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Grasha
I moaned as he was still buried deep inside. My palms were glued on the tiled wall while he was stroking me at my back. This man played trick on me. Naiinis ako pero wala akong magawa kundi ang umungol dahil sa ginagawa niya. Who wouldn't get mad if you are peacefully taking a bath and then this man suddenly barged inside the bathroom without further notice. Ni hindi manlang siya nagpaalam na papasok siya. His rationale for his unjust act was that because he wanted to take a bath too.
" This is not taking a bath, Kiefer" I muttered to him. This is freakin' something else.
I heard him laugh lightly. Maslalo tuloy akong nainis.
" Ang sarap pala maligo kapag kasama ko ang babaeng mahal ko. Sana naliligo nalang ako habambuhay" He said while still moving in and out of me.
" Walang hiyaka ka talaga Monteverde minamanyak mo ako eh" I told him. I heard him chuckle.
" Mahal kita eh" I know he smirked.
The chances of me getting pregnant is way too high already. Sa isang araw ba naman ay nakakailan kami. What more if I will marry this man? Edi nagexercise na ako buong araw. What the heck am I even thinking right now.
Nang matapos kaming maligo ay sabay kaming lumabas sa banyo. I wrapped my body with a bathrobe while he wrapped his lower body with a towel.
" Girls first, Grasha" May nakakalokong ngiti sa labi niya. I swear, you wouldn't want to see that brand of smile he is showing me as of the moment.
Yung ngiti niya.
Ngiting pangmanyak.
I was about to walk pass him when he advanced infront of me. Nakaharang tuloy siya sa daraanan ko sana.
" Pahalik nga muna sa babaeng mahal ko" Tila ba naglalambing niyang wika.
Napameywang ako bago ko binaklas yung roba ko at itinuro isa isa sa kanya yung mga kiss marks na hanggang ngayon ay kitang kita parin.
My breast are full of kiss marks. Damn him!
" Hindi pa ba sapat 'to ha Mr. Monteverde?" Wika ko sa kanya na naiinis na.
" Sungit naman ng babaeng mahal ko. Naglilihi ka na ba. Magiging tatay na ba ako" Buwiset talaga! Nakakainis na.
" Hindi ako buntis okay. Umalis ka sa harapan ko at padaanin mo ako. Tadtad na ng kiss marks ang buong katawan ko at wala ng space para diyan sa kamanyakan mo" Seryoso kong wika ngunit yung ungas na nasa harapan ko ay tinawanan ba naman ako.
" Ows patingin nga. Kawawa naman ang babeng mahal ko, tadtad na daw ng kiss mark" Parang bata pa niyang wika. Nagulat na lamang ako ng hilain niya yung pagkakatali nung roba ko. He expertly exposed my breast infront of him. I hint of a devil smile became visible on his lips. Damn it!
Naramdaman ko ang mga braso niya sa likod ko bago niya ako hinapit palapit sa kanya. Then his eyes focused on my lips down to my breasts.
He lowered his lips to my ear and whispered erotically.
" Kiss me" Damn it!
I closed my eyes. Hindi ko ata kakayanin ang ganito tuwing kasama ko siya.
" Kung hindi mo ako hahalikan, ako ang gagawa. And believe me, I won't settle for a kiss. I will surely crave for more" He whispered more. Tuluyan akong napapikit bago ko inilapit ang mukha ko sa kanya. My lips are just few centimeters away from his. Dahan dahan kong inilapit ang labi ko sa kanya at sinimulan siyang halikan. I gave him a satisfying kiss. It lasted for seconds but it was the kiss he wanted. Agad akong tumingin sa mga mata niya. This time, all I can see is passion and love. He then smiled.
" Kiss me more" Shit! This is practically what I hated the most. He is becoming more persistent than he truly is.
" Hahalikan mo ako o ako ang gagawa. You choose because once I do it then I won't stop" He said. It came out more like a threat to me and I hated the fact that it was indeed a threat.
Then I gave him an earth shattering kiss.
I saw him smile.
He carried me bridal style and walked going to his room.
Ang laki ng bahay. It has eight bed rooms all in all plus his room. It's a mansion after all. Pero wala manlang nakatira. He clearly lives alone.
" Sino pala ang kasama mo dito" I asked him while I was changing my clothes. Nakatingin lang siya sa akin habang nagbibihis ako.
" 'Yung babaeng mahal ko" Pilosopo niyang sagot sa akin. Tumingin ako sa kanya.
" Stop staring at my body. Sagutin mo ako ng maayos" I said
" Well that's not yours that's mine. Akin iyan at hindi sa 'yo" He smirked. How dare him.
" May sarili kang katawan. Akin 'to. At huwag mo ngang iniiba ang usapan. I'm asking you, sa laki ng bahay mo wala manlang nakatira" I told him. He just smirked again.
" Kung sana pinakasalan mo ako noon pa edi marami ng nakatira sa bahay natin. My mga anak na din sana tayong naghahabulan at naglalaro sa loob ng bahay natin. Kung sana hindi mo ako iniwan noon, may pamilya na sana tayong nabuo. Malaki ang bahay ko kase pinaghandaan kita ng mabuti. Your siblings will have their own rooms in our house. The other rooms will be for our future children." He said. Pansin ko din na may malawak na veranda sa labas ng kuwarto niya. Kitang kita ko sa labas nito ang malawak na swimming pool at tatlong cottage.
" Sabi mo noon sa akin, mahilig magswimming ang bunso mong kapatid. I specifically added the pool for him. Baka gusto niyang magswimming kapag nandito na siya" He whispered. Bigla tuloy lumakas ang tibok ng puso ko. Beside the pool is a mini children's park. May see-saw at sliding pa.
" That is for our future children. I just imagine our children playing around the house" Inaamin ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mararamdaman ko sa mga sinasabi niya ngayon sa akin.
The house is empty. Lahat ng mga sinabi niya ay hindi nangyari dahil lang sa sobra akong manhid at walang pakialam sa nararamdaman niya.
He knows what's bothering me as of the moment.
" And if you would say no to me again because of what happened to your parents then I won't accept it as a valid reason for you to deny me of what I have planned for us. Michelle is already behind bars. I told you, I will make her pay for what she did." He said. He came closer to me and hugged me from behind.
" How I hoped you would marry me this time. Let's end this fucking problem, Grasha. This time you choose me. This time, you make me your priority. Marry me. Our love story is long over due. Gustong gusto ko ng bumuo ng pamilya kasama ka. I want to marry you. I want to sleep and wake up with you by my side. I want to leave for work and come home from work with you waiting for me. I want to kiss and make love with you every single day. I wanted to have children with you. I want to see you bear my child. I want us to raise our children together. I want to grow old with you. Lahat ng iyon gusto kong gawin at maranasan kasama ka. Ayoko ng ibang babae. Gusto ko ikaw lang. That's why you have to end your single life and marry me" I love this man. I looked at him. With my tears falling down my eyes.
I know I have to make a decision.
If seeking justice for the death of my parents will be the hindrance of me finally going to be happy then I am making the same mistake again.
Dahil kahit anong gawin ko. Hindi ko na maibabalik pa ang buhay ng aking mga magulang.
It's time I choose to be happy.
It's time I choose him.
" If you want to marry me then ask me nicely, Mr. Monteverde" I said. Tila ba naguluhan pa siya ngunit ng makuha niya kung ano ang ibig kong sabihin ay lumuhod agad siya sa harapan ko.
" This is the fucking nth time I will do this Grasha. Tangina kung hindi mo pa ako pakakasalan nito, magwawala ako" He even said.
Napameywang ako.
" Magpopropose ka ba o hindi" I told him.
" Fuck I don't fucking have with me your fucking ring" He cursed. At nagawa pa talaga niyang magmura.
" I don't need the ring, Mr. Monteverde. Just ask me the question" I told him. Saka na yung singsing.
" Fucking fine. Will you marry me, Grasha?" He asked.
I smiled.
I love this man.
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