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Hi, Confession About Something

Listen you guys/theys,
I'm always open on my pms or anything else so if you are in a serious condition like hurting yourself. Please reach out to me! It takes a lot of guts I get it. I go through a lot of things that not much people know about. For starters, low self esteem and giving up on myself. I suffer from a lot in my life. But, I'm always here to help others. My life isn't perfect because what I go through everyday but that doesn't mean I'm giving up on everyone and myself. I'm progressing each time to know that I'm important and amazing. It's hard for me as I said in the beginning I have low self esteem so it's hard. But, that doesn't let me give up on myself. I am now slowly giving up. Yes everyday I do cry and want to be gone in this world but I know I have people who loves me and cares about me

Here are some examples,
- Lexie (even tho she and I don't talk that much but we are still together)
- My best friends
- My Wattpad Sisters
- My family
- My Teachers

There are more but those are some examples

Some questions I always asked myself,
Should I cry?
Should I just give up?
How would others know I'm crying inside?
My tears are telling me I'm done with giving up
Do people even care about me?

Those are the most questions I asked myself because how I feel everyday. But, luckily I have been trying to stop being upset about myself even though it's difficult

I do suffer from tons of things that most people do and don't know,
- Low Self Esteem
- Sad/Depressed
- Existential Crisis
- Shy/Nervous/Stutter
- Funny
- Bookworm
- Awkward
- Imaginative
- Loner
- Helper

I'm always here to help

(There is a book I'm posting, please don't read it! Unless, you watch the show. The book is only for people who watches the show. I do watch the show)