Katie's POV
After sitting there poolside with Shawn for a while, we decided that we should return to the company of the boys before they came to check on us.
It was comfortable silence as we walked down to the room from the elevator.
Neither of us had a key, but I told Shawn that I was really tired for some reason and that I needed to have a nap. He nodded and I walked down the hall unlocking Carter and I's door. I heard something and as I rounded the corner, I caught a glimpse of Carter with a girl, they were just standing in the middle of the room with their foreheads touching, mumbling whispers to each other.
I smiled and slowly left the room, not wanting to get into his business, I gently closed the door without a single noise, and headed back down the hall.
I knocked and Shawn answered.
"I thought you were napping? He questioned.
I laughed, "Carter's in there, can I nap in one of these rooms?" I asked as we walked into the suite.
"Sure," he said as he made his way to the couch, "just choose any one, they won't care," I nodded and headed towards the door closest to me, and gently opened it.
I walked over towards the bed, which was made, and payed on top of it, not wanting to mess up whoever's bed. I looked around the room which was tidily kept. The door creaked open.
I saw Nash walk in.
"You can use the blankets you know," he chuckled lightly as he grabbed his laptop off the small dresser.
"I just didn't want to mess up your bed," I said.
"You look really cold," he said before placing his laptop down and walking over to me, I was lightly shivering.
"Are you okay?" He asked as he touched my goose bump covered arm.
"Yeah, I'm fine," I smiled. I didn't know why I was shivering, or why I was so tired, or why I was dizzy.
"Here take these," he walked over to a suitcase and pulled out a pair of sweatpants and a sweatshirt that was definitely too big for me, "it's warmer than what you have on."
"Are you sure?" I asked as I stood and took the clothes from his hands.
"Yeah, and have a good sleep," he said as he took his laptop and headed out of the room.
I grabbed his arm before he left and he looked at me, "Don't tell them that I'm not feeling great," he smiled and nodded, "thanks Nash," I said and he gently closed the door as he left. I slowly undressed and slipped his clothes on.
They smelt exactly like him, it was weird, but at least they smelt nice.
I crawled into the bed and pulled the duvet up to my neck and fell asleep.
It happened much quicker than it normally takes me to fall asleep.
I woke to darkness, with a bright moon creating the only light. I heard the door creak open.
It was Nash.
"Hey, are you doing alright?" He asked as he placed his laptop on the charger and grabbed some sweatpants out of his suitcase.
"Yeah, I can leave if your going to sleep," I said as I stood much too quickly, and felt extremely dizzy.
I placed a hand on my head.
"No, no, you can sleep in here, I will sleep on the other side, it's okay," he said as he quickly came over and sat me on the bed, noticing that something was wrong.
I nodded, and he said he was just going to change.
He came back a minute later and placed his clothes in a bag, and crouched in front of me.
"What's going on?" He asked as he stared up at me.
"I don't know," I said truthfully. I started shivering again.
"What are you feeling?" He asked.
"I feel cold, really cold, and really, really dizzy," I said placing my head in my hands.
"Did anything happen today that would've caused something?" He asked.
"No, not really," I said.
I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my hip. I lurched to one side.
"What happened?" Nash asked as he stood and laud me down gently, and pulling the covers over me.
"I don't know," I said. I was getting worried.
"Do you want to go to the hospital?" He asked.
"No," I said, I was really hungry though. I hadn't eaten much since I yesterday when Shawn and I went on the walk. I've been trying not to each too much. At dinner, I barely ate anything, just a few bites of my hamburger before Crawford and Chris left.
"I'm going to get something to eat," I said and stood, being sure not to do it too fast this time.
"I'm hungry too," Nash said throwing a white tee shirt on before shoving his wallet in the back pocket of his baggy sweatpants.
I realized that I was still wearing his clothes, but they were warm, and I was cold, and I didn't want to change. We slid on our shoes, and exited the room, making our way to the elevator.
"Have you not been eating?" He asked me seriously as the elevator went down.
"I've been trying to lose some weight," I confessed.
"So you haven't been eating?" He asked.
I shook my head 'no'.
"Katie you have to eat," he said as the doors opened to an empty lobby, the hotel restaurant was closed.
"Let's go down the street, I just want a tea," I said.
"No, you're going to eat food," Nash said as he took my hand and walked in the opposite direction I motioned to.
He walked slow, knowing that I was dizzy.
He kept holding my hand, which felt nice actually, he was really warm.
He lead me to a twenty-four hour empty diner and we sat at a small booth, I looked at the clock, and saw that it was ten o'clock at night.
The waitress came up to us with a tired smile, and asked what we wanted. Nash quickly ordered something that sounded huge, then said that I would have the same. I looked at him.
"And a tea please," he added. The waitress smiled and walked away.
"I'm not going to eat all that," I said.
"Yes you will," he argued.
"I shouldn't eat all that," I switched around my own words.
"Why?" He asked.
"I'll gain so much weight," I said.
"You are thin Katie," he said, "if that's what you're looking for."
"I'm not though," I said to him.
"You look beautiful just the way you are, and see so many girls each day, and none of them even compare to you."
"I've see the girls that come to the shows, and come to meet you. They're all so thin, and frail. They have noticeable hipbones, and flat stomachs, and look so pretty," I said sadly.
"But they look unhealthy," he said, "you can't starve yourself, Katie, look at what happens, you end up like a living ice cube, and dizzy, and can barely walk without falling over," he said.
"I guess you're right," I said.
The waitress came with two plates, each with two hamburgers and opinion rings, with Caesar salad.
I laughed at the amount of food.
The waitress left and came back minutes later with my tea, and Nash's coffee.
I finished semi-quickly, but not faster than Nash. I laughed when I finished, I was still a little bit hungry after that.
"I kind of want more onion rings," I chuckled.
Nash laughed, "See food is good," I laughed at his comment. He made me promise that I would eat, and that I had to eat beside him at every meal.
He ordered a takeout box of opinion rings before we left, and we walked back towards the hotel, I wasn't dizzy anymore.
"Remind me to pay you back for this," I said as we approached the hotel.
"My treat," he said, I gave him a playful glare, and we got into the elevator, "Are you staying with me, or going back to your room?"
"I don't really want to go back there," I chuckled, "just in case Carter's busy."
Nash looked at me and laughed, "What would he be busy with?"
"When I originally went to sleep in our room, I walked in on him with some girl," I said as we exited the elevator.
"Well, he doesn't, didn't, have a girlfriend that I knew about," he said as he unlocked the door, and we quietly snuck back to Nash's bedroom.
"I'm not tired anymore," I said as I crawled into the place where I had laid before we left.
"Want to watch a movie?" He asked as he emptied his pockets, and grabbed his laptop.
"Sure," I said as he got underneath the covers, and placed the laptop between us, he went to Netflix, and played a random movie, I eventually fell asleep between my shivers.
I may not have been dizzy anymore, but I was still cold as an ice cube.