When a girl cries, it's not usually over one thing. It's built up anger and emotions that she's been holding in for too long...
Amy
I cant believe mom and dad are gone, i just cant believe it! i was still crying in mikes arms he hasnt left my side
"its ok love" he said but it wasnt ok it was ok at all, i have lost my family before to rogues and adopted to this family and now i have lost them to rogues again, now i was feeling pissed off
"im gonna kill them all" i said and mike took my face in his hand
"we'll do it together with kira and our dads, so dont worry about it ok?" i nod and gathered myself, then i saw kira walking over looking like a robot, she showed no emotions at all she was walking with a blank face she came over to us and gave me a hug
"we'll get through this together" she said and i nod and gave her a hug
"its ok to cry you know" i said and she chuckled
"i know, but i think im all out of tears" i smiled and moved to look at her
"you know you look like a robot" she gave me a smile
"hows that?" she asked and i laughed
"better" she took a sip of her wine
"he explained everything" she said and i looked at her confused, but she wasnt looking at me she was looking straight i looked at what she was looking at and saw silo standing near the door to the patio
"are you gonna forgive him?" i asked she looked at him for a little while then turned to look at me
"you know what the messed up thing is?" i looked at her
"what?"
"Everyone is asking me if I'm ok as if it's such an easy question to answer" she said looking annoyed, tired, and on the verge of tears and i knew she was changing the subject
"well they ask cause they care" she looks around at all the people then one old lady walked up to her and gave her a hug and whispered something and then kira snapped
"You can't just hug me and say it's okay because right now...right now it doesn't feel that way" she screamed at the beginning then at the end tears started to fall
"just leave me alone" she screamed then she shoved her way up the stairs followed by silo, me, mike and our brothers anf their mates ones we reached upstairs silo was begging her to opened the door, i walked up and told him to move he refused at first but i kept telling him till he moved
"kira...its me amy can i come in?" then the door opened and i was shoved in then she locked it again
"are you ok?" i asked and she looked at me with teary eyes
"i cant...i cant handle this" she said crying then she fell to the floor and i walked up to her and held her "handle what?" she held on to me
"this" she said raising her hand around "its to much" i held her face in my hand
"you are not alone in this kira....we are here to help you with this" i said waving my hand around "like you said earlier...we're gonna get through this together so give me some of it to handle" i said and she looked at me with so much pain and it hurt me to see my sister like that
"i miss them amy...i miss them so much it hurts" i hugged her
"i miss them too" i said feeling like im about to cry too, my sweet little innocent kira oh how much i want to take away that pain, no magic or spell can take away the sorrow she feels right now, how we feel...
"we'll get through this together...i promise my little sister...i promise to always be there to help you through everything" i said still hugging her while she cried, the boys were pounding on the door like crazy but we ignored them
'everything ok in there?' asked philip
'yeah..just let us be for now' i said then a few minutes later it was silent, i looked down and saw that she had cried herself to sleep so i carefully carried her to her bed and laid next to her then i cried myself to sleep too.
We woke up to someone knocking, i looked at kira and she looked at me i smiled
"feeling better?" she nods then another knock came then i got up to open the door to see mike standing there with a tray of food, then i saw all the boys sleeping in the hallway, i opened the door for mike to get in and i closed it behind him
"did they really sleep out there all night?"
"yeah we all did" he said and i laughed
"you guys are crazy" he smiled
"well we couldnt sleep in our rooms with out knowing if you guys are ok or not" he said and i smiled and kiss him
"thank you" i said
"yeah thank you" said kira digging into the food and mike laughed
"for the food or sleeping outside your door like a dog?" he asked jokingly and kira laughed
"both" and we all laughed then we heard a knock on the door
"kira...can i come in?" asked silo and kira looked at the door and at me and shook her head no
"go away silo" i said and he kept on knocking
"please kira" she ignored him and kept eating
"want me to kick his ass?" i asked and she smiled
"no its alright he'll tire out" then she continue eating i shook my head with a smile and joined them eating
" how you feeling?" asked mike after we ate, silo has stopped knocking
"alright" she said but you could hear it in her voice the pain and sadness
"lets do something fun today" i said trying to cheer her up
"like what?" she asked
"lets go swimming" i said and she smiled
"yeah lets" then she got up and grabbed our bag and through them at us and she went to grab hers, i didnt know our bag was in here we picked out our bathing suit and a pair of short shorts and tank top and flip flops and jumped out the window
'we're going swimming at the lake in the clearing' i said to our dads
'ok be there with some food'
'oh and please dont bring anyone' said kira and they agreed, we started walking to the secret place me and kira found along time ago excited to go for a swim.