It's gonna be so sad if all this love I have for him will then into massive hate.
I will pray for you to fight for me, I will pray did you to show me if I mean anything to you.
It's really sad how I still am here having you in my thoughts and mind when you did nothing but broke me. What did I even do to deserve this shit. It sucks.
I just really want him to care for me. It's so damn complicated.
He maybe, most likely have another girl now he's enjoying his time with her. Does he even knows I am in love with him or is he playing stupid or what's happening I really don't understand anything. Why he needs to be treating me this poorly, why why why.
Why am I so affected when he shows me everyday more that he doesn't give a single crap. I feel sorry for myself to still be expecting. I am honestly done. I can't handle it. I don't even know what I want myself.
I wish he would just for once understand me. Feel me. Fight for me. Need me. Love me and stop letting me have this one sided love that's tearing me apart. It's just so heart breaking. Can he fight for me or treat me properly? Why is he doing that to me or where is he even now? Is he with someone else. Ugh fucking thoughts. Why do I even care. Sadly I fucking do.
When are you planning to wake up from this and go back to your old self.
I'm so sure I had enough of this and I know for a fact I am better WITHOUT him.
He is ZERO good for me.
He doesn't even give a single fuck about me.
I'll be fine.
Fuck you for breaking my heart. You never deserved me since the damn beginning.