"Shit" pagmura niya ng marinig niya ang ungol ko. Halos napaliko kami sa kalsada sa sobrang apekto sakanya.
His eyes steady on the road but his hands were going through my shorts.
Hindi ko alam kung paano pero naibukas niya ang buttones ng shorts ko.
His hand slowly slid inside my now unbuttoned shorts.
"ahh" nanginig ang buong katawan ko nang maramdaman ko ang mga kamay niya through my underwear.
"fuck" pagmura niya ulit. "Can't this go any faster?" pinupukpok na ng left hand niya ang manibela.
His finger was circling my sensitive part. Hindi na ako makapagsalita. My eyes were closed at the sensation.
Napakapit ako sa upuan. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko ba ilalagay ang mga kamay ko. Gahhhh
His finger was circling me faster.
"Uno, stop" inalis ko ang kamay niya.
Napatingin siya sa akin.
"I'm so close and I don't want to let go yet cause I want this to be special." natawa ako sa thought na noon siya ang nagsabi nun at naramdaman kong nangamatis ang buong mukha ko.
He smiled.
I looked away agad.
After 15 minutes nakarating na kami sa castle.
Oh diba papunta 1 hour pero pabalik 30 minutes lang. Ganyan siya ka nagmamadali.
We sneaked sa castle. Thankfully madilim na dahil 9 pm na rin.
He quickly led me to his room.
Inalis niya lahat ng gamit sa table niya ng walang alinlangan. Halos rinig na siguro sa 1st floor ang hulog ng mga nakapatong doon.
Pinatong niya agad ako sa table.
"Jen, I missed you so much!"
"I missed you too, uno."
'You can't do this to Marco' Biglang sabat sa akin ng konsensya ko. 'He's been nothing but true to..'
"oooh!" naputol ang pagiisip ko nang maramdaman ko ulit ang malamig na daliri ni uno sa pinakasensitibong parte ng perlas ko.
This time wala ng shorts at underwear.
He was circling it. Napaungol nanaman ako.
He covered my mouth.
"We have to stay.." I touched his chest. "...quiet." hirap na hirap niyang sabi dahil sa pagpigil ng grunts.
A single touch from me affects him so much too. I only touched his chest and yet nagtense ang buong katawan niya.
He then started to suck my breasts and I couldn't control it anymore.
"Gahhhh!" Sigaw ko ulit na nakapikit ang mata.
"Let it out, baby"
And with that I came.
I was shivering at dumoble doble ang paningin ko sa bilis ng pangyayari.
Binuhat niya ako at inihiga sa kama.
His eyes were black. Full of needs. The brown ones were gone.
"Uno.." I called while unbuckling his pants. "I need you."
Lalong umitim ang mga mata niya.
"You ready?" tanong niya ng nakalinya na siya sa perlas ko.
"Yes."
And with that he slowly pushed in "Ahhh!!!" i cried in pain and pleasure.
"I'm sorry, Jen."
I looked at him in awe at naibalik sa memorya ko ang first time namin.
"go on"
He did as I say and pushed in and out.
"Uno..." i moaned while tears were escaping from my eyes.
My nails were dug deep on his back.
Nalilito na ako and I couldn't control my tears.
He thrusted faster.
And boom we were both panting beside each other. I felt his warm fluid inside me.
He looked at me "Amazing, baby, as always." He smiled
I smiled too hanggang sa bigla bigla nalang ako naiyak
" Jen.. Are you okay?"
"No.." bumuhos na ang luha ko.
He quickly sat up and fixed his hair. "Did I do something wrong?"
"No.. Wala.. Naalala ko lang tayo noon.." pinahiran ko ang luha ko "at ngayon hindi na tayo pwede."
Lalo nanamang bumuhos ang luha ko.
"Jen, I love you and I will always be here for you, remember that."
My heart melted and I kissed him once more. "Last na to. And I will cherish this memory forever."
I layed on his chest and drifted to sleep.
----- 1 day before the wedding, Sunday ----
I woke up exhausted.
I looked up at wala na si Uno.
Where is he?
Umupo ako sa kama.
I gasped ng makita kong hubad pa ako.
I slowly stood up and went to Uno's walk-in closet.
I found a shirt and shorts.
I sniffed his clothes. Ang bango bango. It smells just like him.
*BLAG*
Isang malakas na pag sarado ng pinto ang narinig ko.
It was uno. Umupo siya at problemadong problemado.
"Jen" lumingon siya sa akin. "Jen, we can't do this anymore."
"huh?" i stood there. Naked. Holding his shirt and shorts.
"Hindi na tama. Hindi na pwede." i covered myself with his shirt. Hindi ko maisuot. I'm not in the right state of mind.
"Huh?" naluha na ako.
"Please get dressed and get out of my room, Jen."
"Uno." lumapit ako at hinawakan ang braso niya.
Inalis niya ng pagalit. Natakot ako kaya napaatras ako.
He stood up at linapitan niya ako.
Umaatras din ako. Natatakot ako until i reached the corner of the room.
"Uno.." I hugged him.
Inalis niya ulit ang mga kamay ko and a tear left his eye.
"Get dressed and get out."
"Uno.. Please.. Explain mo---"
"What part of what I said did you not get?!"
Inagaw niya sa akin ang t-shirt niya at namamadali niyang sinuot saakin, pati na rin ang shorts.
"Now get out!"
Nag-attempt ulit akong yakapin siya while crying.
Inalis niya ulit at hinila ako palabas.
Ano ba talaga ang nangyayari? I don't even know why he's acting like this!
Nang nasa labas na ako. He looked at me one last time, eyes red and filled with tears.
He then closed the door shut.
I ran to my room.
Namamadali kong binuksan at sinara nang makapasok na ako.
I fell to the floor, crying my eyes out.
'It's over!' paulit ulit na sinasabi ko sa sarili ko.
"Anak?" Napatingin agad ako.