- Rosè
It's been three hours since the scene I created with Tzuyu ended. I wonder what people are thinking right now, but the thing that I think about more is Chanyeol...
"Chanyeol..."
I know why he didn't approached us...
Of course, that's given already...
I just manifested earlier that me and Jungkook went back together, and it left him affirm himself as a hanging person that has confessed to me for nothing.
"Doc? Miss Park?"
A nurse called me through the door she opened after knocking.
She's holding a clipboard, and it indirectly tells me that I should be going to my rounds right now.
"Okay, wait a second."
She bowed her head slightly and smiled before going out to wait for me.
A sigh escaped through my lips...
I can't stop thinking not about my jib but about this personal matters I have.
I stood up and went out of my consultation office. The first person that caught my eyes was Jungkook walking, holding a clipboard on his own. And there's no ten seconds for him to recognize my image.
I inhaled deeply as I knew his next action will be...
"My baby..."
To approach me. His eyes are filled with joy, and it supposedly make me smile but with the current situation, I can't.
He hugged me, the usual thing, of course.
Few people are looking at us, some nurses are smiling, some looked at us awkwardly and for me, awkward feeling is the most appropriate emotion.
"Jungkook..."
I pushed him a little and he gave me a look asking why, with his lips pouting a little.
"We're on our work place, let's tone it down a little."
He pouted even more as I refused having skin touches.
"But I miss my baby..."
It was like nothing is happening, he's trying to cheer me up and to get through the heavy feeling, I know...
"You probably have no idea of what happened earlier..."
My lips just whispered...
"Why? What happened earlier?"
Then it became serious, his voice toned deeper.
"I'll tell you later, or maybe you'll hear it to someone talking about it. I'll just go now, I have rounds to do, I'm late. Don't miss me too much, we'll see later in the house, right?"
I mustered a smile, a tiny one, just to justify that I' still fine.
"Of course, My Chaeyoung."
Calling me with sweet names, it still flutters my heart, at least.
I smiled and waved a bit before turning my back onto him.
"Both of you are lucky to have each other, Ma'am."
A sudden compliment from the nurse who called for me.
I glanced at her and it didn't made me feel satisfied, hearing anyone saying it can't satisfy me right now.
"I don't know anything but it looks like you and Doctor Jeon are more realistic than Miss Chou's."
She added and that made ease a little.
"That's the truth anyway."
I answered and gave her a smile and she nodded in agreement.
We walked and continued until we both had reached the first room where the first patient I'll be checking is in.
"Hello."
I greeted...
Disregarding my own stress, I greeted and smiled like nothing ever happened.
"Doctor Park, hello."
The patient's guardian greeted at me back.
"How are you feeling?"
I asked the patient after giving his guardian a smile.
"Feeling better."
He answered while sitting up to sit properly.
"No, it's okay. Just stay on the position you are comfortable with. If your feeling better then I won't ever ask several things."
I smiled and he nodded...
"Can you still feel dizziness suddenly coming?"
I asked and he squinted his eyes, not able to respond quickly...
"Yeah, but not as often as before."
I asked several more questions until I had concluded something for his medications.
I went out of the patient's room with the nurse I am with after and rushed a little to go to the next one.
"Room three, six, eight, Doc."
She informed and thanked.
It's so far away from the first one and as we reached there, I opened the door and found three patients inside. A room for three, it's fine as long as their illness are not contagious.
But then...
"Good morning, Miss Park."
The nurse who's inside already greeted me...
And after giving her a glance, my eyes caught me a particular figure. A person wearing a pair of eyeglasses, holding a clip board, writing something while the patient is saying her concerns...
I entered with my soul trying not to go with me. Then I turned to the patient I should be checking up.
"Good morning, Doctor."
The guardian greeted and of course, I greeted back with an expression that may seem weird to them.
"Doctor Park, are you fine? You look a little pale?"
The patient's concern hit me a little...
"I'm fine."
Then so I mustered an expression of assurance.
"You sure?"
I just nodded as a last response before checking the last file she has on the clipboard of her records.
"I heard you had a trouble with one of the staffs? Are you really fine, Doctor?"
The patient is still young, about six years younger than me, and maybe it's still a behavior for that age, that they are a little insensitive.
"Yes, it's not a huge issue."
I answered while reviewing the files.
"Ahh, I hope everything will be fine."
He stated a good wish...
"I hope too."
And I answered a desperate one.
"So, all in all, everything is fine, Ma'am. Let's just reduce eating fatty foods and those foods that have a large percentage of cholesterol. Then, we'll keep on monitoring you for few more months and I'll give you medications to take as well..."
He's concluding already...
And that moment he bid a good bye to his patient, then there's a sudden rush of adrenaline within me, the next thing I found was...
"Chanyeol..."
Me calling for his attention.
He turned towards me...
Face so dulled, eyes are dimmed, lips are not budging to answer anything...
"I-...May we have time to talk later, on your vacant?"
I asked, though I can sense everyone's eyes glued on us.
"I don't think it'll be a good idea to that, not after what happened and not while your boyfriend is here."
There are three factors, yet the last one has the greatest impact on me.
"It'll be fine with him, I'll..."
I was cut off when he sighed deeply...
"Maybe not now, next time let's have a talk. Reconsider yourself too, you can't be the subject of every gossips for the second time in a day. You and Tzuyu just had an issue earlier. Think of yourself too, don't worry about me..."
"I'm fine."
That pricked me. The more he avoids me, the more I feel guilty.
"Cha..."
The nurse I'm with tabbed me by the arm and as I looked at her, she gave me that pitiful look, saying to let him go...
And I seem to can't say anything...
Not even to my patient that is watching me...
Not to anyone now...
"It's done...
It's all done...
Even our friendship is ruined."