--Awareness Post--
I don't want to hurt him,
But..I can't see,Inside holds so much more,
His Family is holding to what they got left of his shoes lace,
Everybody changers,
Growing up can be challenging,
UN-matching socks beyond Unprepared warnings,
Here I come along,
Between the dirt of family wars,
Messy on the battlefield,
I would say I don't mind or that its okay but really?
You forget I'm on pills and I react differently to all of this!
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-- A Circle That Cannot Be Broken--
We are given a life,
To found a purpose,
Not knowing it makes us feel worthless,
We create it ourselves,
Where we work late nights,
Where we stress our sleep away,
Until we change things up and start believe in new faith.
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---Arrangement--
Nobody knows what we feel,
Only if you would tell them,
They still wouldnt care,
You would be a coward for standing up to the crowd,
Alone you will go and everyone will stare at you.
So there is point for a fight,
When all you want is peace.
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--Cheating With A Girl--
I'm not feeling worthy at this time of hour,
Possible its because of her,
Not that its her fault,
I was being careless,
That my choice reflected on my value as a woman,
That I didn't really deserve respect as I was cheating on the love game,
A man that is to perfect for me,
How could he forgiven me that easily?
Nor when I cant forgive myself.
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--Life Shouldn't Be Like This--
Here I am,
Dreaming of another poets life,
Where I'm free to think about myself without no one stating that I am selfish,
Where my lover doesn't need to feel he needs to treat me to fine dinners just to keep me happy,
Where all my family gets along,
In a house of world war three,
In a box I stay,
Faraway from lovers lane,
I hide behind a mask I never want to change.
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--Kids Minds--
Lovers changing,
Daddy is crazy and Mamma is lazy,
We all sit near the daisies,
Wondering when it will get shady,
Like a baby, we sit patiently and courageously leave together,
Bags in hand and sealing the east winds.