Jeon Jungkook let out a cold sweat. Eyes widen and he had to hold his breath for the last few seconds. "H-hyung...?". He was shaken, REALLY shaken up that his heart beats faster than the time when he felt flustered around his favourite girl singer. He was afraid that Hoseok mad at him for being so weak and always cries infront of his hyungs. J Hope didn't answered the maknae but he heard him. At the very least, he only closed his eyes but the smile still plastered on his face.
"You must've been really tired ain't cha?". Jungkook felt a bit suprised when his hyung suddenly got up and pulled him to a standing position. He was so unbalanced, he had to grab hold onto his hyung's shoulders for support. Hoseok also hold the maknae on the hips. Both of them started to stare to each other for a good couple of second. Then Hoseok observed Jungkook from his face, then his upper half and lower after that. It made the maknae felt insecured but at the same time, he was very embarrased by how his hyung inspected him. "Your strength...". Jungkook startled. Hoseok had his sight locked onto the maknae. "...Your strength has decrease a little bit. I bet it was because of your fractured bones. It gonna need more time to heal them. Better not carry heavy stuff and don't even think about lifting those dumbell. Don't wanna have another 'accident' again and got another session with Jin hyung one hour special lecture time. You hear?". Jungkook gulped and nodded. "Good".
As Jeon Jungkook watched his hyung walked and exited his room, he stared long at the now closed door. What the hell just happened? Is that really the kind and cheerful Hoseok hyung that he knew and love? Right now, he was still shocked and confused. He let himself fell backward onto his own bed. Today felt like so new for him where all the hyungs act so weird, maybe strange....unique? Jeon Jungkook never felt very helpless in his life than having his memory gone. "I must be so tired. Yea, that must be it. Maybe I should go to sleep for another 2-3 hours more. Today is sooooo confusing. I felt like my head is about to burst". He closed his eyes shut while covering it with his arm so that it'll block the sunlight.
SUGA P.O.V
Please DO tell me that Kim Seokjin is okay right now coz I'm staring at him like what? For 5 minutes straight I think? After I'm done at my Genius Lab, I went straight to our room (Me and Jin share a room) to get some shut eye for a while because my brain is starting to get dizzy while trying to make a new song. But that thought was soon started to fall all over the place when Jin suddenly burst to the room like a storm. It was quite surprised you know. Coz his face tell me that he was facing some sort of crisis evertime he has those dried squid he's consuming right now. ARMYs know that I'm not a coward like J Hope but if it's against Jin hyung, I would like to shut my mouth before I goes and say something stupid. But seriously, his behaviour this moment is something I can not just ignore. Something is up with him I'm sure. If it's not about our beloved golden maknae then I don't know what this is all about then.
I sigh. "Hyung, is everything okay?". Jin stopped from his track from walking here and there side to side like a broken record and turned to face me. "What?". That single word is enough to make me regret asking him in the first place. His expression when he looked at me was more like an irritation rather than deadly. I'm actually felt really grateful for once.
"I-I mean is there something wrong or is there a problem? You've been acting rather......I don't know, strange?". I was lying on my bed, holding the blanket up to my nose like it was a shield protecting me from this hyung unpredictable wrath. You'll never know what's inside his brain.
Jin hyung just gave me a glare. Ahhh, I really dislike it when he did that. After a few more second of glaring me, he turned now his back facing me. "You don't need to know. Just go on and rest for the rest of your life". I'm sorry, WHAT?! Did I just hear him right? Jin hyung want me to rest? And for the rest of my life that is?! What with that?!? What is that supposed to mean? Is this a grudge? It have to be grudge. Yea but for what? What did I do to deserved this? I furrowed my eye brows.
"Am I that useless that I can't help you in slightest way hyung?". I didn't know what expression jin's wearing right now but as he slowly turning his head abit just to let me see those right eye of his, I bet this is more than enough to make me wanna run for my life. "Y-Y-You know, I'm not t-that dumb. I can be of a help when you need it you know. It-it's not like I c-couldn't understand the situation. I-I know okay! I know it about o-o-our Jungkook-ah", I stuttered. Ddaeng, I really hate to admit it. I really did stuttered. I licked my dried lips and gulped praying may my soul still be with me. I calmed myself down first and gather all my thought as I breath in and out. "If you're worry that much, why not just you know, tell me. Okay fine I get it". I unhide my face from the blanket and now I'm sitting straight resting my back on the bed board. "I may or may not be that much of a help but still, I wanna help. It's not everyday I'm offering myself like this so desperately like I wanna prove something I don't know that I'M WORTH IT?! THAT I CAN HELP TOO?!? Who am I kidding?". I laughed. Shaking my head figuring that what I just said was a nonsense.
"Look, I'm not J Hope who can cheer people up and be a sunshine. I'm not RM whom with a brilliant mind. And I'm not you who always spend more time with JK for this past few months....maybe years. The only time that I ever spend with him is only when we were having vacation or shooting for our variety show and maybe sometime when we were off the camera. Can't I just...can you just give me a chance to be useful for the sake of Jungkook? I know I messed up last time but I'm still trying you know. Jimin and Taehyung are also trying very hard to deal with the new situation. So please...please don't shut me out from this...this whole matter. We're family right? We're brother....right?" I couldn't believe myself. I'm crying, I swear I didn't know when I started to shed this tears but as soon as I realized it, I felt really shaky and hurt somewhere in my chest. This is all so freaking confusing for me. This feeling is seriously heart breaking. It's been a while(?!) since I felt this way. I tried to hide my face by having my legs crossed closed to my chest while hugging them tight. Stop crying dammit, I cursed to myself.
Then I felt a movement and heard a creaking sound. Jin was sitting on my bed now. A hand suddenly find it ways to my head. Stroking it gently. "Sorry Yoongi-ssi. I know this atmosphere is making you upset and emotional. It's stressing you up. That's why I wouldn't let you help me and just keep on resting. You should know taking good care of your health is also one of my concerns other than Jungkook's problem. So there is no need for you to be so rilled up but...". I jerked my head up and saw quite a sight of Jin's smile. You can say it is quite.....angelic? I mean his smile is so gentle and saint like. How should I discribe it....it's rare. "But if you wanna help, I guess it can't be help". I felt like my body and soul is in the state of joy. "Then tell me...", Jin hyung moved his hand from my head to my jaw line and slide it down to my chin. I felt a tingling sensation run down my spine and I think I'm having a goosebump? I can't even stop myself from staring into his eyes. "How are you suppose to help me help Jungkook-ssi to recover his memory hmm~?".
I have no idea how long I have stare at him and my mouth happened to go ahead and say something without me knowing. "Just......be myself? But spend more time with him than before?". Jin hyung was smiling while closing his eyes. "Good. Now I know I could count on you~". He narrow the gap between me and him that his face is closer to mine. "Show me your resolution and please down let me down now dear Min Yoongi-ssi". The moment he said that into my ear, all my scary thought and doubt are all gone. It had been disappear by his dark, ice cold voice. I know that mean I have to take this opportunity more seriously. "I'll prove it to you". He let my chin go and put up with his usual bright goofy smile plastered on his face. It's kinda scary to how this hyung's mind work and can easily smile like that like this conversation ever happened but at the sametime...it shows you how terrifiying he really is if he is serious.
Third Person P.O.V
When Jin exited the room and lean his back against the door frame, his smile's grew even wider and at that moment it turned into a devilish grin. Somewhat dark and intimidating. 'All the plans that I have come across are now beginning to put into action. Tomorrow will set a new day to start my master plan to work. Jeon Jungkook...don't you worry my dear bunny. I'll make sure everything's fall into place. And you'll be yourself again and we'll be more closer than before. I promise. Saa....Let's the show begins. Light, camera, and action!'.
A/N:
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