I'm so sorry for this. Also, this is my Friday and Saturday update, that's why it's long. Okay then?
~Eko.
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I take my phone, calling the first person I can think of.
"What did I say about 3 am?" He asks.
I start crying.
"Wendy! What is it?" He asks.
"I just-fuck-i'm sorry for calling," I say.
"No no. What is it?" Kyle asks.
"Look, my period is 2 months la-," I start.
"Oh shit," Kyle lets out.
"And I don't know what to do here," I say.
I continue crying.
"Oh I'm going to kill Stan!" Kyle says.
"I just-I shouldn't have called you but Kenny doesn't have a phone and I just couldn't tell Stan in case he was mad at me or something like that," I say.
"Video, now," Kyle says.
"I don't know," I say.
"No, now," Kyle says.
"Why though?" I ask.
"Your voice is dying, you should never talk while being so emotional as you are right now, you just choke and make no sense," Kyle says.
"I'm kinda half naked," I say.
"And you think I, a gay dude, care how?" Kyle asks.
I turn it on video.
"Okay then," Kyle says.
He breathes in as deep as he can.
"Stan wouldn't hate you for something out of your control. You need to know what to do with it though. We are not exactly far away from having angel makers again, just so you don't fall for that," Kyle says.
"I just hope I miscarry," I say.
"And if you don't? Wendy. When is the line of abortions?" Kyle asks.
"As long as it has existed less time than there is to the birth," I say.
"Get google and google what your baby will look in a month. I'm not saying no to apportions, I'm just strongly in the believe it's murder if it doesn't happen soon," Kyle says.
He smiles at me.
"I don't mean that at all as a brainwashing thing, never, you can make your choices... it's a simple statement. As far as I know, you might need to act fairly quickly. I don't think they do apportions in a few months unless it's an emergency," Kyle simply states.
"They don't?" I ask.
"I think four and a half months might be max but i don't remember. Or 14 months or whateverthefuck it is to you," Kyle says.
I nod.
"So you have to decide and decide quickly," Kyle says.
I nod.
"As far as your question about Stan?" Kyle says.
I look at him.
"Tell him, he might be smarter than you give him credit for. If anything, he is very empathetic, he'll realise it's his as much as it is yours," Kyle says.
I nod.
"Thanks Ky," I say.
"Better name it after me then!" Kyle says.
I laugh.
"Or at least make me the godfather, Kenny and I can fill that role. I'll be Remus and he'll be Sirius," Kyle says.
"Don't people ship them together?" I ask.
"Yeah? People ship me with Kenny as well," Kyle says.
I laugh.
"But really.... Stan'll understand. He is the one to understand these things, trust me," Kyle says.
I nod.
"It's 3 am now," I point out.
"I guess it is. But Wendy," Kyle says.
I look at him.
"You're really admirable," he says.
"How come?" I ask.
"You can do this. In your spot, I would have killed myself," Kyle says, very casually.
"I ain't gonna make dad a widow and a childless man," I say.
Kyle nods.
"That's exactly what I admire," Kyle says.
He smiles at me. There is a certain sadness to it.
"When I was like 11, I would have given anything to be in your spot," Kyle says.
"What? Why?" I ask.
"Well not everything. More.... you know," Kyle says.
"Did you like Stan?" I ask.
Kyle sighs.
"Yes, i did," he says.
"You don't anymore. Do you?" I ask.
"Of course not, Stan is basically my brother... it's just..... he's a kind person. Trust me, I'd die for him," Kyle says.
"I wish I could be that close to someone," I say.
"You and Stan might just be," Kyle says.
"Wouldn't that.... make you feel left out?" I ask.
"I'm not an outcast. I can share my soul sibling with a girl.... obviously. It would have been so shitty if he shared me with Token and I couldn't share," Kyle says.
"Stan is absolutely amazing," I say.
"Tell me about it. He's taken for granted, no matter what happens around him," Kyle says.
I smile.
"He loves kids," Kyle says, kindly.
I sigh.
"And he loves you," Kyle says.
~Time skip.~
"Um.... Stan," I say.
He smiles at me.
"Finally! It's summer! Isn't it fun?" He asks.
Finally we end this grade. Ninth grade is coming soon.... if we get rid of the ban bitches, we might get a fairly normal half a year.
"Stan," I say.
He looks at me.
"Look, I know you'll hate me," I say.
"You'll have to do a lot to do that, Wendy," he says.
I smile and take a deep breath.
"I'm pregnant," I say.
He jumps back. Oh no I've done it now.
"Are you kidding me?" He asks.
I shake my head. He sighs just slightly.
"Wendy....," he starts.
"Stan," I answer.
"What are you going to do?" He asks.
"Me?! It's yours too you know?!!? Are you saying that-?!" I ask.
"I'm not," he says.
He takes my shoulders.
"But you are the one with a human being inside you. I fucked up with the condom or something, that's my fault. So it's your choice... what we do," Stan says.
"I....," I start.
"I prefer certain outcomes to others but you matter to me enough for me to know that your option matters to me a lot more than mine," Stan says.
"I....," i start.
"You don't have to say anything," Stan says.
He smiles up at me.
"You're a fucking amazing midget, I'll give you that," I say.
He laughs.
"Thanks Wendy, I like being an amazing midget," Stan says.
Kyle comes up to us.
"You need to decide what to do, no matter this lovey dovey shit," Kyle says.
Stan laughs.
"I don't know if I can get an abortion here and by the time they're out of town, it'll be born," I say.
Kyle laughs.
"Out of town I guess," Stan says.
I nod.
"Are you gonna come with me?" I ask.
Stan nods.
"I swear I'm going to be a more serious big brother, I need to teach you about condoms and how they work. Especially how you use them," Kyle says.
Stan rolls his eyes.
"Could have been the condom fucking me in the ass actually," Stan says.
"Oi! Ass fucking is good too!" Kyle says.
"Fuck it, it's fine, I mean not exactly the most pleasurable thing but I mean.... I don't give a fuck," Stan says.
"Why do you know?" I ask.
"Look, I've had a sex life before we got back together," Stan says.
Kyle laughs.
"I'm sorry Stan," he says.
"Go for it," Stan says.
Kyle starts leaning on Stan from laughter, I've never seen him laugh like that, I must have hit an inside joke. I don't mind that actually, it's fine in my opinion.
"SHIT!" Kyle lets out.
He falls on the ground.
"That's what you get for using me as a leaning object," Stan says.
"I said I was sorry!" Kyle says.
"Doesn't ma-you weren't actually hurt. Were you?" He asks.
"A little bit," Kyle says.
When Stan gives him his hand, Kyle drags Stan down with him.
"Nah, goofball, I'm not getting hurt that easy," Kyle says.
They're both such little boys.
"I hate you," Stan mutters.
"No you don't!" Kyle says.
They have a small fight. They are definitely having their childhood later since they never really did.
"Fuck off!" Stan screeches.
"Noooooo, c'mon, Goofball!" Kyle says.
I swear to god, I'm starting to see why people ship these two. It's interesting.... and weird.... or mainly just weird. But eh, it's fine I guess, each their own.
"Look around!" Kyle says.
This brings me back.
"Kyle.... you are freakishly cheery," Stan says.
"More than that, obviously.... but I had an awesome thing happen this morning and it's nice," Kyle says.
I nod along to their conversation.
"What happened? Did you and Token 'play around'?" Stan asks.
"I mean.... that isn't exactly information you need," Kyle says.
"But I wanna know why you're so cheery!" Stan says.
"Look.... I got through to my work experience. They send me a nice letter about welcoming me to work," Kyle says.
"I'm not convinced that's the only reason," Stan says.
"I might have as well but that doesn't actually matter," Kyle says.
He winks at us.
"Hey everyone!" Kenny says.
"How long have you done that, stood there?" Stan asks.
"Aw. My dearest friends, I've been here since before you came here," Kenny says.
He's smiling as well, admitted a lot less than Kyle.
"Hey man," Kyle says.
"It's nice that you got accepted," Kenny says.
"Did you?" Kyle asks.
"No," Kenny says, straight up. Smiling just slightly.
"How are you smiling?" I ask.
"I was expecting it anyway. I'm going for a counseling thing. I don't think I am going to be that, it's just a thing. I wanna be an author," Kenny says.
"Aw. You write?" Stan asks.
"Oh do I write?" Kenny asks.
He lets out a chuckle.
"It's my second nature really," he says.
Stan rolls his eyes.
"I mean I'm happy for you but I haven't heard of this hobby before," Stan says.
"Do you expect me to introduce you to everything I do in my life?" Kenny asks.
"I mean I write as well so it would've been kinda nice," Stan says.
"So do I," I say.
Kyle nods.
"Less write, more draw my characters and design them, but I do write.... sometimes," Kyle says.
"I'm personally of the idea that it has to come naturally. Don't plan the in between, just the ending and start and a few scenes. When you write it will go somewhere," Kenny says smiling.
"You don't actually plan?" Stan asks.
"I do, a lot, but only the idea. My writing is just what I feel is the way to go in the moment," Kenny says.
"That's kinda.... weird," I say.
"Hey it's the way the author does it," Kenny says.
"And it is shit," Stan says.
"Yeah but.... mine are so much better," Kenny says.
"I can believe, that isn't actually hard," Stan says.
"Excuse me?" I ask.
"They talk like this was a story a lot. Don't mind them, I've known the personally for long enough to know they break the fourth wall a lot," Kyle says.
"But what will the readers think?" I ask.
"Exactly why we are written to say that and just suddenly change the subject," Kyle says.
I nod.
"The near by town has an apportion clinic," Kenny says.
Stan nods, looking at me.
"We'll go I guess," I say.
Stan nods.
"Okay. We'll handle it here for a while," Kyle says.
"Your house then?" Stan asks.
Kenny shakes his head.
"His mom is there. Let's hope for Token, he's our next best bet. His family is really nice," Kenny says.
"I'm fine with that. I'm sure my family is fine as well," Token says.
"Hi Token," Kyle says.
"Hey Kyle," Token answers.
They kiss. Which is both adorable and absolutely annoying because I don't like public shows of affection. No matter if it's gay or straight or whatever, i hate it completely.
"You're adorable!" Stan says.
Kenny nods, smiling at Stan.
"I ship it too, Stan," Kenny says.
Stan laughs just slightly.
"Oh goddamnit. Shipping it?" I ask.
"Come on, it's actually pretty cute," Stan says.
Kyle rolls his eyes.
"Hear it? We're cute," Kyle says.
Token laughs.
"I knew that already," he says.