"i don't believe in love.” my head said.
my heart replied. "they love you but you think it is not love. maybe love goes by a different name in your system. maybe your mind processes love as something that is not love. it is never love for you even when it is. instead it is something that you believe is not love. you will never find love if you don't believe in love but you will find someone who will give you something akin to love. that one will make you doubt your convictions and shake your walls and climb across your rigidity and kiss you with all the something in his heart and brain and pour that something inside you. and if you pretend that that something is love then it will stay."
- but your beliefs against love cannot keep it from coming