A/N: This chapter was dedicated to BTS V or Taehyung's song entitled "Scenery" because of this song I got inspired to make a new update.
Jennie's POV
To: Rosie the Chipmunk 😂
Hey, plss tell Ms.Idah that I can't attend our class for this day. I have a fever 🤒🤒🤒
Sent: 6:45 am
I lied. Actually, I don't have a fever today. It is just an excuse that's why I told it to Rose. Well, I don't want to let this opportunity pass over. I've waited this for so long and finally it will happened this day.
"I like me better, I like me better when I'm with you" I sang as I wear my favorite dress while looking at the mirror.
"Did I act over reacted?" my mind sheepishly told me.
I really got excited for this day so I ended up wearing my best and favorite dress for this day. I know it's just a simple meeting with someone but I can't help it, I really want to make myself look so presentable so that I can make him admire who I am.
I didn't mind anymore if I ended up looking so dumb wearing a formal dress in such a simple date or simple place. Atleast, I give importance and make an effort for it. Wait can I call it a date? Since, I'm already thinking that it is.
I smile from that thought. I really can't believe that it will happen this day. That finally I can meet him. I will see how he looks like. I can talk with him personally not just texting each other. And lastly, I can touch, hug and ki— ok, ok, ok delete that part!!! It's too fast for that thing right now. I will just savor my time with him later. Just for now.
"Finally I can meet you, Pranpri" I mumbled as I checked myself in the mirror.
I go down stairs, getting ready myself to leave my house when I heard a sound from a broken glass then I saw my mom was crying on the corner while my dad is just standing and looking at her with a miserable look.
"Mom and Dad I'm going" I said in a bored tone.
I simply passed by on their side without minding about the scene they make a while ago and before I leave, I rolled my eyes to them.
It's not new with me anymore. Ever since we came in this village, I can't count anymore how many times I saw them quarrelling because of the money. Yes it's about money. As what I have heard when I once try to listen in their quarrel, our business was already closed to its bankruptcy. My father has a lot of debts he needs to pay and it's also the reason why we moved out in this village. Many people are always looking for my dad in our previous house that time because of his debts. So we decided to left it and luckily, as we look for a new house, we saw this one which is sell in a low price. We quickly grab this opportunity so here we are.
When I reach for our door, I quickly closed it without looking at my Dad and Mom who's quarrelling again. I don't want to to see it again and I'm already tired to hear those.
I sighed on relief when finally I get myself in the outside. The first thing I saw is my neighbor's house which is too silent these fast few days. I'm already wondering why when I will look at their house, I always see no light and no people. I'm already wondering why they are gone for days.
"Where did you go, Lisa?" It came out in my mouth automatically while looking at her house.
I can't help myself not to worry. Lisa is already considered as my friend. I don't know why but I always feel something that I can't explain whenever I saw her. It's new with me so I can't define it but why do I need to feel that strong feeling that I need to protect her whenever I saw her? I can't understand why I'm feeling this way but I think it's because of her disease. Maybe, I was just concern to Lisa because of her condition. Maybe, I just pity her. Ok, just like that, nothing more. This feelings is just nothing. But what happened to Horror Booth— oooops! ok enough with this topic it's my secret so no one shouldn't know about this.
Since I'm already in a rush, I quickly take my steps and wait for a taxi. After waiting for some minutes, the taxi already arrived and I hastily get into there.
"Where's your destination Ma'am?" The taxi driver asked me. I just give him a warm smile as a response before answering his question.
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As I arrived in our meeting place, I immediately roamed my eyes around to look for a perfect spot where I will wait for Pranpri. I'm so excited right now and I can feel a drumming rolls on my chest brought by the nervous that hits me so hard.
I sat on the bench I've found and spend my remaining minutes in watching all the people passing by here. In any minute, I know Pranpri will be around at eight so I'll be sitting here for a while to kill my waiting time.
To: Prans 💘
Hey, I'm already here waiting in the bench. I'm so excited to see you 😍
Sent: 7:50 am
I'm even smiling like an idiot while typing that to him. I don't know why I'm so fond of him. I didn't even saw him in personal or even got a chance to see his face but despite of that issue, I'm still here, acting so whipped to Pranpri.
When Rose tell me about him, I don't know why but I feel like I want to know him better. I want to know more about him. It feels strange and seems like it's only platonic but it is hard to explain and hard to admit that I already fall for him by just that. Pretty fun right? But it's true and I'm not lying here.
Actually, I'm really not a kind of easy person who will fall instantly in some simple gestures or sweet talks. I'm really not a fond of idea about love. I'm so bitter back then about it because from my belief it's not existing anymore. My mom and dad taugh me that. Although I know they didn't divorce each other but deep inside in myself I understand that they are just continuing their marriage because of us, for me and for my sister Ella. They are just married in paper but you can't see the love in their eyes anymore.
When I'm still on my old school, I'd admit that I have a lot of suitors back then. But no one to them have passed my taste. I'm so hard to please and that's because of my trust issues. I can't trust someone easily, specially when it comes to love. I can't love easily because I'm afraid that I might end up being hurt in the end.
I believe on this for a years but it was changed when Pranpri came.
He came and my belief about love was changed..
He changed me..
He make me believe that love really do exist....
I fell for him...
I checked my phone if there's any reply from Pranpri but I can't see any. It's already 8:30 am and I'm already worrying about him. Traffic? Yeah, maybe that's because of traffic but I'm sure he's on his way right now.
I roam my eyes around just assuming if Pranpri was already there but a huge bunch of people caught my attention. It seems like there's a problem happening on there. People looks like struggling and panicking at the same time. I'm already getting curious what's happening. Do I need to check it?
I was about to go on their side but I stopped when I feel that someone is tapping my back.
"Miss, is it yours?" Someone asked me while handing me my wallet.
"Oh yes, that's mine" I smiled to her. I really wanted to turn around to check what's happening on my back. I can already hear the Ambulance sirens on it but I don't want to look like a rude person on someone infront of me who's still talking so I choose not to.
"...And I saw your wallet on the bench. Wait what's your name?" That's the only thing I understand from her long speech to me. My mind was so focused on what's happening on my back so I can't focus on what she was telling to me. She's so talkative. What I know is, she will just give the wallet to me but I can't stop her from talking anymore.
"Ahmm miss I'm sorry but I'm in a rush right now. I'm going and thanks" I cut her words and quickly take my steps away from her. Woaahh, that was so closed!
I look on the bunch of people who's panicking lately but too late because when I'm get into there the Ambulance already leave.
"Sir, what happened?" I asked someone who's also quarrying into the scene.
"A girl fainted in this place lately then after that, I don't know what happened" he answered and I only nodded my head as a response.
I feel sad about this girl. I hope she's ok right now.
I go back on the bench where I'm waiting lately and checked for the time. It's already 9:10 am but still no sign of Pranpri.
Prans 💘
Hey? Are you already here? If you can't see me I'm here at the bench. I'm wearing a red dress 😊
Sent: 9:12 am
He will make it. I know he was just late and I'm sure with that. He promised that no matter what happened, he will be there so I shouldn't get have premonitions about it.
I slouched my back on the bench while looking at the people. He was already 1 hour and 12 minutes late at this point of time but I'm still waiting for him.
1 hour
2 hours
3 hours
Have also passed but Pranpri was still not here. Everytime, I'm always checking my phone to see the time. I'm still waiting.. yes I'm fucking still waiting after all the hours passed by. I'm still here holding on his promise.
4 hours
5 hours
6 hours
While still waiting in the bench, I feel the water is dropping on my face and as I look in the sky, I saw a water rain drops are already falling down. Too great for me, I didn't brought any umbrella.
I saw people already leaving the place but I choose to stay. I don't care if I will get wet or I might get a cold. All I know is, I'm willing to wait for Pranpri no matter what happened. I know he will fulfill his promise. I'm sure with that.
7 hours
8 hours
I hugged myself as hard as I can tightly. I'm already shivering as the wind flickered at my bare arms. I regret wearing a dress for this day, I didn't thought it will rain because if I know, I can bring any coat with me.
9
hours
10 hours
12 hours
I texted him multiple times but she didn't reply. I even call his phone number but it is just ringing and he's not picking it up.
Pranpri didn't come in our meeting place anymore. But I didn't lose any hope about him. I know he will fulfill his promise so I'm always coming back in this place to wait for him.
Every Seconds
Every Minutes
Every Hours
Every Months
Until it reached a year and I get tired of waiting.
1 year have passed and I finally accepted it.
Love was really not on my side. It's not existing.
I just fancy myself to the idea of someone will truly love me but the truth is,
This is not a love story
It's just a beautiful nightmare.
A beautiful lie.
In the end, I finally accepted that he's not coming anymore.
A/N: Since I'm really bored and I don't have any task for this day, I decided to write a new update. 😊
I'm really glad that I already finished the three consecutive chapters with full of dramas. I promise, next chapters doesn't have any dramas anymore since it was already done. No more crying anymore hehehe 😄😅 The real flow of the story will begin 🤥
Thank you! 😇
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