We never got to say anything much since you went away
Metaphorically of course you left me alone
Crawling your way back to that boy by the bay
The light in your eyes is no longer shown.
So we sit and wait in this limbo like state,
wondering when the other is gonna give.
Give into that part that makes you want to taste.
Or just stab me in the heart with your shiv.
So there's no need to stay with you
You've made your intentions very clear
How can I love someone so blue
Oh yea, cause I only love you after 10 beers.
Sabotage my life trying to control me
Shame now I wonder why I used to like thee.
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This life of mine that I live is a lie
You and I see right through it so bye.
Moving up in the world is such a bore
So I might as well live it up like a whore
Whore myself out to the highest bidder
Go and get fucked by the babysitter
Icky vicky you're my torture
Go ahead and eat me like a vulture
Pick my mangled dead carcass up
Eat it and put my blood in a cup
Pour it on yourself so you can see
All the pain and anguish you've done to me.
So before you can stab me and twist that knife further in
Why dont I backstab you and throw you in the bin
Cause I'm through with you and what you do
This action of mine which is long over due
I've ended this long and tortuous fight
By going ahead and just taking flight.
Flying away from this toxicity,
Into the arms of some one else.