Long time no see... Figured I'd pick this story back up. It was super fun to write!
Kellin's POV:
"I just don't understand, Alan. I genuinely can't stop thinking about him." I huffed, pushing the hair out of my eyes as I wiped down the bar. I had been in the dating scene for quite some time and I have never experienced the feelings that Vic invoked in me. Every single second of every single day. He was the only thing on my mind.
"Come on, Kellin. Is it really that big of a problem that the dating gods blessed you with a sexy man in your life? I've been trying for years with the guys that come in here. No dice." Alan sighed. It's true, he had been trying, constantly cycling through customer after customer. It only ever got awkward when they would come back after he ended things to try and work it out. It was even worse when multiple guys would come in at the same time. I always wondered what it was about him that keep them coming around. Maybe I could learn a thing or two from him.
Not that I was having a problem with Vic coming around. It seemed as though he thought about me as much as I thought about him. "I don't know, Alan. Is it healthy? I mean I see him almost every day, if not every other day. If I don't see him it hurts. We text constantly and when its really bad he calls. Do you think I should distance myself a little?" The thought hurt to think about, but I had to consider it.
"I don't know about completely distancing yourself from him. It seems like you two get along really well. Maybe try and have a bit more quality time instead of just having sex? From what I can tell you two can't keep your eyes off each other when you're here." Alan chuckled, putting away clean glasses on the shelves. We were opening soon and had to get ready for our typical busy Friday night.
"I guess you're right. I really have to think about it." I sighed. Vic was the best thing that's happened to me in years, why was I questioning it? "Well if your Mr. Right has any hot friends why don't you tell him to bring them around here?" Alan said with a laugh. I just smiled and shook my head. "I'll let him know." I replied. Like clockwork, Vic texted me. I swear he's listening sometimes.
Hey, sweetheart. Thinking of you.. and those pretty lips. Why don't you stop by after work?
I smiled and started typing but then realized what I was doing and stopped. Maybe I should give it a second, it wasn't urgent and customers were starting to come in anyways. I clocked in and started making drinks when I felt my phone buzz in my back pocket. I ignored it for a while, but after about half an hour the curiosity got to me.
Hope you're doing ok. I bet work is crazy right now. Text me back when you get the chance. No worries if tonight doesn't work.
My heart skipped a beat when I read the words on the screen. I didn't know what to do. I wanted nothing more than to go to his place later tonight but at the same time some time apart would probably be good for us. I put my phone back in my pocket. I would text him later, I had drinks to make and customers to serve. "Is everything alright?" Alan asked, noticing the concern on my face. "Yeah. Just figured I'd give Vic some space. He asked me to come over but I think we could use a night away from each other." I shrugged, picking up the drink I had started before I checked my phone.
"Whatever, dude. If it were me I would have no problem with him having him all over me. He's a catch." Alan said, winking at a customer who had slid a tip across the bar. "He really is." I muttered, mainly to myself. I couldn't help it and I pulled out my phone.
I'm not sure. It's super busy and I'll probably be exhausted. I don't get off until 4.
I sent the text and stared at it for a second. Was it too cold? I hope he doesn't think I'm mad at him or anything. I didn't know what it was that I was feeling, all I knew was that I needed a second to breathe. "Hey! Can I have my drink please?" A customer complained. I quickly put my phone in my pocket and finished making his drink. "Sorry!" I said urgently. The customer just rolled his eyes and slapped money on the bar. It was going to be a long night for sure.
I was right, it was the longest shift of my life. I guess the customers noticed I was off my game because my tips were way lower than they usually are. I counted the money one last time before splitting it and giving half to Alan. "Sorry, Alan. I had a lot on my mind tonight." I sighed, standing up and putting on my jacket.
"I get it, Kells. I've been there. Seriously though, don't overthink it. Vic is really good for you and you deserve it. You're an amazing person, it makes sense that he's so into you." Alan patted me on the shoulder. I muttered a thanks before following him out and locking the door behind me. "Did you see the guy at my end of the bar though? Talk about eye candy. I'd let that man do many many things to me." Alan sighed as we walked home together. He lived in the apartment complex across the street from me so we normally made the walk together. "Oh, I saw him. I'm pretty sure he saw you too. His eyes were on you all night and he went to you for drinks every time." I smiled, happy something good came out of the night.
"You think so? He seems too good for me, he had such kind eyes. I bet he tutors kids and calls his mom every day." I laughed and shook my head. "Alan he was like 6'4" and covered in tattoos. He doesn't look like the tutoring type." I joked, lightly pushing him on the shoulder. "Hey! Don't make assumptions. I'm serious though he seemed like a really good guy. I hope he comes back." Alan jokingly whined. "I'm sure he will. He was too into you to not show up again. You keep those guys wrapped around your finger Ashby." I laughed as I crossed the street towards my apartment. "Hopefully for good this time!" Alan called back.
I walked through the lobby of the apartment, smiling at Jenna on my way up. She smirked at me knowingly which confused me a little bit. I was exhausted though, these night shifts are really taking a toll on me, so I didn't really question it. When I got to my door, there was a box on my doormat. I brought it inside, confused as to what it could be. I gasped when I saw what was inside. Flowers, oreos, and a dvd of the breakfast club. I picked up the black envelope that was inside and opened it.
Kells,
Sorry you had a rough day. Hope this helps.
xx
Vic
I smiled, walking over to my cork board in the kitchen and pinning the letter up. He could be so cute sometimes. I felt guilty for trying to distance myself from him. First thing tomorrow morning I would go over and explain myself. Alan is probably right, we should take a break from all the sex and focus on each other. Now that I think about it, I don't really know as much about Vic as I thought I did. I know he came from California and he's here to work on his dad's business. That's it.
My curiosity got the best of me and I pulled out my laptop. I started with Facebook. I typed Vic Fuentes into the search bar.. nothing. Instagram.... nothing. Weird. Everyone has some form of social media. "I'm overthinking it." I sighed, rubbing my eyes and yawning. It was almost 6am at this point. I kicked off my jeans and hopped into bed, immediately falling asleep.
That night I had a crazy dream. Shadows swayed along my walls, a pair of bright eyes stared at me through the darkness. It was hot, almost unbearably so. The only thing worse was the eerie silence. The eyes seemed to be getting closer, but I was unable to move. It got even hotter and I woke up with a gasp, sitting up quickly in my bed. I looked around and nothing seemed out of the ordinary, except the fact that I had kicked off all my blankets because of the heat.
I was sweaty and disoriented. I never had bad dreams, usually I was so tired I didn't dream at all. I fell back onto my bed and looked at the time. It was 10am, much earlier than I normally woke up but once I'm awake I can't fall back asleep. I got out of bed, put on a coffee pot, and decided to take a cold shower to get the sweat off of me. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Vic. It had only been two days, but it hurt. The cold water cascaded over me, giving me shivers. I needed to get over there. Even if it was just for a second. Just to make sure he was still there.
Despite the cold water, I felt myself getting turned on. I turned the water colder, trying to take my mind off of it, off of him. Somehow, the water still felt warm and inviting. I cursed under my breath and turned the water off, stepping out of the shower carefully. I grabbed a towel and dried my face off before looking in the mirror. My voice caught in the back of my throat when I saw my reflection. "My eyes..." I muttered. They were bigger than normal.. and completely black. I turned on the sink and splashed water on my face and when I looked up again, they were normal.
I'm losing it. I thought to myself. I quickly got dressed and headed downstairs. "Hey Kells, I-" I completely ignored Jenna and walked out the front door. I needed to see Vic.