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Brenda's POV
He finally said the words that I've been longing to hear. What could I possibly answer? Yes? No? Maybe? Why?
I mean we can't be together! I don't want to risk our friendship... Me saying "Yes" might be just the reason why our friendship could be broken, but come to think of it, if I say "No", he might take it the wrong way and build some hate in his heart over me, now that totally ruins everything! What do I do?
CeeJay played with my fingers as I was thinking about all those thoughts.
"Brenda."
I looked up to him and we locked eyes. How could I possibly say 'No" to this kid? I love him and I always will... I just wish that he won't break my heart.
CeeJay's POV
"I'd love to."
This lump in my throat started to form and I didn't know what to say after hearing those words come out from her. This girl is my girlfriend now! The girl that has been there my whole life is now mine, and only mine!
Those smiles on her face just makes my day... I cupped her cheeks with my hands and kissed it. She has the most kissable cheeks!
"I love you" I whispered.
She looked at me with her worried eyes. Is she hesitating to say it back? What does that mean? That she doesn't love me back? This couldn't be right! All my buddies say that if a girl hesitates to say it back, it means that she -
"I love you too." Brenda answered.
As I was saying, it means that she probably doesn't love you back. I looked at her, but she turned away and said, "I think we should help them out." She smiled then stood up, grabbing arms; I followed.
A couple of minutes passed and we were ready to eat. I was actually starving. The scent of the lasagna and fresh bread really makes my stomach grumble. We all took our seat and shockingly, Brenda took the one next to her sister Bea instead of taking the seat right beside me. Is she really avoiding me now? She's my girlfriend for pete's sake! Is this really how relationships work?
"Umm, aren't you gonna sit next to me?" I blurted out.
Everyone looked confused for a bit. Then there was silence, no one made a move. I locked my eyes on Brenda waiting for her to get her butt on the chair next to me, but she didn't.
"I'll sit with you bro." Andrew butted in.
What the hell? No! He's not gonna sit next to me! Anger started to come over me, and I was afraid that I might not control myself...
"What?! No! What the hell is wrong with you Brenda? All I've asked for is for you to come sit with me now that I'm clearly your boyfriend! Is that too much to ask for? Fuck!" I snapped. Shit. I snapped at her...
After saying those words, I honestly felt stupid. Bea looked shocked and so did Andrew. Brenda on the other hand had no expressions on her face. Is she really putting me up to this?
I walked out grabbing my keys from the counter I headed for the door. I heard Andrew call me, but i didn't stop. I just wanted to get some fresh air and clear my mind... Everything was just bringing this weird pain in me and I hate it. I never encountered this emotion before, other than now.
Bea's POV
Okay, so everything was going fine; Andrew and I prepared dinner then Brenda and CeeJay came along to help us... We were actually ready to eat, but then CeeJay just blew up. He just snapped out of nowhere! I've never seen him that mad before. Wait, he wasn't actually mad. More like hurt.
He stormed out of his own house, slamming the door. We heard him start the engine and drive off. I turned my gaze onto Brenda seeing a tear coming down to her cheeks... What the heck is going on?
"You have to tell me everything" I whispered.
Brenda looked at me with her eyes in sorrow... I hugged her for comfort and hoped it helped a little bit. I really hate seeing her like this. No one other than Rey has made her cry. She must love CeeJay if this is affecting her this bad, I thought.
"You guys should talk, I'll be upstairs..." Andrew said.
"Thanks."
Andrew took off heading up the stairs. This is kinda weird thinking that it's not our house, but who cares? My sister is going through some things right now and it's because of CeeJay...
"Now, tell me what's going on dude."
"I just don't know what to do... " Brenda started her story.
Okay, good. She got her feelings out and everything... Now all she need is some answers... What could I possibly say to her? I mean I'm happy that CeeJay and her are finally together, but I know where she's coming from... I understand why she's so hesitant to have a relationship with him because if I was in her situation, I probably would be as torn as her right now...
"You know, I think you guys need to talk it out... Tell him all your worries and fears, tell him everything... I'm sure he'll understand dude."
She nodded as tears kept falling from her eyes. I wish they can work everything out as soon as possible...
We talked it off with Mrs. Garret and told her that we won't be eating dinner with them tonight. We said our goodbyes and headed home. Brenda still looked wrecked, but I can't blame her... She still looks beautiful to me though.
"We're home!" I shouted.
Mom was in the kitchen and she yelled back, "How's Mrs. Garret feeling?!"
Brenda ran up to her room as fast as she can, I know she wouldn't want to tell Mom about everything so, I let her.
"To be honest, I really don't know... She stayed in this one room and she doesn't really look that good... I feel bad for her." I said while I made my way into the kitchen.
Mom just finished eating and that remind me that we haven't eaten yet. Im starving! What do we have for dinner? I thought. I searched the our dining table for food, but my eyes couldn't spot anything. No food. Damn it.
"Oh really? I might need to vi-"
"Mom, do we have more food?" I cut-ted her of.
She turned her gaze on me looking off guard.
"Didn't you guys eat yet? I thought you guys were eating over the Garret's so, I didn't think you'll be looking for food when you get home... We don't have any food left honey. I only ate McDonald's that was enough for one person."
Oh my gosh, hearing the word Mcdonald's makes me even hungrier! I wonder if Brenda's hungry... She probably is.
"It's okay Mom, I'll just buy some food... Only if you let me drive?"
Mom hesitated for a bit, but I knew she would let me, McDonald's was like a block away....
"Fine, but be careful..." Mom answered.
"Of course."
I grabbed the keys from the counter and headed up stairs instead of our main door.
"Where you goin'?"
"Gonna get Brenda." I yelled while running up the stairs.
My stomach grumbled as I got my way to the top of the stairs. I'm starving!
"Knock, knock!"
I opened Brendas door seeing her sitting up on her bed. She had her notebook and pen in her hands. She's probably writing another one of her incredible stories! I can't wait to read them I thought.
"Hey, I'm going to McDonald's to buy some food. What should I get ya?"
" A burger will do it." She answered.
"Okay."
I headed down and went straight to Mom's car. I started the engine and I just couldn't wait for my mouth to taste those awesome burgers and don't even get me started with the fries! Their so good! Gosh, I'm starving!
"I'm craving for food! I shouted while I made my way out of our garage.
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