'Okay Lisa, breath, you can do this, you have to control yourself.'
After dinner, everything seemed to go back to normal, it was like the incident in my bedroom never happened. I truly missed my mothers cooking, and it seemed like jennie enjoyed it too, seeing how she devoured almost everything. After we were done eating, Jennie decided to take a shower, leaving me alone in my room. I flopped myself on my bed and as the silence took over, so did my racing thoughts. The memory of the incident instantly resurfaced in my mind. The image of the cat eyed beauty, staring at me with so much intensity causes my cheeks to heat up and my heart to beat wildly.
'What is happening?'
I turn my head to the other side of my bed and began to imagine Jennie laying there beside me, smiling fondly towards me. With wide eyes, I quickly grab my pillow and place it on my face. I begin to scream in frustration into it, trying to muffle the sound. I remove the pillow and began to breathe heavily. This shouldn't be an issue, we use to sleep beside each other all the time, why is this any different?
'You already know why Lis,' I annoyingly say to myself causing me to groan in annoyance. I sit up and slap both of my cheeks repeatedly in between my words,
"Pull. yourself. together. woman." I quickly get off of my bed and march my way towards my mirror. I narrow my eyes at myself and sharply point at my reflection,
"Control yourself. You are Lalisa Manoban and Manobans have self control!" I mutter to myself. Realizing my stupidity, I begin to chuckle and walk towards my bed,
'Great, now you've gone crazy,'
'And it's all because of the cat eyed beauty.'
Wanting to distract myself from my racing thoughts I begin to grab my computer and skype with Jisoo and Chae. I flop down on my stomach on my bed and place the computer infront of me. I open it and click on the skype app, hoping and praying that they were online. I smile wide seeing that Jisoo was online and begin to quickly call her. After a few rings, her face pops up on my screen.
"Unnieeee!" I drag out, using my aeygo. She hisses and covers her ears at my high pitched voice,
"Yah!" I laugh as she narrows her eyes at me. I shrug and smile innocently, causing her to roll her eyes,
"Idiot." She mutters. I roll my head back and laugh,
"Yeah but you miss me," I reply. She waves her hand, dismissing me,
"Yeah, yeah." She sarcastically replies. I smile wide and ask,
"How are you girls?" She smiles back,
"We're good! Cheayoung hasn't killed me yet so that's a success." I shake my head and chuckle,
"It's your fault," She narrows her eyes at me and points at me,
"Don't start," she threatens. I chuckle and nod, lifting my hands up in surrender, before I can say anything I hear Chae enter the room,
"Is that Lisa and Jennie?" I smile and wave as Chae pops her head into the camera. She smiles back and waves,
"Hey Lisa! Where's Jennie Unnie?" She asks. I nonchalantly reply,
"She's in the shower," I roll my eyes and groan in annoyance, seeing their smirking faces,
"Wow, already? Damn Lisa you just arrived and you already pounced? Aish." Jisoo teases. Chae then adds,
"And under the same roof as your mother? I am utterly shocked and quite disappointed in you Lisa-yah," Chae says, and begins to shake her head. I glare at them,
"Yah! You guys are a bunch of idiots!" They begin to chuckle,
"Welp, you're not denying it," Jisoo says, knowingly. They begin to laugh even louder at my blushing features,
"Nothing happened!" They raise their eyebrows at me, not believing my words. Chae then asks,
"Really? Nothing happened?" I avert my eyes down and begin to blush even more, causing them to snicker,
"Well," I drag out, debating if I should tell them about our moment. Their smirks widen even more,
"Well?" I look back up at the screen seeing their faces super close to the camera. I sigh in defeat as their burning gazes looked into my soul,
"Something did happen.." They squeal excitedly making me lower the volume in my computer so no one can hear them. Chae then excitedly says,
"Tell us EVERYTHING!"
Before I can say anything, the sound of my door opening instantly makes me close my mouth tight. I look up and drop my jaw slightly, seeing Jennie enter the room. I slowly scan her body, she was wearing pink pajama shorts showing off her toned legs with and oversized white shirt.
'How can someone look so cute and sexy at the same time?'
Before she notices my stares, the sound of Jisoo and Chae obnoxiously clearing throat quickly grabs my attention. I shake my head turn my gaze to the smirking duo, causing me to blush,
"Jennie is that you?" Jisoo smugly asks, earning a glare from me. Jennie stops drying her hair and looks towards the computer with furrowed eyebrows,
"Is that Jisoo?" She asks. Not trusting my voice I nod avoiding her eyes. I hear her walk towards the bed and instantly gulp as she flops down next to me, not noticing our close proximity. Her fresh scent instantly causes me to internally groan, her scent was like a drug, it was addicting. I lift my gaze towards her and begin to smile slightly, seeing her gummy smile. She waves at Jisoo and Chae, not noticing their evil smirks.
'Witches, witches I tell yah,'
"Hi Unnie! Hi Chae!" She excitedly says, causing my heart to melt at her cuteness. Jisoo and Chaeyoung quickly wave back, smiling widely,
"Hi Jennie!" Jennie smiles and asks,
"How are you guys?" Chae happily replies but quickly gets cut off by Jisoo, causing us to furrow our eyebrows in confusion,
"We're goo-" Jisoo quickly whispers something in Chaeyoungs ear that causes her smirk. They turn back to the screen,
"So it's getting late and were pretty tired," Jisoo says, faking a yawn while stretching her limbs. Chae furiously nods,
"Yup! very tired,"
"So we're going to bed," Realizing their evil scheme my eyes immediately widen,
"W..wai-" They cut me off,
"Bye!" They say at the same time.
They hung up.
"That was odd," Jennie slowly says, not being able to comprehend their actions. I chuckle and nod, agreeing with her statement,
"Very odd," We silently chuckle. We both begin to turn our heads towards one another as Jennie begins to say,
"We should probabl-" We both freeze at the closeness of our faces. I gulp nervously as I begin to feel her ragged breath on my lips. I see her eyes begin to scan my features slowly and begin to hold my breath as she stares at my now parted lips.
"Should probably what?" I whisper, unintentionally making my breath linger on her lips. Her breath hitches as my eyes begin to flicker towards her soft, pink lips.
'Control yourself'
I clench my hands tightly, trying to regulate my racing heart. I needed to control myself, but it was difficult seeing the look of desire flicker in Jennie's eyes. I groan quietly seeing Jennie slowly lick her lips, her eyes instantly shoots up towards my eyes at the sound, she gulps nervously,
'Control yourself'
"We should..uh.." She whispers. We unconsiously begin to lean in slightly. I see her shiver as I begin to bite my bottom lip slightly, gazing into her lips with hunger. I gaze back into Jennie's eyes, and begin to feel my breath become heavier as she continues to stare into my lips. It was as if she was in her own little world, it was just her and my lips. wanting to get my control back and remove ourselves from the trance I begin to call out her name, I whisper,
"Jen-" She growls as she feels my breath hit her lips once again,
"Fuck it," She mutters. Before I can react she instantly grabs my face and crashes her lips onto mine with so much desire. The moment I felt the softness of her lips on mine I immediately responded, forgetting any self control that was inside me. Being around Jennie makes me lose all my self control, and I couldn't care less. I feel her sigh in content as I begin to move my lips against hers. With each movement of our lips I felt a spark ignite inside me. My heart was pounding wildly against my chest that I for sure knew it could be heard by Jennie. I pull her impossibly closer against me by her slim waist, refusing to remove my lips from hers. I feel her smile against my lips casuing a smile to also break out of my face as well. Her lips fit perfectly against mine and the feeling was overwhelming, everything felt right. Running out of oxygen, we reluctantly pull away breathlessly. I open my eyes to see Jennies flushed cheeks and her eyes shut tight, trying to control her breathing. She slowly flutters her eyes open, and realizing what she did she quickly gasps,
"I..I'm so s..sorry I di-" I quickly cut her off by placing my lips against hers. She sighs in relief and places her hands on my face again. I feel her gasp against my lips as I quickly roll us over with me on top, I was now in control. The moment my lips met hers again we both begin to moan simultaneously. It was as if we have waited too long to feel each other lips, and we never wanted to wait again. This kiss was different from our first kiss we shared. Yes, the first kiss was absolutely beautiful, but this kiss? This kiss was extremely breathtaking. This kiss was softer and more passionate, it was as if we have been doing this for years. Then the memory of Jisoo's words came into my mind.
'Don't hold back,'
And I didn't.
I slowly pull away and slightly chuckle as Jennie whimpers at the loss contact. She flutters her eyes open and meets my intense gaze, and without missing a beat, I whisper,
"I love you." She gasps, stunned at my words. Before regret begins to seep into my body, Jennie softly replies, with teary eyes,
"I..I love you too." I smile wide and begin to wipe a tear that fell from her beautiful eyes. She places her hand above mine that was on her cheek and leans into my touch. I feel my breath hitch as she begins to place soft kissed on my palm. She meets my eyes again, but this time with hunger. I smirk and begin to lean in, sighing in content as I softly place my lips on hers. She snakes her arms around my neck and begins to pull me impossibly closer.
'Fuck control.'
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The night was truly beautiful, it was filled with hours of intense pleasure and an overwhelming feeling of love. The feeling of her gentle touches that lingered on my skin caused me to burn with desire, desire that I have never felt before. The way her lips moved perfectly against mine was like a drug, an addiciton that I had no plans of recovering from. We lay on my bed, naked under the sheets, holding each other in our arms, refusing to let go. The comfortable silence was giving me a sense of comfort and warmth, it was amazing. As I was caressing Jennie's naked back, my thoughts begin to linger back to everything that has been happening in my life. I still had multiple quesitons for Jennie, but I didn't know how to approach them. Noticing my puzzled features, Jennie begins to poke my cheek, trying to grab my attention. I look down towards her and smile, seeing her chin resting on my chest, gazing at me with furrowed eyebrows,
"A penny for your thoughts?" I chuckle and sigh,
"It's nothing," She glares at me, I shake my head and laugh,
"I'm just curious is all,"
"Curious of what?" She asks. I close my eyes and sigh,
"You said you love me right?" I ask. I open my eyes to see Jennie growing more confused. She slowly nods,
"Of course I do, why?" I quickly avert my eyes away from her, remembering the memory of her hatred towards me,
"I heard your conversation with Jisoo," I nervously say,
"What conversation?" She asks, she was genuinely confused. I continue,
"The conversation of our fan shipping," I feel her body tense,
"Oh, that conversation." she softly says. We stay silent for a moment until she grabs my face softly, making me meet her soft gaze. She smiles softly,
"I'm guessing you didn't hear the WHOLE conversation?" I furrow my eyebrows in confusion,
"What?" She sighs and smiles,
"There was a lot that was said in that conversation Lili."
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Note: Next chapter will be through Jennie's POV