Hello once more my dark "friend"
Once more you come around the bend.
To fill my head with nightmares and thoughts that never end.
The sounds drown out and all I hear is you,
Looking to start me thinking anew.
Construe thoughts that make me feel lesser.
Making me bang my head against the dresser.
All for the chance to have you leave me be.
For I'm actually feeling happy can't you see?
Why creep up when I have a good day?
God I just want to last til May!
A ray of sunshine guides the way.
My fragile mind state could slowly decay.
I'd watch it gladly and sadly cry in my room,
Knowing that I'm always contemplating doom.
Trying to live day to day,
It gets harder and harder when the voices in the dark call,
Beckon, and tells me to fall...
Fall down until the world ends up looking tall.
Standing alone trying to get to you in the mall
To tell you that you're my Wonderwall after all.
Having a ball with these voices in the dark!!
They stop me when I'm talking and exclaim hark!!
Claim me with some dark mark, marked down...
Leave this fucking town with you cause I can't stand it anymore!
Everything is a fucking bore without you!
Baby, Nikki, Mary, and Allie all mix inside of me so I can drown the voices out.
I'm laying down trying to fight you...
The voices, why are they here?
Who are they? Why me? Why do they tear me down in the strangest moments?
This...lament....
Is rampant, but it distracts me and drowns them out.
Thoughts, images, lies, distortions,
All aspects that make up the proportion.
Be with me!!!
Drown them out!!!
MAKE THEM STOP!!!!!!!!!!
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"Sometimes to stay alive you have to kill your mind"
-Migraine, Twenty One Pilots
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Love Letters They'll Never Hear
PoetryEnjoy a collection of poems that were made about a bunch of girls that were in my life that aren't anymore. In this collection we have a bunch of darkly emotional moments that fits the whole aesthetic of being sad.
