hey loves! i'm back, hope you enjoy this part xx
who bought their endgame tix already? i did! i'm excited and also very scared
warnings: mild swearing, mmm YOU FINALLY BEING SMART, and fLUFF
words: 2020, unedited whoops
Your POV
I was happy the week was over, it had been rough at first, but I'm definitely over Dylan. He never deserved me.
Also, I got the news the doctors stopped my dad's medication to bring him out of his coma! I would finally be able to talk to him again, hopefully he would be fully awake and well to come home in a week or less.
The one thing keeping me down was Peter. I missed him like crazy, and for some reason seeing him in chemistry this morning gave me the butterflies. Feelings are so weird. But I think I have to listen to them.
Even though it was a bit chilly out, I needed some fresh air to further think through my feelings. So I put on some comfortable pyjamas and a coat and headed out my window to sit on the fire escape. Sitting in a place I sat with Peter all the time while thinking about my feelings for him, huh.
He is really special. And very special to me. We almost complete each other. When we reconnected, it felt so...right. Without him, something is missing. If I hadn't been so stupid last weekend and just kept talking to him and convinced him to stay...
I don't know what would have happened. I would do anything just to hug him right now. His smile...his laugh...his cute little face. Gosh. Now I can't stop thinking about him, but that's what I came out here to do. I have butterflies thinking about him. I think through out all our history and everything, he is perfect for me and just perfect in general. Peter has done so much for me, I couldn't thank him enough. He has treated me so lovely like no boy ever has and probably ever will, and we never even dated.
My heart and feelings are finally in sync. I like him so much, no, I love him so much. I really do. He was always there for me whenever I needed him. He is my person. I can imagine us having a future together...
I love Peter Benjamin Parker.
"I gotta tell him before it's too late, or if he doesn't hate me already," I scoffed, talking to myself, "It's now or never."
I let out a big sigh, silently planning out how I would ever tell him how I now realised I felt.
3rd Person POV (aka me💁♀️)
As you were planning out your reciprocated confession to Peter, Spider-man was on his way to the same fire escape, fully expecting you to be in bed and upset. Hoping to fix their conflict.
Peter webbed all the way to your apartment building, landing on the roof. He was ready to jump down onto the fire escape and tap on your window.
"Shit," he whispered oh so quietly. Peter remembered he couldn't just show up to her bedroom window in his suit. He began to pace back and forth on the edge of the roof debating on what to do.
"I really didn't think this through huh Karen."
"No, Peter. You really didn't."
"I can't change, what do I do?"
"Well you came here to talk to her. You've only been thinking about y/n non stop for the past week. You're smart, you'll think of something."
"Thanks, Karen," Peter replied quietly to his A.I.
He continued to think and pace silently up on the roof. Unknowing you were sitting just two floors down on that very fire escape he was planning on entering your room from.
Peter, naturally being Peter, decides to start flipping around on the edge of the building. (weird flex but ok)He started doing cartwheels and front flips to 'ease his nerves' as he explained to Karen.
You were starting to get cold sitting outside for so long. Then you let out a big sneeze, loud enough for anyone on the block to hear.
This startled Peter, not expecting anyone to be around the area, while he was in the middle of a flip. Of course, he fell. A superhero falling? Well it's more likely than one might think. Before he collided with the ground, the amazing spider-man was able to catch himself, spitting a web out onto the fire escape. The fire escape which you just so happened to be sitting on. He yanked himself up and came face to face with the girl of his dreams.
You couldn't see it but his jaw was dropped. He was speechless, thinking, WHAT THE HELL DO I DO NOW?
"Um, bless you," he whispered, the sneeze and you being all he could fathom right now.
You smirked, "Thanks spider-man. Wasn't expecting to see you. That was quite a fall."
"Yeah I was just- you know- just messing arou- well I was on patrol and- I...fell."
"You okay?" You asked, actually kinda worried about the masked hero, you didn't know was Peter, right in front of you.
"Uh no."
"Are you hurt?"
"Uh no?"
"You seem confused."
Peter began to speak, twisting his words to make sure you didn't know it was him, "I have this...friend. And we are kinda fighting, or I don't know. But they are my best friend, or were, I don't know anymore. But I want to fix it."
"You seem flustered," you replied and he looked down knowing damn well he had flushed cheeks, "Why don't you sit, you've been hanging on to that web for awhile."
Peter sat down on the fire escape a few feet from you, and you turned to look at him.
"I know that feeling all too well, I'm kinda in the same situation, but I realised my feelings so I'm gonna be confident and fix it tonight!" You'd shouted.
"T-tonight?" Peter stuttered.
"Yeah, I cant hold it in anymore. Although he isn't a friend. He's more. Or I want to be more with him. But I ruined it all so I got to fix it. I mean, I just realised I'm in love with my best friend. Even if we hadn't talked in a week, he's still my best friend and I love him! It feels like a relief to finally say that to someone. I just know it won't be that easy to tell him I love him back to his face. See, he said he was in love with me, but I was dating someone at the time even though I wasn't even in love with that person, I could say I loved my friend because I didn't even know my own feelings! But then that same day I found out my now ex, was cheating on me. I literally walked in on them. But I'm over it and I finally realised I'm in love with Peter! Oh that's his name by the way, Peter. He's so lovely and I just hope we can fix whatever happened or is gonna happen when I tell him I love him, always have. Oh gosh I'm rambling."
Under that mask, Peter felt like he was about to pass out. You just told him you loved him. Even though you didn't know it was him, he was freaking the hell out.
Holy shit she loves me and she doesn't know it's me. He thought.
"Wow." Was all Peter could say.
"Am I crazy? I don't know if I should do this now that I say it out loud, I'm literally talking to Spider-man."
"No, you're not crazy! You should definitely tell him. He feels the same way," Peter replied.
"But what if he doesn't love me anymore?" You asked doubtfully.
"He does."
You looked down and smiled, shaking your head, "You're just being nice."
In this moment, Peter had to think fast. Does he tell you the truth? Does he take off his mask and risk everything? He couldn't bear hearing that you thought he no longer loved you. How could he stop loving you? You were perfect. And so beautiful, a wonderful mind and heart, he loves you. And he had to show you how much he loves you.
In a quick motion, no longer debating his idea, he slipped off his mask, ready to speak up. You were still looking down through the bars of the fire escape, unaware of what is going to happen.
"I'm not just being nice, y/n. I never stopped loving you," he said confidently. This was the moment.
You looked up, now clearly hearing that smooth, adoring voice of Peter Benjamin Parker's. He made eye contact with you, your jaw dropped open. You eyed Peter head to toe...in the spider-man suit. It took you a second to realise Peter was spider-man.
"Oh my god, Peter!"
"I-"
"I just confessed to you that I was in love with you and didn't even know it! Oh my god!" You started panicking.
"Wait what! You're spider-man, holy shit! What the hell! When- what!" You stopped for a second trying to take everything in.
Peter Parker is spider-man?! How didn't I know this? I only grew up with him! You thought. Holy shit I said I love him. I do. Oh my god. WAIT HE STILL LOVES ME? OHMYGOD HE IS STILL IN LOVE WITH ME AND I WITH HIM. And he is spider-man.
Peter reached on and placed his hand on top of yours, he could tell your thoughts were running a mile a minute.
"I can explain," he whispered, going between looking at your lips and staring into your eyes, "Please don't be mad."
You looked down at your touching hands, "I-I'm not mad how could I be mad at you. You obviously kept it a secret for a reason. Uh...so about what I said...I love you, was all true."
Confident Peter took over in this moment, staring at your eyes one last time as friends. He leaned in and kissed you with such passion and love, yet it was so soft. You kissed him back, the two of you officially showing your love. He held your cheek with his free hand and you held his neck with yours. It was lovelier than either of you could have imagined, your lips moving together so perfectly, like you were made for each other.
He pulled away after who knows how long, continuing to hold your face in his hand, looking so deeply and lovingly into your eyes and said, "Me too. Everything I said was true. I love you y/n, always have always will. I was empty with out you this past week. Even if you don't believe after that kiss, I'll tell you again and again how in love with you I am. I am so in love with you."
Tears fell down your cheeks onto Peter's soft, gloved hand. You could tell he really meant it. This oh so perfect brown eyed boy wearing a spandex suit loved you. And you loved him back.
"I love you too," you cried out, smiling oh so big.
He returned the smile, pulling you fully into his arms in a big warm hug. It felt so so so right to be held by him.
"You know it's kind of funny, we had our first kiss in this exact spot when we were ten or something, and here we are now," Peter said.
You took his face in your hands and pressed light kisses all over his bright face.
"That's true, here's to many more."
You leaned in to kiss him on the lips this time. Both of you smiling into the kiss and loving every second of it.
Peter pulled away shivering, "Uh we should probably go inside, it's getting late."
You shook your head in agreement and pulled him through your bedroom window. The two of you finally sharing your love.