Dear Jo,
I forgive you. I understand. It's something you had to say, but as we keep drifting apart I just fall harder. My therapist said it's unhealthy for me to keep falling for someone who doesn't even love me back. The only one who would understand this is you.
I've been thinking very hard about this, and as soon as I graduate I'm leaving. No, I'm not killing myself I'm disappearing.
Everyone thinks I'm the happiest person in the world, but no one knows the pain I'm going through. I wish we were as close as we used to be before I fucked up our relationship by asking you out. I'm an idiot.
Love,
Simmy