This morning you woke up from rain pattering on the window and rolling thunder in the sky. Not the best way to start a new day. And you're still pretty exhausted from the huge amount of body activity last night. Levi was merciless...
He had you three or four times until you passed out from exhaustion. But struggling against him would be useless because it would be a lie if you say that you didn't like it and didn't want it. In fact, you never felt more alive and more loved since you met him. When you reconsider the last months, all had turned out pretty well. You got used to sleep with Levi pretty fast, or as you like to call it: make love. He always finds new ways to turn you on. And you're not able to get enough of this man. Your panic attacks vanished completely after two or three weeks after your first time with Levi, yet, he was so patient all the time...Giving you enough time to adjust and to get comfortable before he would take the next step. Where was this man during all these years?! After all the time you spent in solitude, you finally found a safe haven where you're always welcome and where you can settle down. A sudden rush of happiness jolts through your body as you sigh in satisfaction with closed eyes by thinking of this.
When you roll on your back to look at your lover, you find his side of the bed empty. You run your hands hastily over the sheets to find signs of warmth but found none. He must be out of bed for quite a while now...His blanket is folded nicely and his pillow looks patted plain and smooth as if he wasn't sleeping here for weeks. That's when your not any longer drowsy eyes caught sight of a note on his pillow, together with a mark of red. A lovely rose in full bloom. After a dreamy "Awwww" from the bottom of your heart, you take the rose first, smelling the wonderful scent before you read the note.
~ Good morning, brat. I hope you slept well after all the fun we had last night. I needed to get up very early because I have a new client to take care of.
I will be out far after midnight, so don't come up with stupid ideas and try to wait for me. You need to sleep. That's why I didn't wake you up today and just left the note.
Take this small gift of love as an apology. Take care of Erwin today and don't get bored.
I love you ~
Take care of Erwin? Why did he write this? You take your phone from the nightstand to swipe through the reminders and you gasp loudly when the very first reminder of the day pops up on your display. Today is Erwin's birthday! Shit! Fuck! Holy crap! You totally forgot to buy a gift for him! Recently, a lot of stuff and other things are weighing on your mind, pushing other information away until there was gaping emptiness up there. Your mind was just overwhelmed... Now it's time to think! As fast as possible! What would be a fine gift to your dear friend Erwin? A few minutes pass until you come up with a good idea. Most men at Erwin's age don't care about birthday gifts anymore. At least nothing material. So you will give him something more...personal. This is by far the type of gift you like the most.
This spares you from the effort of wrapping it. The clock on your nightstand shows 8 am. Erwin is an early bird, but when you're lucky, he might still be asleep or at least still laying in bed, watching TV. Erwin has the habit of watching Netflix in his bed when he can't sleep anymore.
You jump out of the bed and quickly dress up in your undergarments, a pair of dark-blue leggings and a white button-up you "steal" away from Levis side of the wardrobe. He might be a little smaller than you, but his shirts will fit your figurine like a second skin. Simply perfect. Fully dressed, you peek out into the large hall. Everything was quiet.
You sneak out of Levis bedroom, closing the door behind you as silent as possible before you sneak to the other side of the penthouse, where Erwin's room is, eavesdropping on his door. You hear the TV running, just as expected. You smile to yourself as you sneak away on your tiptoes, right into the kitchen where you immediately start to prepare a nice breakfast as quiet as possible.
After you set the coffee to boil, you decided to make Erwin some pancakes! This is your favorite breakfast too and since you make them almost every Saturday morning for yourself, you got pretty skilled in preparing the dough and cooking them very quickly. You make them extra puffy with whipped egg-whites and when you're done, you have 20 little, fluffy pancakes on the plate. Coffee is ready too as you fill up Erwin's favorite mug. No sugar, no cream. ~Black, like his soul! Mwahaha~. You snicker through gritted teeth at your own thoughts, since you don't want to give away yourself by making too much noise. You put the coffee and the pancakes on a tray, pouring sweet maple syrup over them. As an extra healthy treat, you place a bowl with red and green grapes on it. When you're done with preparing the fine meal without any louder noise, you carry the tray to Erwin's room. You inhale deeply before you knock three times on his door. The sound of the TV stops before you hear Erwin's voice calling.
"Come in." His tone was soft, as always. He knew that only you would be in the penthouse despite him, that's maybe the reason why. When he talks to Levi, he can be a bit harsh from time to time, even some insults escaped his mouth in the past, but when Erwin talks to you, he's always kind and polite.
When you open the door with your elbow, you begin to sing "Happy Birthday to you" in your best singing voice while you put the tray with his breakfast down on the empty side of his king-size bed. Erwin's eyes widen and begin to shine when you enter his room with this surprise. After you finished singing, Erwin applauded in pure enthusiasm.
"That was wonderful, Nina! I had no idea that you can sing! You have such a beautiful voice."
You feel your face getting hot at his charming praise, looking aside in slight embarrassment. Normally, you hate to sing when people are around. You're absolutely sure that you can't sing at all. Your deceased cat, god bless her soul, always fled when you sang around her, which was proof enough that you must have a terrible singing voice. You shake your head to call you back to reality and to focus on Erwin.
"Thank you, Erwin. I made you some breakfast. And I have a little gift for you."
Now his eyes take a more curious look. "Really? What sort of gift?" You hold your pointer finger in the air, forming the symbol for a number one.
"Something personal. You have one free wish of what I should do for you!" His lips curl up into a smirk. You could've sworn that a flicker of lust lit up inside his eyes after you offered him your gift, but if he will try to use his free wish to make something dirty, you would put him in his place about that! No chance you won't give in this time!
"That sound's very interesting, dear. Do I have to make my wish right now, or am I allowed to think about it until I'm done with breakfast?" You smile at him as he crawls from underneath his blanket to sit next to you. And holy damn shit...he's just wearing a pair of black boxers. You saw him half-naked before, but the view of him is always stunning. His broad and defined chest and neck, the big biceps that could crush coconuts with ease, the defined veins that snaked underneath his skin, his outstanding Adonis Line, and, oh my god, his eight-pack! While gawking at his abs pathetically, you told yourself over and over again that you didn't notice the trail of dark blond hair that disappeared under the low slung terry cloth. You gulp a large lump in your throat as you feel your mouth becoming dry. ~Self-control, you horny girl! Self-control! ~ You scold yourself inside your head.
"You have all the time you need. But I guess it would be better to finish breakfast first. Or else the pancakes will cool down." You hit the nail on the head it seems since he immediately took the tray from beside you to feast on the puffy pancakes. He smiles satisfied like a little boy as he enjoys the sweet treat with every single bite, finishing them in incredible speed, what makes you believe that he didn't have a proper meal for a damn long time. But you're more than happy that he enjoys your self-cooked meal that grateful. He swallows the last bite with a sip from the hot coffee and with a loud Aaahhhh~, he tells you, that the coffee has been good as well. You had doubts about the coffee since you don't like to drink coffee, but luckily, your mother taught you a very good way to memorize a way to prepare good coffee. Erwin rubs his tummy with closed eyes, visibly satisfied with the breakfast, but you won't allow him to go without something healthy in his stomach! You reach out for the tray to picked up a grape, holding it in Erwin's direction.
"Say Ahh..." He giggles, but he did as you said and opened his mouth, so you can put the grape inside his mouth. And again, he smiles like a small boy, receiving a treat from his parents.
"Not bad, Nina, but I guess you can do better than that." He stated with amusement while he crawls up to you, laying his head down in your lap. A slight gasp escapes your lips when you suddenly have Erwin's heavy head in your lap. So that's what he's up to, that sneaky devil.
"Now it's perfect. Will you continue like this?" He asked playfully as he looks up into your eyes from his lower position. you shake your head in disbelief, but you can't do otherwise but to smile n delight.
"Since it's your special day, I guess I can make an exception. And I was ordered to take good care of you, so...feel free to do as you wish." You replied smiling as you continue to pick grapes from the tray to feed them to Erwin, who's really enjoying himself. Your free hand fondles through his soft, blond hair, stroking it backward while your fingernails gently scratch and massage along his scalp.
Ten minutes later, you're finally done with feeding your big birthday-boy. But before you can pull away your hand to wipe it in a cloth, Erwin grabs your wrist and guides it back to his mouth, where he licks your fingers clean from all remaining tastes and fluids. You feel your face flushing instantly and your body heat increased rapidly as a shiver runs up and down your back. His tongue feels very strange on your fingers. So slick, so wet, so warm. You watch his tongue working on your fingers in awe, wondering if Levi would do this to you too if he had the chance. When Erwin was done, he licks his lips in delight. "That was a fine meal, sweetie. And the dessert was sweeter than the sweetest honey. Thank you for that." He teases with a wink.
"A-Alright. I'm glad that you enjoyed it. Have you thought about your wish?" You asked uncertainty. He raises from his laying position to put his fingers to his chin as he stares to the ceiling like he has to think very carefully something you can offer to him.
"I guess I have a wish for you to fulfill." Erwin leans closer to your face and your heart almost bursts out of your chest by the current pace. It could compete with a hummingbirds flight easily now! ~Please not kissing, please not kissing, please not kissing! ~ You repeat hysterically inside your head. Erwin's a strong, well-built man, way taller than you. If he wants, he can simply take you in a matter of seconds and you wouldn't be able to defend yourself. Of course, he trained you well, but it still wouldn't be enough against him. But as soon as you these thoughts wash over your mind, you almost wanted to slap yourself by the fact that you even dared to think like this about Erwin, your friend! He would NEVER do such a thing! No matter how horny he was or will be! But you have to admit, it feels strange to have your faces only separated by a few inches, his hot breath tickling your lips as he takes a strand of your hair in his fingers to twist it between his fingers.
"It's nothing bad. I promise. I want you to massage my back. Just like you did with my head earlier. It felt so amazing and relaxing. I have to deal with arrogant people most of the time and have to listen to their rich-peoples bullshit. It can be tiring and damn exhausting. A good massage to ease the build-up tension would be really helpful, sweetie." You exhaled harshly in relief. That's really something you're able to do for him.
"Sure! With pleasure. And it fits that I have just the right thing to make this working. Wait here, I'll be right back!"
And with that, you rush out of Erwin's room, back to Levi's to dig for something inside your bag. Since you're spending more and more time here, for the simple reason that Levi's your boyfriend, it's unavoidable that you bring a few things from your home, like clean clothes for changing, some bathing utensils, a sleeping outfit...such things. This had become like a second home for you by now. And since your two boys don't hold you back in your doing, only means that they're okay with it. Both of them enjoy your presence, each in another way. That's how it must feel before you move together with your partner. You smile at the thought. Having an apartment for just you and Levi, where there would be just the two of you. But your relationship is still young. No need to rush. When you finally found what you were looking for, you run back to Erwin's room, holding up a brown bottle in his direction.
"This is argan oil. Actually, I use it for my hair, but it's also great for massaging. Wanna try?" Erwin chuckled and lays down on his stomach.
"Be my guest. Do as you wish." He surely will regret these words later. You know only one proper position for a good back massage...And even if it's his birthday, this is the best chance for a little vengeance for all the times when he was teasing you.
"Fine. Just relax and enjoy" You insisted with a mischievous undertone before you climb on the bed, first sitting beside him while you put the bottle with oil aside. "You don't mind if I get into a more comfortable position to prevent my back from getting sore, don't you?" Before he could answer, you're already sitting on top of him, straddling his butt-cheeks. He jumps in surprise as the mattress wiggle from his sudden jolt, turning his head around to stare at you with questioning eyes. Oh my goodness...is he blushing?! How cute! You giggle like a little girl at this unusual view.
"What? You asked for me to massage your back. Like this, I can offer you my best work. Now turn around and let me start, you crybaby."
You heard him grunting and he mumbles something inside of the sheets while he surrenders to your will. And you just can't stop giggling at this man. For someone in his late thirties, he's such a cute dork. Before the real deal, you browse through the music folders inside your mobile, searching for the chill-out music you like to listen to from time to time. You put the playlist on shuffle and place the phone down on the blanket next to you, finally turning back to the man beneath you like the cap of the oil bottle pops open. The light brown liquid runs into your palm like honey from a jar, allowing it to warm up by your body temperature before you pour it down on Erwin's back, from his neck down his spine.
You hear him sigh in relaxation and his tensed muscles already start to relax by just this simple action. Your hands brush gently over the calloused skin of his back, spreading the warm oil with the palms of your hands, changing subtly into more hard and pressuring movements. Finally, you're able to explore his well-built body a little. Your fingers slide across each part of his back and you can't deny that the view is very enjoyable as you see Erwin loosening up with each minute that passes by. You turn circles with your thumbs up and down his spine, expanding your movements to the left and to the right, before grabbing his sides, where his ribcage is to stroke out the tension. With each movement you make on his neck and shoulders, you rise your butt from your sitting position to go with the flow of the massaging, pressing the balls of your hands to the left and right of the spine and putting the whole weight of your upper body in it to slide all the way up his backbone until you reach his neck. His grunts had turned into groans minutes ago, and pretty fast, just to mention it. His hands grab his pillow so tight, that you thought he would rip it apart any second.
"Damn...You really know how to treat a man right, dear..." he murmured between his groans.
"And the day isn't over yet, blondie." You retorted with shaky laughter. Erwin also replies immediately with a low snicker as you feel his body twitching from laughter beneath you. You make your way up to his shoulders as you press your whole weight into your hand-movings again to ease the tension he'd built up there.
And after 20 minutes of massaging and lots of satisfied groans and moans, your hands hurt like hell, but Erwin was all relaxed. This is totally worth the pain. You gaze down to him while rubbing your hands to ease the pain, but you came to realize, that he isn't moving at all, just breathing. Maybe he has fallen asleep? This would be the greatest honor you can get for your work! You lean down to check on him, closer to his face and rising your lower body again to see him better, but suddenly, Erwin rolls around on his back in such a swift movement, that you couldn't react properly until you're sitting on his crotch. You flush deep red instantly, but Erwin really seems to enjoy to give you heart attacks. He put his hands on your thighs, stroking with his thumbs over the thin fabric of your leggings.
"Thank you, sweetie. This was just what I needed." He praised.
With a shy grin and some nods in agreement, you just want to move down from him as fast as possible as a sudden clash of thunder fills the long-lasting silence from outside, scaring the fuck out of you.
With a loud shriek and a heavy jump from the shock, you curl up on Erwin's chest, hiding your face in his neck in fear. You're not afraid of thunder or lightning and such...but you're afraid of sudden, loud noises. Erwin embraces you in a gentle hug, rubbing your back to calm you down.
"Shhhh. No need to be scared, sweetie. I'm here." His words soothed you, but what soothed you even more, was his back rubbing. You really love it when someone tickles and caresses your back like this. But you found it strange to ask for it. The last time you felt this was when you were a kid in your mother's arms. Damn long ago...And doing this to yourself didn't have the same effect. But here, while laying on top of Erwin, his warm body beneath yours and his big yet gentle hands on the sensitive surface of your back, even above the fabric of the shirt, feels incredibly amazing. Your arms drop loose to the side of Erwin's body and you close your eyes to savor this wonderful moment before it would disappear again and maybe never come back. And as the foreseeing and intelligent man he is, Erwin didn't need much time to figure that you're really enjoying and relaxing under his touch.
"You like that, sweetie? Shall I continue?" You exhaled long and loud through your nose against the skin of Erwin's neck. His body reacted with shivering and a thin coat of gooseflesh covers his neck. You smile in a mix of happiness, relaxation, and trance as you nod in assent.
"Yes...please. I love this..." you murmured inaudibly in the crook of his neck. With a small and breathy chuckle, he plants a soft kiss on your head as his hands fondle under your shirt, unclipping your bra.
"E-Erwin! What are you doing?!" You blurted totally shocked as you try to jump away from him. Erwin holds you back by wrapping his arms around your body to keep you in place.
"Shhhh. I'm just giving me more space to take care of you. You can trust me, remember? I'm not doing anything to you without your permission. I promise." After a short pause of thinking, you pout and nestle back into his neck.
"Fine..." you consent in surrender. "Good girl."
After adjusting into a comfortable laying position, Erwin's hands snake underneath your shirt again, opening the last clip of your bra and brushing it aside and pulling the shirt a little up your body before his hands start over to rub your back in light and gentle strokes. Your whole body was instantly covered with gooseflesh from head to toe as you shiver and tremble in pure delight. A deep and satisfying sigh escapes your mouth while Erwin's hands explore your sensitive back, discovering all your favorite parts and every single curve and rise that responds to his touch the way he craves for. Even a low moan escaped your mouth from time to time. He's a true magician with his hands... You missed this feeling so much. His hands and fingertips wander up and down your spine, but he figured pretty fast that your favorite parts are your sides.
Every time he stroked over your sides with his fingertips, he made you shiver in satisfaction. And he responded with a mouthy chuckle when he saw your body reacting like that. You bury your face deep into his neck, cuddling up to him as tight as possible to dip your world into darkness, your arms snaking under his arms to hold his shoulders.
Unfortunately, Erwin can't go on like this forever, even if you would love to. You lost track of time before Erwin stopped, but it just felt just like 5 minutes to you. He threads his fingers through your hair while his other hand pulls your shirt down again, his lips kissing your shoulder.
"Finally satisfied?" He asked you in a teasing manner. Nodding a slight "Yes", you plant a soft kiss on the skin of his neck.
"M-hmm...that was wonderful. Thank you, Erwin." Still half here and half somewhere else, you raise from your comfortable position to stretch your arms and arch your back. A few bones crack at the sudden change from total relaxation to tension again. Then you notice that your bra is still open. You roll down from Erwin and turn away into the opposite direction to fix this mess. Once you're done, Erwin lays half on his stomach with his head resting in his hand, still with nothing more on him but his black boxers. Damn...he's too hot and sexy for this world.
"What? Did you expect from me to run around the apartment without a bra?" A dirty smirk crowns his lips while his eyes lock with yours.
"I wouldn't mind that, sweetie. It's my birthday after all!"
"Too late, blondie. You already made your wish. I'm veeeeery sorry." You poke the tip of his nose as you return his smutty grin, revealing your canines.