smh I've had the idea of how I want this story to end for months now but then I thought of another ending so now I'm stuck between the two and they are both so different
UGHHHHHHHH
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It's been a little over a week since we got back from California. The rest of the trip was amazing. No issues. No drama. No fighting. Just straight fun and joy. It was actually like nothing I've experienced. I've never been to California, but I've always dreamed of going there. Seeing the Hollywood sign, going to Rodeo Drive, going to the beaches there, just everything possible. Being able to see all of these things and enjoy it, really meant a lot to me.
It wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for Jahseh. I know I give him a hard time a lot, but I do truly love him with all of my heart. This trip really brought us even closer to each other and I didn't think that was possible to get even closer than we already were.
Right now I'm not home, I'm at the mall with Faith. She's going to New York with Purpp for some show so she wants to buy a new outfit so I'm helping her. It's been a long day, but it's not bad.
**Jahsehs P.O.V**
"Already? I mean y'all are fucking great together, but don't you think you're too young to get married?" Stokeley questioned me. I shrugged.
"We may be, but I know what I want. I don't want anyone else. We don't need to get married right away. We can be engaged for as long as she wants till she's ready if she's not ready now which I'm not sure she is ready, but she could be." I explained to him. He nodded and smiled. "I love her so much"
"Then you should do it" he said putting his hand on my shoulder. "I'm here for you, vro"
**Anastasia's P.O.V**
"Yo" I said as I walked into Isaiah's room. He looked up at me with no emotion and nodded at me. "What's wrong?" I asked as I sat at the end of his bed. He's sitting on his bed with his laptop.
"I just got into a bad fight with Yaz." He told me. Him and Yaz have been on and off for so many years. I think from what he's talked about.
"What happened?" I asked him. He sighed and shook his head.
"I don't really wanna talk about it right now, Stas" He told me and leaned his head back against his headboard. I nodded understanding. I laid down on the end of his bed and just pulled out my phone. I forgot I wanted to send Jahseh a picture of him that I found in our text messages. I got bored earlier and went through all the pictures and videos we have sent each other.
"You don't care if I chill in here right, Zay? Do you wanna be alone?" I asked Isaiah and looked up at him.
"No I don't mind" he said back to me. I put my head back down and went to my text with Jahseh.
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Me: babe look at this pic I found of you
Me: you too cute
Me:
Jahseh💙: i look ugly asl
Me: JAH STOP NO
Me: you fine af
Jahseh💙: where you at love?
Me: chillin in Isaiah's room
Jahseh💙:
Jahseh💙: im feeling myself rn
Jahseh💙: I feel like I look so different
Me: idk just the hair changed and more face tattoos LMAO
Me: my baby is so fine
Me: i dONT DESERVE YOU
Me: YOURE TOO PERFECT
Jahseh💙: come over here
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"Zaayyyy" I stretched out the word as I sat up and looked at him while I stood up. He looked up from his laptop. "I'll be back" I told him and he just nodded before looking back down. I walked out of his room and down the hall to Jahsehs room. Jah smiled as his eyes landed on me.
"Hey" He said quietly with a smile. I quickly jumped into his bed and climbed onto his lap making him chuckle.
"Honestly break up with me. I'm trash compared to you. You're perfect. I don't deserve you!" I joked making us both laugh and he just continuously kissed my cheek.
"You're too perfect for me" he mumbled against my cheek. I felt my face heat up a little. He will always have an effect on me.
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I know this chapter is super short, but I really wanted to give you guys an update!