4:56pm
I quickly go into my house to see Josie sitting in my couch laughing with Allure. Why would she be here?
"Uh hey Josieee" I say letting my voice give off I'm confused.
"Oh Hennessy I- I just don't actually have a place to stay and can I just-"
"Course" I cutt her off smiling and lock my front door.
Handro 💚: can u call now ?
Sent at 4:32pm
Me: I can
Seen
He immediately read it but didn't answer so I just sighed and sat beside Josie.
"So how you been" I ask her
"A lot of boyfriend drama" she laughs
"And you" she sighs rubbing her temples
"Exactly the same with you except the drama is my fault" I say with a tight smile
"I made food earlier" Allure says and Josie follows her to the kitchen but before I do too I see Handro face time requested me.
Accepted
Handro 💚
Me
Fuck you smiling like that for; he ask while he continues to walk around the store he was in
Damn I can't be happy; I laugh walking to our backyard to get some space
Whatever where did you go today; he ask
Ummm look I get it, I made a huge mistake that I can never forgive myself for either but who you think you talking to like this hmm; I say crossing my arm and lean my phone against my water bottle so I wouldn't have to hold it
Look stop changing the topic now where was you at; he says looking more pissed by the minute
I went to Ricky house because I missed him; I reply shortly and glare at him threw the screen but he doesn't notice because he was looking forward while his phone stayed below his chin
You gotta be playing; he chuckled and looks down at his phone to see me raising a brow
I'm not he's my friend and plus he got a girl who will stay at our house due to there personal information
And who let you; he says while his face turns reddish
Me because I pay rent ; I frown
Okay but so do I, so when did we EVER agree to let Allure stay or this girl hmmmm; his voice raises making my blood boil
Okay but are you here; I raise an eyebrow
Okay but that reason me not being there is because I'M getting money to keep the house; he groans
BUT ARE YOU HERE; I yell hating him making me feel stupid with his duh tone
Stupid bitch; he shakes his head while he continues to walk around
Excuse me; I yell feeling my fist tighten and body shake due to my anger
You heard me damnnn
Stop testing me ight; he says putting the phone up to his face
You know how you said I changed back then, well hear yourself now pinche cabron; (mother fucker) I then hang up and feel like throwing my phone across from me but I just let angry tears trickle down my cheek
Handro 💚: call me when u calmed down
I didn't even dare to answer him because I know damn well he would get cussed the fuck out. I knew my yelling was unnecessary. If I was being honest we were both being unnecessary but I would never admit that due to my pride.
I then take a deep breath and walk into the kitchen to see tacos. I then quietly sit down while Allure and Josie talk. I felt Allure constantly look over at me but I just ignored it and ate slowly. Everytime I was mad I would eat slowly.
Facetime request from Handro 💚
Declined
Facetime request from Handro 💚
Declined
He requested multiple times that even Allure and Josie started looking over at me. I then go upstairs to answer him.
Handro 💚 calling. . .
Answered
Why you ain't answering; he ask sounding furious
Maybe because your being rude as fuck; I yell feeling my toes curl up
Okay but you was rude as fuck tooooo; he groaned
Whatever what do you want; I sigh taking deep breaths feeling a huge pain where my tumor was at
Fuck you breathing like that for; he ask sounding genuinely confused
Nothing, nothing; I then take a deep breath and go though our cabinets until I find the pills that are to help through the pain
You alright; he ask
Mhmm
Whatever now why Ricky bitch at our house; he ask
Ricky got a girl pregnant and well she said she was gonna leave him for cheating but didn't have a place to stay so she came here; I explain
Shhh I'll meet you over there; he mumbled on the phone but I still was able to hear
I really hope you talking to your home boys Alejandro because I will leave your ass if you fooling
Okay but I didn't leave you after you cheated
Just no uh uh stop right there you don't see me disrespecting you and fucking e'rbody plus like I said I was fucking drugged or something, SWEAR; I groan
Can you stop yelling it was my homeboy not a girl ight
Better be ; I mumble feeling my face scrunched up
Anyway so I been thinking; he sighed
And
I was thinking like real real hard and I was like why would Henny tell me she cheated if she did it on purpose yknow but why would she do it even being drunk but it always got back to me, what I did before and like I just... the point is I don't know how to fix this one and like I'm scared we just never gonna work out and like you mean a lot
Handro I-
Shhh I'm not done, so like I was saying I just don't know anymore and maybe just maybe you meant to cheat and like if ima keep it a hunnid I'm hella hurt and confused but yeah
I don't wanna loose you; that's all that came out, what else could I have said?