in the room . I grab the lube squeezing a large amount into the plug. I lift my knee up to the counter exposing my cheeks and I feel the cold air hit my expose ass . I let go of a sigh as I gently press the plug against my hole turning left and right inside of me. I feel sharp pain as I try to adjust to the pressure my muscles twitch trying to naturally push out the foreign object. Just as I started to feel a little at ease I hear, "hmm" as my knee was still up in the counter. I spot Alek leaning against the bathroom door way.
" I was wondering what was taking you so long but I enjoy the show. Don't move from the position."
His voice wasn't demanding but in a deep drunk like state. He walk towards me in heated primal sexual way that he only did. His stares were making me wet from excitement and foreign object was giving me abnormal sexual pleasure. He lean behind me as I turn to look at our reflection in mirror. His left hand grab my ankle as dingle off the counter as he made his way up into he touch my hips and with his right hand he separate my cheek to view the master piece. He lustful stares was turning my body into frenzy mess. All pain I left seem to be place with heated desire . "dolcezza, sei abbastanza buono da mangiare."
(Sweetie you look good enough to eat.)
I love when he spoke Italian and he love when I spoke Spanish. "Gracias papi." ( thank you daddy.)
He nibbles on my neck as I bite down my lips trying not to let go of moans.
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