On Sunday morning I told Finn to come over.
"Hey"He smiled and kissed my lips when we sat on our bed. "We're having a sleepover at Caleb's tonight,you're coming?"He smiled.
"Uh,Yeah,Yeah sure"I smiled.
"Good"He smiled and kissed my lips. "Sorry,What did you wanna talk about?I'm just excited for the Football game on Friday"
"Oh,um,I don't really remember"I chuckled. "You wanna watch a movie or something?"
"I was going to the skatepark with the guys but I can stay if you want..."He said.
"Oh,no it's okay,really"I said. "Go"
"Okay."He said a little confused. "See you Tonight?"
"Yeah"I smiled and kissed his lips,a long kiss.
"I love you"He said and jumped through the window.
"I love you too"I mumbled to myself sitting against my closet.
How was I gonna tell him.
———
I walked to Caleb's and only him and the boys were there,obviously playing fortnite.
"Hey Mills"they said not looking away from the TV.
"Hey"I said and sat on the kitchen island where Caleb was.
"So"He said. "Finn told me you're coming to the game,he's really excited,if we win this one he might get a scholarship,and he really wants you to be there"
I nodded smiling,I wasn't gonna be there and that hurt.
"Um,can I use the bathroom?"I asked and he nodded and I walked to the bathroom.
I washed my face trying not to cry,I took a deep breath and walked back out to find Finn standing there.
"You okay?"He asked.
"Yeah,I'm fine"I lied.
"What's wrong Mills?"He asked cupping my cheeks.
"You're gonna hate me."I said.
"I could never hate you Brown"He smirked.
"My parents are getting divorced and my dad is moving back to England."I said and his smirk faded away. "I have to go with him"
Finn stood there emotionless not knowing what to say.
"When are you leaving?"His voice cracking.
"On Tuesday"I said and a tear fell from his eye.
"Why didn't you tell me before?"He asked.
"You just looked so happy"I said trying not to break down.
"Oh" was all he said. "I just can't believe it"
"I'm sorry,don't be mad at me"I said looking at him begging with my eyes.
"I could never be mad at you"He cupped my cheeks.
I tried to smile "Can we just forget it for tonight,and-and tomorrow?"
He chuckled with tears falling down his eyes "Yeah"
"Okay"I said and we both stood there staring at each other.
"Let's go"He said and we walked where the guys were.
———
Some of us got drunk because Maddie brought alcohol and some of us didn't.
I think I did,Finn didn't,Sadie didn't,Maddie and Grace did,Gaten and Caleb did and Noah didn't.
So we started playing truth or dare.
"Okay"Maddie laughed. "U-ummm Sads!Truth or dare?!"
"Truth."Sadie said confident.
"Would you rather meeting a celebrity and being friends or getting one million dollars"Maddie asked.
"Meeting a celebrity,duh"Sadie said. "Okay,um,Mills,truth or dare?"
"Dare!"I laughed,damn I Really was drunk.
"I dare you to change clothes with Maddie"She smiled.
"Oh okay!"I laughed again and started taking my top off but Finn stopped me.
"Woah"He said. "Not here"
"Yeah Finnie boy doesn't want us to see his girlfriend without a top on"Caleb laughed drunk.
"Shut up"Finn said. "Like you wouldn't mind if it was Sadie."
"Okay we'll do it in the kitchen"Maddie said.
We both stood up dizzily and walked to the kitchen and exchanged our tops.
"Okay ummmm,Gateeeen"I smiled. "Truth or dare?"
"Truth!"He said. "Truth is the beeesssttt"
"Okay my truth issss,would you date someone for money?"I asked.
"Of course!"He laughed and I laughed too.
"My turn!"Gaten smiled. "Grace t or d?"
"Truth?!"She smiled.
"Okay ummmm,If Millie hadn't moved here would've you dated Finn?"he asked.
"Yeah"She laughed and my smile faded. "I would if she left right now"and they both bursted into laughs.
"Then congratulations"I said. "I guess you'll be able soon"
Before they answered I stood up and walked upstairs.
"Mills Wait!"I heard Sadie and Finn run for me.
I walked in the first room I saw and sat against the door dizzily,I was leaving the love of my life,and one of my best friend's idea was to date him.
"Mills open!"Finn said anxiously knocking on the door.
"No!"I said.
"Millie you're drunk,open please!"Sadie said.
"No!"I said again.
"Millie please"Finn begged. "Open"
I sighed and opened the door,I wasn't even crying.
"Mills"He sighed in relief and I crossed my arms,Sadie walked back downstairs to check on the others.
"What."I said.
"You're drunk"He said. "I'll take you home"
"No"I said. "Take Grace home" I turned around so he was facing my back.
"Hey"He said wrapping his arms around my waist. "She's also drunk plus I would never do that"
"You will"I said. "You have to"
He just sighed. "If someday I...You know,find someone new,I can assure you it won't be Grace"
"I'm sorry"I said and turned around to completely hug him.
"It's okay"He said and kissed my cheek. "I'll take you home"
"No,my parents think I'm staying here,remember,sleepover?"
"Right,then we'll go to my house."He said and I nodded.
———
I laid on his soft bed that smelled like him,he was In the bathroom getting changed.
I suddenly saw a guitar behind a chair.
"Finn?"I asked,I still was a bit drunk.
"Yeah?"He asked from the bathroom.
"You never told me you play the guitar."I chuckled.
He walked out of the bathroom shirtless. "I forgot"He said.
"Play something"I said.
"Nah,it's late he said.
"Please!"I asked with puppy eyes. "For me?!"
He sighed "Okay" he grabbed the guitar. "I'll play Forever by Beach Boys."
I loveeed that song.
He started playing. "If every word I said,could make you laugh,I'd talk forever"
I smiled.
"I asked the sky,just what we had,mmh,it showed forever.
I'd the song I sing to you could fill your heart with joy,I'd sing forever"
I closed my eyes listening to his voice.
"Forever,forever,I've been so happy loving you..."
I loved him so much.
As soon as I realized my eyes fully closed and I fell asleep.
Finn's POV
"So I'm goin' away,Mmm but not forever,I gotta love you anyway,mmmh,
Forever"I finished the song and she was already asleep.
I kissed her forehead "I love you Millie"I whispered.