Feelings of worthlessness come all around
The feelings I have inside of my mind
Nothing makes sense but it comes down
I know that its nothing stopping me now
Alone in my head
Alone in my head
Tired of sex and you in my bed
Tired of fucking and tired of dread
Just make this one stop life of me end
I just want it to end sometimes
Sometimes I get these real dark thoughts when I'm alone
Idk if it's normal to feel the way I do
Sometimes I think I'm alone
I am
Everyone's gone
I've Alienated everyone I ever cared about
Cause I don't fucking deserve anything
I'm kinda a fucking shit person who manipulates the mood to fit my ideas
What the fuck is wrong with me I have no fucking clue
Just let me swallow in my self pity and shit
Cause I cant be anything, it's not living it's not living its darkness
All around me
When I'm walking
When I'm driving
When I'm working
When I'm talking
When I sit all alone
When I'm with my family
When I'm with my friends
I feel the need that I don't belong there
Why is everyone so happy but I'm just not
Everyone is laughing yet I'm still not
Everyone's talking but I'm all alone
Talking to this girl you dont even know
Silent gaze and she says nothing you dont speak cause shes out of your league
League
Lack of self confidence
I hate that, look in the mirror and pick apart the parts of you thats fucking awful and shit everything is shit everything reminds me that I'm not enough
That I havent dont half the things I wanted I'm stuck feeling so...so...so
Alone
So fucking alone
I don't speak cause I always embarrass myself
Better to just stay by myself and my band of misfits
I wanna be drunk in the morning to forget all the things I've typed
Be drunk to forget everything
Why can't I be happy for once...
It's hard pretending
Let me be happy
Why...am...i...like...this
Why?
God I fucking hate myself sometimes.
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Love Letters They'll Never Hear
PoetryEnjoy a collection of poems that were made about a bunch of girls that were in my life that aren't anymore. In this collection we have a bunch of darkly emotional moments that fits the whole aesthetic of being sad.
