Maaan it's been about a week and I already had enough of this family
Especially that girl mizuki,she doesn't want to let go of me!
She just keeps on using me like a plushie of some sort and whenever she would go somewhere she would take me with her and it lead to some pretty disturbing moments
For example
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Me and mizuki were in her oom and she put me in her bed while she sat down in front of me
"I know I'll sound crazy but i really need something or....someone to tell me all that's in my mind
What am i doing?!talking to a highly advanced cube like it was a living being
Must be all the things I did that have come to haunt me
I killed a lot of people and monster and other beings,and most of the time I felt nothing for them
But it all changed after I attacked that forest,for some reason I feel like I did something terrible,and it could cause catastrophes
But the reason I'm doing all that is because I love my family,i want to protect them from all the harm that comes their way
But now i have doubts
All that because of that chaos fellow"she peaked my interest
I wanted to listen more about her stories
'What caused you doubt?'I thought to myself
"I think the thing that disturbs me,is the fact that the others may be right,it is getting stronger
And it makes me scared,scared that I might die and never see my family again
Because if all those nightmares that I see are from it
Then I'm scared,just thinking about it makes me scared"
I looked at her
She was shaking and crying at the same time
So that's how people feel when they see me they think that they're going to lose their families and lose everything
Maybe after all this...
"But you know!if I die and all my family gets to live,then I would be happy about that"she said while adjusting herself
《She's scared,because she realized that she made a deadly enemy》said shadow
I just looked at her
"Somehow I feel better,man I got to tell renka and Sarah about this thing!"she said getting up and lifting me up and hugging
《I wonder what she would do if she knew it was you》said shadow
'Shut up'I ordered her
She then giggled and unlocked her door before running off to the kitchen throwing me up and down like a parent would do to their babies to make them laugh
"Wow mizuki,what got you to be so happy?"asked renka holding herself from her sisters sudden joy
"This thing is the best!"she said while hugging me even more tight and pressing me more against her*ahem*you know,Hope's and dreams
"'Really?"
"Yeah,try it!"she said
"I mean,I know it gives great massages but what else can it do?"asked renka sighing
"Just talk to it!"said mizuki
"What did you just say?!"
"Talk to it about anything!"she said with stars In her eyes
Renka just looked at me reluctantly and sighed before picking me up and leaving to her room
She closed the door and sat on her bed and put me on her thighs
"Alright,do your magic,at least the one which doesn't involve being really good at massages"she said
I stayed silent and immobile
She then played on her bed
"Who am I kidding?of course you can't do anything!what happened to mizuki to recommend you like you're some kind of guardian angel
Though if anything,I want to be a guardian angel"
《Here we go again》
"The kind of guardian angel I would want to be is to protect those who were born unfortunate and who had to put up with all of those crazy things like getting their families killed and all that stuff"
'You say that but you killed all my family's
"I say that but I killed numerous people,and not only the men,but the children and women as well,I slaughtered them all like animals,I think I may be better off dead,but the only thing holding me from doing is my family
You see,me and my sisters are like three pillars,holding this family as it is,if one of is go then the entire family will fall with her
And I can't let that happen,I love my family too much to let them down
But now I feel like this might all come to an end
The reason being
I think we have just awoken something,something dangerous
And no matter how much we try to forget about it
It's something that will haunt us until it finally gets us
We can run all we want
But in the end it will always catch us
The worst about all of this is that
When he DOES catch us,he will kill,the three pillars that are holding this house together
So yeah I guess,my end is near"she said
And then
Silence
And she suddenly stood up on her bed
"Holy shit!mizuki was right you're awesome!!"
I mean thank you,but all I did was sit here and listen to you rambling about how I will kill you,which I could by the way'
She then embraced me again,and you know what was pressed against me,she then ran out of her room and to the living room,where everyone was sitting there
"Mizuki!!"shouted renka
"What?"
"This is the best thing that ever happened to me in my entire life!!"
"Wait you tried it?!"asked mizuki
"Yeah!it's awesome!"said renka
I looked at felicia along with rika and smokey and they looked worried about me
'Help me!!' I tried to tell them but I couldn't utter a word
Then Sarah grabbed me and looked at renka
"I think you're all delusional"she said before leaving the living room while behind her mizuki and renka were grinning
As she was walking up the stairs while still carrying him she said
"What's up with those two?did sex turn them this way?I've gotta do something about it"she said to seemingly no one
'Sex?'
《IT'S NOTHING!》
She then entered her room and put me on her lap
She then sat down on her bed and breathed slowly,then something I didn't think would happen just occurred before my very eyes
I small golden heart appeared before my nonexistent eyes
'What the?'
《How is this possible?》asked shadow
'I don't know!!'
What the hell is happening?!
"If only I could meet him once more,maybe,just maybe we could be back together and stay that way"she said
《What is she saying?》
'I don't know'
Then I started to feel sleepy,my eyelids became heavier,I just hope this is just a normal nap and that staying with mizuki and renka made me this tired
How wrong was I
++++++++++++++++dream+++++++++++++++
I opened my eyes,I was in what looked like a garden,full of flowers of different colors and plants everywhere,it was like heaven in those TV shows but then,i saw something that made me forget about the flowers
It was Sarah she was sitting on a bench humming happily with flowers in her head while wearing her combat uniform,instead now that i can look at it nicely without fearing for my life,it looks like a dress more than a combat outfit
But why is she so happy?she barely smiles in her home
《I think i know why》said shadow showing me a distant corner
Wait SARAH?!what is she doing there?isn't she sitting in that bench?
《I think she's having a vision,i mean look at her,she's still wearing the same clothes》
'Now that you mention it'
Then she looked like she saw someone and got up happily
"Atreyu!it's you!how I missed you!how did things go with your brother and sisters?"she asked hugging a boy that looked like he was eighteen years
"You know how things go,we get mad at each other but we always make up in the end,at least everything went on nicely"said the boy accepting the hug and spinning around while still hugging her
"Anyways,what have you been up to?"he asked
"I've been waiting for you"she said
"You really missed me all that much?"he said
She then pouted
"Don't tease me!I didn't want to interrupt you when you went to go talk things out with your siblings"she said.
He then laughed and sighed
"At least when I come here,I have things to look forward to"he said
Then they both locked their lips together and started kissing
'Eww,so this is kissing?it way more gross than me when I turn into a slug' I said
I then turned to shadow and saw her crying
'Shadow?!What's wrong?'
《So romantic》she said
"Wait what?"I asked her
She looked at me realizing what she said
《I mean,what kind of people would do this kind of things in public?!so disgraceful》
'Technically,they're alone,we're just ghosts who just happen to be here'i said
And WOAH!things are escalating!I won't say but they're really escalating
What is Sarah doing?
I turned around and saw her completely in board with what was happening,'her eyes seemed to capture every single moment that was happening before her eyes
Then everything started to twist and get replaced by darkness until...
++++++++++++++real world++++++++++++++
I woke up from that weird dream and it looked like mizuki came in the room and wanted to wake Sarah up
I looked at the time,what?! 8:00 PM?!
"Hey Sarah wake up it's time for dinner"she said trying to wake her up gently
"Hmm?"grumbled Sarah as she slowly opened her eyes
"We have to do something about that habit of yours"said mizuki before getting up and leaving the room"
"Geez,I wish I could do something about it,but the more I sleep,the more i have questions i want to answer"she said before stretching and leaving her room
'You're not the only one'I said to myself
++++++++++++present time+++++++++++++
I was still thinking about that dream of hers,and what is it with that heart?it really felt like Neptune's and miles's but different,not to say that they are the same but,it was more powerfull,it gave off an incredible amount of energy
'I have to learn more about her before they leave'I thought to myself
Then rika came in inside and sighed
"Oh y/n,I didn't see you here,so What's up?"asked rika
I turned back into my human form
"Rika,I have to find a way to stay with Sarah the longest time possible