Past doesn't matter (Levi x O...

By LarxeneSanguin

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Nina Williams, a long-year single woman, harbors a profound secret that has kept her from indulging in the pl... More

Chapter 1 - Of distraction and strange women
Chapter 2 - New friendship and a kept promise Pt. 1
Chapter 2 - New friendship and a kept promise Pt. 2
Chapter 3 - Blond and black
Chapter 4 - Protected for the first time Pt. 1
Chapter 4 - Protected for the first time Pt. 2
Chapter 5 - An unforgetable game
Chapter 6 - Shared interests Pt. 1
Chapter 6 - Shared interests Pt. 2
Chapter 7 - A night to (not) remember Pt. 1
Chapter 7 - A night to (not) remember Pt. 2
Chapter 8 - Terror from the past Pt. 1
Chapter 8 - Terror from the past Pt.2
Chapter 9 - Insomnia Pt. 1
Chapter 9 - Insomnia Pt. 2
Chapter 10 - How to get used to a man Pt. 1
Chapter 10 - How to get used to a man Pt. 2
Chapter 11 - Of confessions and wet dreams Pt. 1 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 11 - Of confessions and wet dreams Pt. 2
Chapter 12 - It was worth the waiting Pt. 1
Chapter 12 - It was worth the waiting Pt. 2
Chapter 12 - It was worth the waiting Pt. 3 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 13 - Heartbroken Pt. 1 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 13 - Heartbroken Pt. 2 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 14 - A mistake that changes everything Pt. 1
Chapter 14 - A mistake that changes everything Pt. 2
Chapter 14 - A mistake that changes everything Pt. 3
Chapter 15 - Fuck the hiding! Pt. 1
Chapter 15 - Fuck the hiding! Pt. 2 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 16 - A Birthday to remember Pt. 1
Chapter 16 - A birthday to remember Pt. 2
Chapter 16 - A birthday to remember Pt. 3
Chapter 17 - When the past overtakes Pt. 2
Chapter 18 - Jealousy and what it makes out of you Pt. 1
Chapter 18 - Jealousy and what it makes out of you Pt. 2
Chapter 19 - A choice with regrets Pt. 1
Chapter 19 - A choice with regrets Pt. 2
Chapter 19 - A choice with regrets Pt. 3
Chapter 20 - What you deserve is what you get Pt. 1
Chapter 20 - What you deserve is what you get Pt. 2
Chapter 20 - What you deserve is what you get Pt. 3
Chapter 21 - What it means to love me Pt. 1
Chapter 21 - What it means to love me Pt. 2 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 22 - United we stand Pt. 1
Chapter 22 - United we stand Pt. 2
Chapter 23 - There's a first time for everything Pt. 1
Chapter 23 - Theres a first time for everything Pt. 2 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 23 - There's a first time for everything Pt. 3 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 24 - Hard to say goodbye Pt. 1 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 24 - Hard to say goodbye Pt. 2
Chapter 24 - Hard to say goodbye Pt. 3
Chapter 25 - Cut the ties and carry on Pt. 1
Chapter 25 - Cut the ties and carry on Pt. 2
Chapter 25 - Cut the ties and carry on Pt. 3
Chapter 26 - Grow beyond your limits Pt. 1
Chapter 26 - Grow beyond your limits Pt. 2
Chapter 26 - Grow beyond your limits Pt. 3
Chapter 27: More than just a crush? Pt. 1
Chapter 27: More than just a crush? Pt. 2
Chapter 27: More than just a crush? Pt. 3
Chapter 28: Absence increases the desire Pt. 1
Chapter 28 - Absence increases the desire Pt. 2
Chapter 28: Absence increases the desire Pt. 3 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 29: Unexpected surprise Pt. 1 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 29: Unexpected surprise Pt. 2 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 29: Unexpected surprise Pt. 3
Chapter 30: Cumming home Pt. 1๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 30: Cumming home Pt. 2 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 30: Cumming home Pt. 3 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 31: New facets of an Ackerman Pt. 1
Chapter 31: New facetes of an Ackerman Pt. 2
Chapter 31: New facetes of an Ackerman Pt 3
Chapter 32: A soldier, a biker, a friend, a partner, a son Pt. 1
Chapter 32: A soldier, a biker, a friend, a partner, a son Pt. 2
Chapter 32: A soldier, a biker, a friend, a partner, a son Pt. 3
Chapter 33 - The wild ride under Aphrodite's spell Pt. 1
Chapter 33: The wild ride under Aphrodite's spell Pt. 2 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 33: The wild ride under Aphrodite's spell Pt. 3 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 34: How long until you break? Pt. 1
Chapter 34: How long until you break? Pt. 2
Chapter 34: How long until you break? Pt. 3 ๐Ÿ‹
Chapter 35: Is this...the end? Pt. 1
Chapter 35: Is this...the end? Pt. 2
Chapter 35: Is this...the end? Pt. 3
Chapter 36: The price to pay Pt. 1
Chapter 36: The price to pay Pt. 2
Chapter 36: The price to pay Pt. 3
Short update
Chapter 37: What shall we do? Pt. 1
Chapter 37: What shall we do? Pt. 2
Chapter 37: What shall we do? Pt. 3
Chapter 38: Beacon of Hope Pt. 1
Chapter 38: Beacon of Hope Pt. 2
Chapter 38: Beacon of Hope Pt. 3

Chapter 17 - When the past overtakes Pt. 1

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It was still dark outside when you wake up from a pleasant dream. Though you can't remember the details, one thing is stuck in your mind: the evil and seductive chuckling of your boyfriend when he was pleasuring you.

You sigh as you try to look around the room and discovered yourself in a warm and tight embrace. Strange...The last thing you remembered was when Erwin and you watched the movie to an end and after that...Nothing. You must've fallen asleep and Erwin had carried you to bed. Or so you thought. When your eyes got comfortable with the darkness in here and the dimly light from the moon, your droopy eyes caught the familiar shape of your lover's body. So it had been Levi who carried you to bed. A sudden wave of relief washed above you while gently fondling over his chest and face with your hand, aware not to wake him. You hear him breathing and a familiar warmth fills your heart, releasing the sudden joy in a sigh. But it seems you were too loud with that after all since Levi's arms suddenly shifted to pull you close to him by your waist. You gasp in surprise as two piercing silver orbs stared right into yours.

"You're awake?" He asked plainly.

"Yes. But just for a few minutes. Sorry if I woke you up." It feels strange to talk to him in the devouring darkness and the omnipresent silence. Every spoken word from him feels like a drum in your ear and reverberated even moments after he spoke them. A short pause goes by while Levi seems to think about something. You hear breath hitching from time to time, as if he was trying to speak up, but made his mind up and stopped to talk before he could begin.

"Is everything alright, Levi?" There must be something on his mind, otherwise, he wouldn't change his embrace from tight to loose in such a quick pace. He hesitates to answer you, but this only adds to your worry that something must be on his mind.

"Did you...take good care of Erwin yesterday?" His voice sounded uncertain...almost shaky. Remembering the last moments before you fell asleep on the couch and the fact that Levi must've carried you to bed, you figured that you must've fallen asleep on Erwin's chest while you were cuddling with him. Not the best act to be caught in when your boyfriend comes home. But according to what you did to Erwin last night as well this was still better then the other thing. And by now there's no doubt that Levi is jealous. His grip around you tightens while you're thinking about the last day, the uncertainty that's hidden in his voice, even if he's doing his best to hide it, and that he asks you this out of nothing is proof enough. You move higher up to him, bringing your forehead against his while your fingers gently fondle his cheek.

"Yes. I did. He was so happy the whole time. I made him breakfast and we went shopping. After that, we prepared dinner together and then watched a movie. It may not sound special at all, but he seemed to really enjoy the day. I somehow must've fallen asleep on him while he tried to warm me when I was freezing." You skipped the parts where you and Erwin got too physical, for a well-known reason. He listened in silence, but his mood calmed down a little since you feel him returning your touches in the same way. Once his hand gently strokes your cheek, you sigh relieved.

"I'm glad" His reply was short, but all you needed before you felt the softness of his lips on yours, moving them in slow motion against yours to pull you into a lazy french kiss. "We should go back to sleep. It's still dark. We can talk tomorrow.", he murmured into the kiss and you nod in silent agreement. He wraps his arms tighter around you, so as your arms did the same around his back. With a last soft kiss on his chin, you cuddle up to him to fall asleep again very soon.

You overslept the morning very long, together with Levi. He must've been quite exhausted as well from his recent contract, there's no other way he would stay in bed for that long. And he would've slept even longer, if Erwin didn't jump into Levi's room out of a sudden, barking at you to get up. He claimed that you're late for work and made quite a fuss about it since it's Monday after all. Levi and you grunted at the same time when Erwin disturbed the peaceful silence and you turned around under the blanket to bark back at him that he should fucking calm down and that you'd just forgotten to tell him that you have a three-weeks vacation from today on. Once he got the information, he left the bedroom again with a flushed face. That was the point when you and Levi stood up. It was useless and wasted time to stay in bed anyway. With that curious, blond-haired gossip-girl outside, you probably can't even sneeze without him eavesdropping on the door. But you didn't make the effort to dress up properly and went straight for a late breakfast in your sleeping outfit. Much to Erwin's enjoyment when he spotted your half-clothed body. You wanted to give him the middle finger, telling him that he can kiss your ass after he'd woken you up so rudely, but you bit your inner mouth to prevent yourself from doing so.

Erwin suggested with a grin to start the training earlier than usual, since you're on vacation now. A little annoyed, you agreed. After dressing up, you, Levi and Erwin drove together to your apartment to pick up your training stuff and other clothes for changing. After that, you continue right away to head for the gym. Actually, you'd planned to enjoy the day in peace with Levi, preferably at your own home this time, but he gave you very noticeable hints that "something" was waiting for you in his home. You knew very well what he was referring to, but you played innocent and acted like a child which was promised a nice gift after some good behavior. Levi rolled his eyes at your antics but a very hidden smirk on his mouth gave his true feelings away. When Erwin's car reached the parking lot of the gym, you wrote Mikasa a message.

You: Hey Mikasa! I'm at the gym. You're here too?

Mikasa: What?! Since when do you train on Monday? What about your job?? D:

You: Don't worry. From today on, I have a three-weeks vacation and Erwin forced me to train today.So....here I am! :D

Mikasa: Ah! I see :) Good to know that you have some free time now. Makes it easier to hang out for a coffee. But unfortunately, I'm out with Eren right now. We're out of town so I won't be around for a couple of hours.

You: Awwww D: What a shame...When do you think you'll be back??????

Mikasa: I guess I'll be around in about 2 hours or so. Enough time for a quick meeting during training ;) Don't get bored without me!

You: Me? Bored? With Erwin and Levi? You're kidding :PPPP

Mikasa: I've never expected otherwise ;) See ya! <3

You: Bye <3

An inaudible sigh escapes your mouth while you text with Mikasa. True, you never spend much time together when you're here to train, but alone the fact that she's around and not far away from you, gives you the feeling of being closer to her than to anyone else, except for Levi, of course. After changing into your training clothes, Erwin and Levi were already waiting for you as Levi reaches his hand out, offering you to hold it. This comes unexpectedly. He never before made you hold his hand in public. But this invitation is so tempting, that you simply can't hesitate as you eagerly take it in yours, interlacing your fingers while a happy grin curls your lips up. And like this, the three of you walk side by side in the weight -training area.

Three hours had passed since you started and yet, no sign of Mikasa. Several gazes on your phone revealed, that she hasn't written any message about her whereabouts. You begin to worry. Maybe she's in a tunnel, or somewhere in the wilds where the reception isn't that good. Whatever it might be, this doesn't change the fact, that you feel sad about the lost day without Mikasa. Erwin tried to cheer you up several times, but even his tickling-attacks didn't help for long. And since you're done with your routine for today, it's useless to wait for her any longer. While you make your way to the showers, Erwin tries hard the whole time to make stupid jokes to turn your frown upside down, but the more he tried, the more you got annoyed. For the first time, you really wish he would shut up! But your thoughts were cut off by a familiar, female voice.

"Guuuuyyyyysss!" It's Mikasa! Finally! You feel relieved once you saw her walking in your direction and with every step from her, it feels like another load was taken from your shoulders.

"Sorry. I'm late. We got into a terrible traffic jam. I guess you're already done with your training?" She asked with slight disappointment.

"Yes. But I guess you will see us again tomorrow at the usual time." Erwin retorted as you turn your head in his direction, staring at him with unbelieving eyes.

"What?! Tomorrow again? Gimme a break you animal! Having a vacation doesn't mean I want to spend every single day at the gym! I need some time for just laying around and breathing." You blurted at him, totally shocked about the fact that he really seemed to plan to train with you every day during your vacation. But he just laughs at your outburst.

"Don't worry, sweetie. I won't do such a thing to you. I have other clients to take care of too. But good to see you're back to your normal self. This means, my plan worked!" He grins wide, revealing his teeth and raising his arms up in the air in victory. This man is unbelievable! You punch him in his ribcage as punishment for his stupid act, but snickering a little, which caused him to grin even more.

"You dumbass....." This is all you can think of right now to spit at him, but it didn't even sound like an insult.

"Anytime, any place, honey!" His stupid grin was even hearable, even if he's rubbing the spot with his hand where you hit him.

"Can't you be a little slower? You know how much I'm loathing hustle and bustle!" Levi suddenly grumbled in a very sarcastic tone. Looks like someone is impatient and wants to get out of here as soon as possible. Shaking your head at his antics, but knowing why he's acting like this, make you smile at his talk.

"You heard him, Mikasa. See you on Wednesday, as usual." You hug each other goodbye and just the moment when you want to head for the showers, another womanly voice rises from behind you....

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