Secrets The Heart Holds - LAR...

By NotReadyToPlayNice

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"we arent friends" harry says "that is all we are best friends" louis yells out "friends dont do what we do"... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
EPILOGUE šŸ˜¢

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Louis and Harry have been best friends since they were in Preschool, as soon as they saw each other they had an instant connection, and after that day they became inseperable and soon their parents became best friends, and as the years went by their bond became stronger and once Louis and Harry got into high school Louis joined the soccer team, that is where louis met Liam and Zayn, Harry joined the football team and that is where he met Niall soon all 5 of them became best friends, as the years went by all 5 friends became even closer hanging out in the lunch room everyday with the rest of their sports teams and as their senior years starts they all start to apply for colleges and start to talk about their future

"so did you hear about the new cheerleader that just transfered to the school" Niall says as the group of friends sit around the lunch table

"yeah, i think her name is Samantha" louis says

"yeah, i have her for math and she is so smart" zayns says

"she got the most amazing hazel eyes" louis says "since i'm captain i want to ask her on a date"

"i haven't seen her" harry says

"look she is over there" Liam says" the brunette standing next to Eleanor"

"ohh yeah she is pretty" Harry says

"harry back off, i said i want to date her" louis says

"well got for it" harry says but there was something that Harry couldn't figure out the fact that he was having weird feelings for Louis not normal like he felt for the rest of his team or new friends but he just thought that it was because he and Louis have been friends for so long that it was normal to feel that way, but sure harry and louis had other friends and but none of those friendships were as long as louis and harry's, harry just strugged it off as nothing" not my fault you take your time"

"you already gone thru the whole cheerleading squad" liam says

"what can i say" louis says" such a ladies man who can resist these blue eyes"

"glad you can be modest about it" zayn says

"if you dont make your move i will" harry says as he starts to count and louis gets up and walks toward the cheerleader table and starts to talk to the new cheerleader and as Harry see louis and Samantha talking he feels this weird ping in his body almost like jealousy but he shakes it off as he sees that smile on louis face and all harry can think is how gorgeous louis looks then harry freezes as he shakes those thought out of his head, how can he be jealous they are just friends

"harry  hello H" Niall says as he waves his hand over harrys face and brings harry out of his thoughts

"huh what" harry says

"who are you staring at" niall asks

"Lo.......Lindsy" Harry says" never noticed how pretty she is"

"4 years and you just realized that" liam says

"shut up" harry says" between sports, work outs, classes, I might miss someone here and there" harry says trying to sound convincing

"yeah well football and soccer season are almost over, why dont you go and talk to her she has been staring at you since you sat down" Zayn says as the bell rang

"ohh next time" harry says as he smirked at  zayn and starts to laugh

"hey Harry can i talk to you" Nick says

"yeah sure" harry says as they start to walk together to class" whats up"

"um i have to ask you something and please dont judge me or stop being my friend" nIck says nervously

"nick i am the less judgemental person after 4 years you should know that" harry says as he see nick relaxed a little

"well have you ever looked at someone that you know you shouldnt in a different way" nick says

"like how, i dont understand" harry says"ohhhhhhh like you liking another guy?"

"yeah" Nick says as they continued to walk

"ohh No, why is there someone you like on the team" harry asks

"yeah but i am sure he wont like me back" nick says

"well you never know unless you ask and talk to them, it cant hurt" harry says

"well i know he likes guys he is just really scared to come out"

"well talk to him and if you are ok with it then go for it, i always say love is love"  harry says as they walk into their class room and nick just puts his index finger to his lips and harry quickly zips his lips and throws away the key as they both start to laugh as they get to their seats they see zayn, ben and David walk in

"so tonight party at my house" david says" I'll bring the alcohol you bring the condoms"

"your so stupid" zayn says

"hey did you hear about the guy that got pregnant" david says "why cant people just use condoms, my parents would kill me if i came home and said i am pregnant"

"wait why would you get pregnant" harry says "ohhhhhhhh" he says as he looks at nick and nick just shakes his head

"well lets change this subject i want to graduate and live my best life before i think about kids and a wife" zayn says " so what time does this party start"

"8" david says" i might do my famous truth or dare game"

"no please don't last time it ended with a drunken  Niall on the roof and christmas lights, im still wondering how he got down" Harry says

"hey everyone loves my truth or dare games they are so much fun" david says as the bell rings and the teacher walks in

that night louis goes and picks up harry and as always louis has to wait for harry to finish his hair

"H, come on its a party not the prom" louis says as he walks upstairs to harry's room and opens the door and sees harry just in his underwear and louis cant help but stare at the tone body before him

"see anything you like" harry teases

"no, why aren't you ready" louis says

"well i took a nap then ate and well here i am can you shut the door while i get dressed don't need my mom to see me"

"but its ok if i see you naked"

"i got underwear on this time and you have seen me naked plenty of times" harry says

"well hurry up" louis says as he continues to stare at harry's naked body "i'll wait downstairs in the kitchen"

"fine" harry says as he grabs a pair of skinny jeans as Louis walks to the kitchen as louis thoughts start to run wild as the image of harry in only his boxers as louis opens the cupboards and gets himself a snack and louis was lost in his thoughts he jumped when harry walk down to the kitchen" ok ready"

"shit harold don't do that shit you scared me" louis says as he puts a hand over his heart and harry starts to laugh

"what got you deep in thought"

"nothing just thinking of college, still not sure what i want to study" louis says

"i thought you said you wanted to be a doctor, you have the grades for it" harry says

"yeah well, i know but i think i want to go into business management" louis says

"no you are to smart to do that you should be a doctor" harry says

"umm i have 3 months to decide but i got my acceptance letter from ManU" louis says" and you what have you decided"

"i want to study music composition" harry days

"Your really good at it I still don't know why you quit the choir" Louis says

"that is why you are my best friend, well my chances of getting a scholarship was greater with football than choir" harry says as he and louis walk out of harry's house and head to the party once they get there someone shoves a drink into their hands and as the night went on they both were having fun dancing singing and acting like idiots with the rest of their friends and team mates and everyone was pretty much drinking

"ok everyone gather around its time for play Davids Infamous TRUTH OR DARE" david says thru kareoke machine microphone" everyone plays" he says as everyone goes to the back yard and make a huge circle" since its my party i will start first"

"why cant we all just put our names in a hat and pick" some ones yells out

"because last time we tried that, some people didn't put their names in" david say" and i pick NICOLAS Grimshaw"

"shit" nick says

"truth or dare" david says

"truth" nick dares to say

"do you have a crush on someone" david asks

"yes" nick replies

"who" david questions

"that was not part of the question, so i don't have to answer" nick says as he takes the microphone from david's hand

"Tommo" nick says" truth or dare"

"dare" louis says as nick puts his index finger on his lips as he thinks of a good dare

"i dare you to kiss harry on the lips but not a peck a open french kiss for 2 minutes" Nick says

"what no" harry says

"no no" louis says

"ok then you know that you will have to do a double dare" nick says "and i have a good one"

"Seriously" louis says as he looks at harry and harry frowns and nods his head

"fine" harry says as louis gets close to him

"set the timer" louis says as he crashes his lips onto harry's and they start to kiss and soon they both are kissing each other passionately and harry puts his hands on louis head to deepen the kiss as Louis puts his hands on Harry's waist and what they thought was 10 seconds was 2 minutes

"2 MINUTES" nick says as louis and harry pull away from each other and they stare into each others eyes and smile "um i think you both enjoyed it a little to much"

"what no" harry says

"no it was just a dare" louis says as he goes back to sit down at his chair and he was happy that it was dark or people would of noticed how hard he was

"yeah it was a dare" harry says as he sits down and was also happy how dark it was so he can hide is hard length, and something inside harry enjoyed that kiss a little to much and harry was happy that at davids party he had a no picture or video rule

and as the night wore on and they continued to play truth or dare, louis and harry couldn't help but to stare at each other neither one saying anything just making eye contact and harry and louis couldn't exactly figure out what that feeling they had was and once the game was over harry saw louis talking to samantha and then he felt that little ping of jealousy as louis moved in to kiss her and harry wasn't sure why but all he thought was that he wanted to move no more like shove her out of the way and he kiss louis instead

"hi" a female voice says

"hey lindsy how are" harry says

"i'm good" she says" harry i like you"

"well then why didn't you say anything before"

" i was afraid you might not feel the same way" she says as she starts to kiss harry and harry starts to kiss her back but harry felt weird like something was off he wasn't enjoying kissing her as much a he thought he would then he briefly opened his eyes and saw louis when he closed them he was imagining lindsy was louis and then that brief make out session turned heated" hmmm well lets go somewhere and take care of that why dont we" she says as she places her hand in harry's pants and starts to stroke him

"i like the way you think" harry says as they walk into the house and go upstairs to one of the empty bedrooms as they start to kiss harry just keeps imagining its louis and as lindsy takes harrys dick into her mouth he cant help but think and wonder if that is how louis mouth would feel around him"fuck, ummm "

"hmmm so big, c-c-cant take you all in" she says as she keeps bobbing up and down and with her hand she starts to stroke him and a few minutes later harry is coming into  her mouth as she starts to get grossed out and spits it all out of her mouth on to the rug as she begins to gag" what the fuck thats grossss"

"but having my dick in your mouth is ok" harry says with a laugh" you know what  your to much of a princess for me, i want someone that can take a dick" he says as he walks out the room and leaves her to clean up her mess, he walks back to the party and sees louis is still making out with samantha and his heart just dropped has he walked down the stairs he went to find Niall

"hey i'm going to go home" harry says

"why whats wrong"

"nothing just really buzzed right now" harry says as he puts his arm around niall as they walk to the rest of their team mates

"harry is leaving" niall yells out

"no wait we are going to play another game" ben says

"uughghgh not another stupid game" harry says

"so i saw you going upstairs with linds" zayn says

"uggh just stop" harry says

"what was it not that good" another team mate asks

"no she got grossed out when i came in her mouth, got all prissy and shit" harry says as the guys looked at him and laughed

"geeezz , so you wanted her to swallow everything" david asks

"yeah and she was complaining that i was to big for her it was a disaster" harry says as niall taps his shoulder and point to the stairs and harry just looks and rolls his eyes as lindsy starts to glare at harry and harry just blows a kiss at her

"your such an ass" niall says

"ehhh i try" harry replies shrugging his shoulders

"alright lets play" david says as he gets the microphone again "all right ladies and gentlemen we are ready to play game #2 and this one is spin the bottle in heaven and its spin the bottle and 7 minutes in heaven but since there is a lot of us we will do 3 minutes, so if the bottle lands on you and the other person you will go in the closet for 3 minutes and do what ever you want in there you can bake a cake for all i care"

"you cant bake a cake in 3 minutes asshole" someone yells out as everyone starts to sit in a circle

"so who wants to start" david says

"i will" ben says as he spins the bottle and it lands on one of the cheerleaders they stand up and walk to the pantry in the kitchen and 3 minutes later someone is knocking on the door for then to come out side and as they come out both are flushed pink

"well i guess 3 minutes was more than enough" louis says as they all start to laugh

"shut up louis" bens says as he takes his seat and the girl spins the bottle and it lands on Niall and lindsy they both get up and walk into the pantry when they come back out niall is laughing and lindsy looks embarrased as they go and sit down and soon person after person goes and harry is feeling relief that he hasn't been choosen and as the last person spins the bottle lands on louis and another cheerleader they walk into the pantry as samantha starts complaining that its not fair bla bla bla as everyone ignores her they soon come out and louis spins and it lands on harry and himself

"no i want a another spin" louis says

"yeah you already made us kiss once tonight" harry objects

"no one said you both had to make out, you need to go in for 3 minutes you can talk is all we care" ben says as harry and louis get up and go into the pantry  once the door is closed they both get nervous

"this is stupid" louis says

"yeah i know" harry adds

"so about the kiss earlier" louis says

"what about it"

"i never knew you were an amazing kisser, you sure know what to do with those lips" louis says and just when harry was going to answer the door swings up

"nahhh they were just talking" the person says as louis and harry try to adjust their eyes to the light in the kitchen and when they go to sit down harry spins the bottle and it lands on louis again

"no i get to spins again" harry says

"nope rules are rules and everyone that got to get the same person twice didn't get to spin so up and to the pantry" ben says as louis and harry get up and go into the pantry and the door gets shut

"well here we are again" harry says as he starts to laugh

"i know" louis says laughing" why does it feel so weird to be here, i mean we have been best friends since preschool"

"i don't know but it shouldn't" harry says" and by the way your a great kisser to"

"umm thanks" louis says" i know it shouldn't matter its wasn't like it meant anything right?"

"no of course not it was just a dare" harry says

"right just a dare" louis says as the door swings wide open again

"nope just talking" the person says again as louis and harry walk back to their spots and sit down and louis spins the bottle and it lands on Lindsy they both get up and walk to the pantry and 3 minutes later they come out and harry is fuming at the sight in front of him louis and lindsys hair all messed up clearly they were kissing Harry's eyes went wide but not because of Lindsay but because  it was Louis and Harry all of a sudden became a jealous mess and he tried to calm down not to be so obvious

"I need to go" Harry says as he walks thru the back yard and goes to the bathroom as he splash's water in his face he hears a knock on the door"someone's in here"

"Hazz you ok"  the person says

"Yeah just had to pee" Harry answers

"Open the door"

"Niall " Harry says as he wipes his face and opens the door" I told you I had to pee"

"Cut the crap Harry I saw jealousy in your face" Niall says as he walks in the bathroom and closes the door" and I know it wasn't about lindsy"

"What, no i wasn't jealous " Harry say a " He is my best friend and that is all"

"dont lie to my styles, i saw the way you have been looking at him" Niall says as he keeps his eyes locked on harrys "be honest with me your one of my best friends and i know we haven't been friends as long as you and Louis but i promise that what ever you tell me in here i will never repeat"

"niall, i have no idea what  am feeling, but since sophmore year i have been having feelings for guys, i mean i just think its a phase but  tonight when i kissed Louis, i never wanted it to end i just wanted to keep kissing him, it was like we are meant to be together, its scared me that i don't even know what to do" harry says as niall crashes his lips to harry and harry pushes him away" what the hell Niall "

"yep just what i thought" niall says

"what" harry yells out

"i knew it, your in love with Louis" Niall says" i saw it the way you two kissed the way you both got hard, i'm sure no one else saw it but i did, i have noticed lately but you both are to stupid to see it"

"no that is not true" harry says" it was just a dare and that was all"

"so when you two kissed on the dare as either one of you were pulling away the other one would follow i saw it harry and right now when i kissed you did you get hard" niall says" and please don't get to excited"

"no"

"did you like it"

"you have soft lips but no" harry says almost in a whisper

"and what about when you kissed lindsy"

"she was ok but no" harry says

"think about it harry, this is all i am going to say and i wont bring it up again, you need to figure it out on your own" Niall says" lets get back to the party before people wonder what we are doing"

"ok thanks Niall, you are truly a best friend" harry says as he hugs niall and they walk out the bathroom

"what were you talking about in there" louis says

"nothing harry had to much to drink and was throwing up" niall say as he winks at harry" was just being a good friend and holding his hair"

"i think i should get home" harry says as he smiles at louis and louis smiles back while a small blush creeps up on his face and niall notices and knows that louis is next on his list

"do you want me to walk you home make sure you get there safely, you know your mom would kill me if anything happened to you" louis asks

"no i will be fine its only 2 blocks away" harry says "but thanks"

"well text me when you get home" louis says as harry walks out the door and makes his way to his house and as he is walking he hears someone calling his name

"HARRY" the voice says as harry turns around

"louis" harry barely gets out as he stops

"hey i'm gonna walk you home, i'm tired then i'll go home" louis says as they start to walk

"can we talk about the kiss" harry says

"sure what about it"

"the kiss felt different than any other kiss i have ever had, if i am being honest"

"i know it felt it to, ummm can i try something" louis says as they both stop and look into each others eyes and louis crashes his lips onto harry's and they start to kiss passionately and neither one wanted the kiss to end but they pulled apart when the need for air was to great"so"

"i don't know i " harry says as he starts to kiss louis again when they pulls apart again harry can't help but smile" i think i want to kiss you forever"

"you do" louis says" harry i don't want to ruin our friendship"

"i don't either" harry says" Good Night Louis"

"good Night Harry" louis says as starts to walk to his house the only thing on his mind were Harrys lips" uuughghgh i should of stayed at the party" louis thinks to himself as he opens his bedroom door and strips of his clothes and gets in his bed he stares at the ceiling as thoughts keep rushing thru his head and soon he falls asleep


3 MONTHS LATER

in the last 3 months louis and harry never mentioned the kiss they shared and thought of it as a drunken mistake their friendship continued as it has always been but deep down they both knew that there was something there but both stubborn didn't want to bring it up or mention it, they are finally graduating high school and both are going to ManU, Louis decided to become a doctor and Harry is going into Music Composition, Zayn is taking art and film courses, Niall decided to go into law and Liam is taking business management courses they are all going to ManU as the rest of their team mates have been accepted to other schools

"fuck" Niall says

"what" Liam answers

"i cant believe we are graduating today and starting a new school, college to be exact"

"i know, but look at us we are all friends and going to the same UNI together" zayn says

"so whats the plan for tonight" Louis asks

"well i have dinner with my parents and Gemma" Harry says

"yeah my parents have my whole family over for a small party" liam says

"mine to" niall adds

"yeah us to" zayn says

"yeah my mom got everyone to come over" louis says

"well how about next weekend we all get together one last time before everyone starts leaving" Liam says

"Sounds like a plan" niall says as the principal of the school lets all the students they are ready to start and soon they all line up and start walking to the field to sit down  and an hour later after the last name was called and the principal dismisses the class one final time all the students  get up and throw throw their caps in the air all the families go and take their pictures and they all leave

the following week all the friends are gathered at david's house for one final party before ben leaves to study in America and as the beer keeps being passed around louis is in the bathroom and as he walks out harry was about the walk in

"ooppps" harry says

"hi" louis answers

"sorry didn't know anyone was in here" harry says

"its ok, i was done anyways" louis says as he and harry start to get closer to each other

"why do you only want to kiss me when we are both drunk" harry says

"its liquid courage" louis says as he walks back in the bathroom and harry closes the door and start to kiss and soon it gets heated and  louis wraps his arms around harrys neck as harry wraps his arms around louis waist" hmm i never done this before i mean with a guy"

"once" harry admits as they continue to kiss" same as a girl but a hairy girl"

"with who" louis says as he continues to kiss harry

"NIck" harry admits" but because we both wanted to know if we thought we were umm you know into guys"

"and"

"he is" harry says" but i think i swing both ways"

"well im starting to think that i swing both ways to" louis says

"so are we going to talk or are you going to kiss me"

"kiss me you fool" louis says as they continue to kiss and soon harry is palming louis on top of his pants and louis follows harrys lead" can i unbutton your pants"

"sure only if i can unbutton your pants" harry says as they both start to unbutton each other pants and put their hands in each others pants as they start to stroke each other as they continue kiss "fuck lou your so big"

"hmm so are you shit how do you fit your dick in your pants, your what 9 -10 inches" louis says as he pulls away and looks at it" mmm and its wide"

"look at you i think we might be the same size" harry says as he continues to stroke louis"can i give you a blow job"

"I'd like it if you wait" louis says as he drops to his knees and puts harrys dick into his mouth taking it all in not gagging not one word except for the moaning coming from louis mouth and louis starts to bob back and forth as harry tries to  balance himself holding on to dear life against the walls

"hmmm fuck" harry moans out trying to be as quiet as possible but soon louis starts to lick the strip of his length as louis starts to stroke him and starts to suck on his balls and soon louis was back at sucking on harrys dick as harry grabs onto louis head and starts to thrust into him" lou baby i'm going to come"

"go ahead been wondering what you taste like" louis says as he starts to  suck harder and soon harry was coming into louis mouth and harry locks eyes with with louis, harry cant believe that louis swallowed everything

"fuck for never doing this you sure know what to do" harry says as louis gets up and they start to kiss

"i was doing what i would see a girl do to me, but i always wanted them to swallow and they never did" louis says

"yeah me to" harry says" now let me return the favor" he says as he drops to his knees and follows what louis did to him and a few minutes later louis is coming into  harrys mouth" not bad tastes pretty good a little salty"

"i know right, so lets get cleaned up and how do we leave with out anyone asking questions" louis says

"umm fuck, umm i guess you go out first lock the door then i'll wait a few minutes then walk out, everyone should be pretty drunk, i 'm sure they wont even notice" harry says as louis places a kiss on harrys lips and walks out as he locks the door harry waits 5 minutes and then walks out and as soon as he walks out harry sees louis talking to a cheerleader and harrys smile drops immediately knowing that it meant nothing to louis just a drunken blow job so harry goes and gets himself another drink and starts to walk around when a girls walks up to harry and starts to kiss him and harry kisses her back

"hmm you kiss so good" the girl says

"so do you" harry lies now tasting louis lips no kiss will ever come close to his

"you want to go find a room" she says

"yeah sure come on" harry says as he takes her hand and they walk upstairs to find an empty room when they find one harry makes sure to lock it as he gets on top of her and they start to kiss and soon the girl is unbuttoning his pants and takes them off and as he puts his dick into her mouth she starts to gag but at this point harry didn't care he had to get the image of louis sucking him off out of his head but he couldn't and soon he felt hard just the thought of louis as he saw his face on the girls face and soon harry  pulls her up and starts to kiss her, louis on his mind, harry gets up and takes a condom from his pants pocket and puts if on as he flips the girl over and pushes into her and as she starts to moan harry cant help but imagine it being louis under him as harry starts to kiss on her back as he thrust into her

"fuck" she screams out

"shhh" harry says as he doesn't want her to talk and ruin the image he has of louis under him as he continues to thrust into her as she moans and a few more thrust and harry pulls out and takes off the condom" suck"

"eww no" she says as he starts to stroke himself off and soon he

"move or i will get come on you" harry says as he starts to come onto the bed and when some gets on the girl harry starts to laugh as she makes a face of disgust" that shit was funny"

"your an ass" she says as harry pulls his pants up and leaves the room and as he walks downstairs he doesn't see louis anywhere so he continues to walk around until he finds one of his friends

"zayn where is louis" harry says

"upstairs somewhere with a girl" zayn says as he looks up" oh wait there he is"  zayn says as he points to the stairs as harry sees louis walking down the stairs with the girl louis was kissing earlier and that didn't sit well with harry

"are you ok" liam asks

"yeah fine" harry lies

"then what got you growling like that" liam says

"nothing i think i am getting tired mom woke me up at 6 this mornning" harry lies

"well that sucks" liam says" its only 1:35 in the morning"

"well shit no wonder i am cranky as fuck" harry says

"well people are starting to leave you want to leave" niall says

"yeah i think i better" harry says as he says good bye to his friends and wishes ben good luck and tells him he will be missed and soon harry walks thru the house as he sees louis and the girl sitting on his lap" bye lou"

"Bye Harry" louis says not making eye contact with harry and harry walks out the house and walks to his house as thoughts  fill his head

"i'm so stupid, harry thinks to himself, "i need to stop this with louis before we ruin our friendship" harry soon gets to his house and goes straight to his room and falls asleep

The next morning Harry gets up, showers and changes as he walks downstairs he smells breakfast and goes into the kitchen and see's his mom

"morning mom" harry says

"morning son, made your favorite" anne says" pancakes, eggs,bacon and hasbrowns"

"thanks your the best" harry says" mom, is gemma here"

"no she spent the night at laura's house"

"i want to talk to you about something" harry says as anne places his plate of food in front of him

"sure"

"but mom i want you to promise not to repeat what i am going to tell you"

"yes, son i promise" anne replies

"mom, i kissed a boy and i liked it, like really liked it" harry says nervously

"so you are or think you might or are gay" anne questions

"mom, i think i am gay" harry says still nervous

"explain because there is no in between you are or you are not" anne questions calmly

"mom, i have kissed a lot of girls and they have all been alright like yeah sure i would talk to some of them but never really interested and mom i have had sex with them but i just it felt weird like it felt wrong" harry says as he takes a deep breath" but mom i kissed this guy and it felt so good so right like i should be kissing him, i talked to niall about it and he kissed me but i didn't feel the same way about it with him and this guy it felt like a firework show, my body just craved to kiss him all the time"

"son, i think you might be in love with this boy" anne says as she looks at her son" have you talked to him about it, like have you told him how you feel"

"no its like we only kiss when we are drunk but when we are sober" shit, Harry thinks to himself that he just told his mom he drinks "we act like nothing happens"

"look you need to talk to him and let him know how you feel, or you might never know what might have happened" anne says" have you told louis about you maybe being gay"

"no not yet" harry says nervously not knowing if his mom knows he meant louis or not

"i thought he was your best friend"

"he is, this all new to me and the only reason niall knows is because he kinda caught us kissing" harry lies" but i guess i want to talk to louis make sure he is ok with me being gay but mom what if he isn't, what if he stops being my friend because he isn't ok with having a gay best friend, mom i don't want to loose him as my best friend?"

"son you won't, you know him and he loves you for who you are, you both have that strong friendship that most people would kill to have, you have been friends since you were both 4 years old and now you are 18 he is 19 and not once have you two left each others side"

"your right, i will talk to him about all this, i just hope he understands" harry says" but mom are you, umm ok with me being gay?"

"son i only want you to be happy, i never cared with who" anne says as she goes and hugs her son and gives him kiss oh his temple" so are you going to tell me who this mystery boy is"

"nope but thanks mom you are seriously the best mom ever" harry says

"yeah i know son, i know" ann replies with a laugh


MeanWhile at Louis house:

Louis wakes up, showers and changes he walks downs stairs and his mom is in the kitchen

"morning mom" louis says

"well look who decided to get up" jay says teasingly

"where is everyone" louis says

"dan took the girls to the mall"

"mom can i talk to you about something a little serious" louis says as he takes a deep breath

"sure, ohhh shit don't tell me you got a girl pregnant, Louis William Tomlinson i told you i didn't want to be a young grandmother" jays says loudly

"no no nothing like that mom, if you need to know i use a condom and pull out before i finish" louis says almost embarrased

"good" jay says" ok so now that i know that tell me what is it"

"mom, i think i might be in love with a boy" louis says nervously not really knowing what his moms reaction might be

"and does this boy like you back"

"i don't know, we umm kissed a couple of times but usually when we are drunk but it just feels so right like we fit perfectly like a perfect puzzle piece"

"have you told him how you feel about him"

"no mom i scared we are friends and i don't want to loose him as my friend" louis says" but i talked to Liam about it only because he saw us kissing one time at david's party and he asked me about it and i told him but mom kissing him makes me feel things that no other girl have ever made me feel"

"have you talked to harry about it" jays questions

"no, i am afraid he might stop being my friend" louis says nervously" but i dont know if what i feel for this friend means i am gay or bi but mom i swear everytime i kiss him its like butterflies and when i see him walk in a room my heart just stops like he is the most beautiful guy in the world"

"how long have you felt this way about him" jay questions trying to figure out who this mystery boy is

"mom i been feeling this way for almost 2 years, at first i thought it was a phase because we been friends for a while but  a couple months ago at davids party i was dared to kiss him and at first i didn't want to but we did and mom it felt amazing and every time after that when we kiss its like fireworks on New Years"

"and are you going to tell me who this mystery boy is"

"nope, not until i talk to him and harry first" louis lies" but mom are you ok with me being gay"

"son as long as you are happy i don't care who it is and as long as they treat you with love and respect i really don't care" jay reassures louis as she goes and hugs him tightly" i Love you boobear"

"love you too mom, thank you for being supportive i am so lucky to have you as my mom" louis says


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hello world


hope you enjoyed this book you can read my other books, i currently started another one but i am not sure where to go with it soo i now i started this one soooo weird

MY FINISHED BOOKS ARE:

NO MORE HICCUPS

FOLLOW YOUR HEART

SECRET LOVE SONG

hope you like this one tho!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok enough rambling hope you enjoy this book as much as i am enjoying writing it, might be a short one too we will see where it goes


hope you all have a good day or night depends where you live


All the love

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