[A/n Hahaha and you thought it was just the why don't we boys]
R-Find somebody else to love
He says, slowly walking to the door
Y-That's not how it works! RYAN DONT LEAVE.....I'm begging you, please...
I say breaking down
R-I-I-I'm super sorry y/n I really am
Y-What?! You're sorry?! No you aren't, if you were you wouldn't be walking out that door right now. If you were sorry you wouldn't leave me here wondering what I did wrong! WHY DID YOU EVER TELL ME YOU LOVED ME? WHY DID YOU LET ME BELIEVE IT?
I say with tears streaming down my face.
R-Goodbye y/n
He says softly and shuts the door. I scream and cry and scream some more. My pg(s) is out of town so I'm not really bothering anybody right now. I get on my phone and saw that Ryan posted on his Snap and Insta. I go to his snap first
R-Hey guys so y/n and I just broke up. I might be taking some time off of social media and that's all
Then I scoff.
Y-mIgHt bE tAkInG sOmE tiMe oFf sOcIaL mEdiA bEcAuSe iM tHe oNe wHoS hEaRtBrOkEn aNd I tOtAlly diDnT lEaVe y/N tHeRe tO sUfFeR aNd cRy hEr hEaRt oUt
Then I check his Instagram
Ryanherron: Single Pringle 💞
1234+ likes
Comments:
Weirdfan1-Awe what happened?
Hater-Finally she was so stubborn and she did not deserve u
Imzachherron-I love you Ryan, you okay buddy? Im always here
Jonahmarais-What happened?
Randomfan-Tea🍵
Randomfan2-Well damn...there goes my favorite ship
-Same
-I'll miss them being together
LovelyY/n-Why? Why are you so happy after 4 years crumbling apart just by you leaving me to cry alone?
-Ryanherron:You know for your username as LovelyY/n you aren't that lovely
-Tea was spilt
I turned off my phone for a bit and just cried. I can't believe it. It's actually over.
After 3 hours of finally getting my dignity back I decided to go to the ones I trusted most and knowing that Ryan wouldn't be there. The why don't we house.
I knocked on the door and Jonah answers it. The second the door opened I jumped into his arms.
Y-I loved him Jonah....
Then I felt Jonah hug me back and gently start rubbing my back calming me. The we pull apart
Jo-Come inside.
I walked inside with Jonah walking after me closing the front door. Suddenly the rest of the guys attention was on me. I have red puffy eyes and was sniffing
I sat on the couch with there eyes on me
J-Y/n.....
Y-I loved him, Jack.
J-I know every time you looked at him I saw a spark.
More tears came down my eyes. I grabbed my phone and went on Snapchat
{caption} how I am when I'm around you💞
My eyes started to tear up as I'm scrolling through memories and my camera roll
My baby sleeping 😍
Tears just kept in coming and I reached in my pocket only to feel the ring. A promise ring.
I was planning on giving it to him today. Promising I will love him forever. I took it out of my pocket and held it in my palm. Staring at it I just sigh and lets the tears fall down my face. I slowly close my palm and silently cry forgetting the boys where ever there just staring at me
C-Should we-
I heard Corbyn whisper but then got cut off by Daniel
D-Just let her soak it in
Come overrrr😩
I then drop my phone and the ring. Everything started to get blurry and as I stood up I got dizzy. Nothing was clear and I got light headed. Then the next thing I know I wake up to Zach shaking me awake.
The moment I open my eyes he hugs me
Z-What happened. Tell me the whole story
Y-Well I was staring at...something
I didn't want to say the promise ring because now I'm too embarrassed
Y-I stood up and-
Z-That's not the story I'm talking about
I sigh and wipe my eyes. I sit up to see the rest of the guys are surrounding me.
Y-I begged Ryan to not leave, I was a mess and he said find somebody else to love and that's when I knew it was over and yet I still pleaded and begged him to stay with me but he left. Out that door leaving me crying and screaming.
I say with tears in my eyes
Z-When you dropped your phone u had a picture of Ryan in it....Where you?
Y-Yeah I was looking at the memories we had together and all of the memories.
I say putting my head down. Zach gave me a hug and opened my hand up. He placed something in it and right then I noticed it was my ring.
Z-I May be his brother by blood but that doesn't mean I can't love a sister that's not by blood any more than I love him.
Z-Give the ring to someone who deserves it
He adds on. Then they all gave me a hug.
Y-Thank you, you all are amazing.
I say. I got up
J-Why are you leaving?
Y-I need to go figure things out on my own I love you guys
C-Are you sure?
Y-yeah
D-Just know we will always be right here when you need us.
I walked out of the door and sighed. I noticed my Instagram blowing up so I check it
Guess who has your phone?😂 Love you sista from another mother❤️ and that's the tea🍵
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I smile and chuckle at myself. This kid really had the nerve.
I turn around and open the door since I was already on their doorstep.
Y-Love you too Dani
Then I close it and start walking. I decided to post something from my camera roll cause I was bored
{pretend it's you} you probably think you are better now 😂🖕🏼
Comments
Ryanherron-I am
-LovelyY/n: HAHAHAHAHAHA YOUR JOKES CRACK ME UP!
SeaveyDaniel-Did you see your last post? Didn't I look hot?
-LovelyY/n: yes Daniel😂
Randomfan-YES YOU GO GURL
Hater1-Ew your gross
-Beautychickee: Prettier than you!
-Corbynbesson: Love you princess
-Beautychickee-Love you to prince
-Jackavert: get a room 😂
I laugh at all the comments and shake off the negative ones. I smile to myself and now I know that I will deal with Ryan but for now I'm just going to enjoy life