Updates, Stuff, and Random

Da XXRatSmolBeanX2X

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Part 2 - Started Here is Part 2 Of my book of Randomness aka Updates, Stuff, and Random Altro

Part; 2
Q N A
We'll Carry On
Been thinking
I Decided
Tag
New Story/Fanfic
Ships
Sorry
Episode
SuperNatural
I need ideas
aesthetic
I Love SHAPE N My Math Class
SneakPeek On A Fanfic
Challenge + Fanfic = Spam
Somebody Needs Him To Fall In Love
Song + Edit = Spam
Before I Go To Bed
Hi, Confession About Something
Confession
My Guy Idols
Coming Out
Book
-sigh-
Sandy + Wifi
Party
Break
tiala
Brother
Feeling
Choices
Song - Imagine
ARMY Quiz
Fanfic, kinda
Teaaaaaaa
Lionel #1?
Picture + Quotes = Spam
Hi
Rain
Rain Part 2
Tea.drama.more
Instagram Story + 30 Day Idol
Day 1 - Idol In Sunglasses
Been wondering
Was Noticed
Day 2 - Idol's Selfie
Person who had 1 job
Bye
Been Noticed Part 2
-sigh,-
-sighing sadly-
Clap? You think its a joke ... wrong
...., been noticed part 3
Brother .:
Noticed Part 4 + Hai = Spam
Noticed Part 5
Tired
Tuesday and Thursday
Pandora
Tag
Otp
Opening Up (Part 1)
Opening Up (Part 2)
Couple? No
Some pictures
Is this it?
Noticed Part 6
Im so done with her
Bye ex
single -_-
I knew it
Music
Ship names
Cover
Ugh + life = Spam
Demons
Today is the day
Nana Rose and Lionel Davenport
U can ask me 4 or more or less
Funniest Gift Ever
Looks
Lit
Star
Coming Out II
New HairCut
Bloom Tour
Sweatshirt + Anchor = Spam
Profile pic
Child Howell-Lester or Lester-Howell
Profile Pic N Random Pics
Trees
,.,
"-.-"
Hi,"
Food ...
New bio,Stressed,Tired
"Idol,Artist"
book
Jealous
*
My Coming Out Story, (Part 1)
Im back and socks
Questions i get all the time
Time + Bored = Spam
Stark
Timing/Clock
Child Kordula
-*
Waveeeeeee im sorry for the title
-~
Ninja
1k
14 Days Challenge
Day 1 - Current Self
Pax Lowe Smile Bright
Day 2 - Flag
Day 3 - My Plan i guess
Day 4 - Lgbt+ Celebrity
Day 6 - First person met in the lgbt+
Day 7 - Happiest Day Of My Life
Love + Pictures = Spam
Couple
Day 8 - Best Friend
Hi '-'
Day 9 - Family Member
My best friend
Day 10 - Song
Today - Tuesday
Quiz
Day 11 - identity
Am i making a book 3?
Day 12 - lgbt+ couple
landon thinks jeffery is + hahn = SPAM
Powerful
Day 5 - Partner
Day 13 - Old Pictures, changed
Tired
Its out
Day 14 - Feeling of the community
question + enjoy = spam
/*/
Noticed part 7
October 10th
Admins + Instagram = No SPAM
Heya
Favorite edit
Heart
9-10 PM
Idols + Random = Spam
Best friend since grade 4
-...~-
Otp of dris
Hey
When life gets you to live
Picture, for the brightness
Attention? Im sorry i wish i wasnt the issue
Best_Crush
Cold + freezing = spam
Keeping the silence, is hard sometimes
Smile is hard + life is hard = spam
Lines lines, makers, seems a show
Starlight are shining in the sky
Flashing cameras in the sky
Moonlight in the galaxy
Light of excitement
Love + crushes = spam
The true meaning is to just give up
Flashes. Breaks. Shatters
Just drowning into tears bc who cares about me
Ocean water is sinking beyond the tears so let me go
Close ur eyes and picture an ocean
Just be brave, if you cant be brave then try
Travel through the darkness of ocean
Deep in the water is where i belong
Drowning, but who cares, i am a nobody
Keep on swimming, i am sorry
Taggggggggggggggg
Dont we all hate me
A whistle then silent coming from no-where
I miss Steammy, Falliam, Kallon, and Hanklexis
Just let the moon leave me
Thats pretty gay oof
You are so bury up in there you dont know urself - jude

Cry + sigh = spam

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Da XXRatSmolBeanX2X

In case you didn't read my new part on my bio book, please do so. And, comment!












I'm really upset









I am just upset but oh who cares?








No one does anymore









Yesterday before I went to my best friend/crush Halloween party, I did something which it's not cutting or anything like that, it's just something I don't want to share out loud





















I was at my best friend/crush Halloween party yesterday and I was fine the whole time until the last few mins until I had to leave and I found out that she had a boyfriend.so I left her room crying, But, I didn't tell her about how I feel and I'm scared to tell her on Monday when we see each other in our first class together
















What one thing made me happy yesterday was that we held hands and hugged. So, she was really upset and no one cared besides me. And, so we went into the bathroom. And, she hugged me then I hugged her. She actually cried really bad, and I cried also but didn't show it. And, then she and I held hands, like well sort of, she did smile softly when she held my hand sort of. I really love her as a friend,sister, and girlfriend. But, she did say she doesn't know who she likes yet














I'm so terrible at love, to be honest since in every relationship I been in, people really didn't like me. But, hey I'm okay














1. Yes
2. Idk, she use to like me back, but now she doesn't know who she likes
3. many
4. Many
5. crush/best friend
6. crush/best friend
7. Fake love, racism, liars, and bullying
8. Best friends, idols, and books
9. August 29th (like Liam Payne 😊 and Michael Jackson 😔)
10. History by One Direction
11. Black and Red
12. 62%
13. Mum's dad aka my grandfather, one direction, and my Chemical romance
14. Crush/best friend, my best friends who do see the real me, 2nd oldest brother, and 2nd oldest brother girlfriend who is my best friend
15. The group chat I am but other than that, no one

Anyone could do this tag













She's so beautiful, amazing, and wonderful. She makes me really smile and laugh









*falls off bed when hearing Harry Styles sings his verse of Perfect*







Actually happened to me 😂 (awwww Harry's face is such a mood)









Quotes that relate to me



Torn into pieces
Insecure with everything
Really hurting, crying, and faking a smile
Extremely tried and upset
Drowning with tears






I'm fine
Forgetful
Insecure
Not worth it to be here
Extremely boring, terrible, annoying, and worthless

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