The dance of our lives❤️❤️

Im awake but i wish i wasnt

Baileys POV :  once I blacked out  I remember nothing until i arrived at the whearhouse . They wanted me to do things . Words can not describe how truly petrified I was . I was sassy at first . Calling them scums that they are . But once  they started to  hit me I quickly felt small. I was helpless and defenseless . I hate  to admit it but I kinda gave up in trying to fight back. I can still smell the weed and alcohol that made his breath stink .All they did was really beat me . They eventually told me to take off my shirt . When I refused he took out the whip . Believe me that hurt worse than anything I have ever witnessed. He kept me there and then they hit me in the head with something and I woke up in that office . I could feel my body giving up . But I had to get out . They had left . So I yelled and finally I heard the widow from behind me open. When I tried to turn around I somehow flipped myself upside down still tied to the chair . The strange  boy came down and untied me from the chair . He carried me to car . It was stupid of me to give them my address but did I really have any other choice . The boy who saved me helped me as I began to pass out .when I woke up I was in my room. At first I thought It had to be a nightmare and I smiled . It never really happened. But as I got up and the shooting pain that shot through my back . It told me that it wasn't a dream. I looked at my arm and there were the bruises. I was in my room . So I made it home , those boys weren't lying . My private doctor came in . " bailey , I'm glad to see your awake , I'll go and tell your parents .!" With that she walked out my room. I'm surprised my parents are even here . She came just as quick as she had left . But this time she had a frown. I knew it , my parents couldn't actually care about me for once in there life. " I'm sorry miss bailey but your parents left to the police station and to sort out some things." I just nodded my head . What else did I expect from them. She left . It's crazy that after five years I've finally broken down again. I cried and I cried loud . I felt like I couldn't breath. Why can't my parents just love me . Why can't they just be there for me once in my life! I don't care about the money ! I would trade any thing in the world for my parents to care . Truly and honestly care! I was yelling these words loud . My nurse stayed back because she knew I just needed to let it out . My heart physically hurts . I'm not perfect . I just want to feel  loved . The nurse starts yelling at someone to not come into my room . But she's  shoved aside . I hear a voice l
Telling  her to leave . She resists at first but she leaves . He closes the door . He comes up to me . He's the Boy that had  saved me . What was his name again? It was Kenneth . He approached me carefully . He came on to my bed and hugged me . It's crazy but I hugged him back . Yes I hugged a complete stranger. But it strangely felt right . "Hey bailey , I know it hurts but it will all get better soon it did for me , just breathe." I shake my head " he hurt me , but what hurts me more is that my parents don't care , I'm lost .!" He hugs me tighter . " no bailey , what happed to you was not your fault , he didn't Brake you he just did temporarily damage , but It can be fixed, your parents will come around , and even if they don't I will care about you ." Why would he care about me . I stopped crying and began to breath normal . We brake apart from the hug . He looks at me " in fact I already do care ." That made me smile . I thanked him and it got silent . He got up and walked to we're the nurse had all the supplies. " here let me help you, those whip scars won't go away with just alcohol. Here . He takes our a little jar . " it's a little home made remedy, it helps a lot ," He approaches me . " if I may" I nod my head and turn around . I lift my shirt from the back but he takes it from me and lifts it for me . " it's going to hurt a little just a warning!." I nod me head . Boy he was not kidding . It hurt at first I had to bite my tongue.  But the it subsided . He rubbed it on my back . It worked like magic . The pain was going away . I smiled and turned to him. " wow that worked amazing how did you even know how to make it ." He looked down his smile disappearing. " my dad used to hit me a lot so I experimented and made this , it helps remove the scars too?" He smiles and looks up at me . " I'm glad it help you feel better . I smiled so maybe this isn't going to be bad .