Chapter 87
Amy's POV
"I've missed you" I mumble into the kiss as I feel Harry brush away the hair out of my face. By this time we were both in our underwear rolling around on the bed as Harry now hovers over me.
"Wait-" He mutters pulling away holding himself up placing both arms on either side of my head so he didn't squash me.
"What?" I frown as I tug on the calls falling on the back of his neck.
"We haven't finished" he mumbles sitting up from me making me sigh.
"Your right, we never even started-" I try to pull him back on top of me but he doesn't budge.
"No I mean talking-" he sighs pulling me up onto his lap as he leans his back against the headboard. I knew what was coming making me all the more hesitant to just talk about it in the first place.
"Baby, the drugs... Why?" He sighs as he pushes my chin up with his hand so his eyes meet my own.
"Don't ruin the moment Harry..." I sigh pushing his hands away from me. I didn't want to talk about it. I knew he was disappointed in me already I didn't need it confirming by him telling me off.
"It's already ruined" He laughs lightly trying to make light of the situation but I couldn't laugh.
"You did it because of me didn't you?" He sighs as I look away from him not wanting to continue the conversation.
"Baby.. I'm so sorry I should of-"
"Don't" I stop him looking up at him.
"Don't do that. It was my choice, I knew better I just- I guess it's habit" I shrug as he shakes his head but I cut him off before he could intervene.
"Whenever I used to do it, it was because I was stressed or upset and I kinda guess when I lost you I didn't have anything but that-"
"That's not true, you have so many friends-"
"It's different" I say as I move off of his lap.
"Tell me" he grabs my hand pulling me back as I get off the bed causing me to sigh.
"Harry I don't want to-"
"Why not? I thought we were passed this?" He frowns when I pull my hand from his grasp.
"I was!" I yell causing him to narrow his eyes at me.
"I mean I am-" I sigh shaking my head.
"I just- it doesn't matter" I say as he pulls me to the edge of the bed.
"Hey-" he pulls me to him but I can't help but look away. I was ashamed.
"Hey look at me when I'm speaking to you-" he cuts my face in his large hands making me catch his gaze.
"I love you, you know you can tell me anything" he whispers and I nod.
"I know- I just... I think after we got together, you were kinda a good influence on me and then I dunno when your not there- I just-"
"You fall back" he finishes my sentence for me and I nod.
"Mmm..."
"Come here..." he pulls me on top of him as he lays down on the bed.
"Promise me something" he smiles up at me.
"What?" I ask just as he spins us over so he was now on top of me.
"When I leave, you won't go back to this, promise me you won't touch anything- I don't want to come back to you and find the person your most scared of becoming. Understand me?" He looks at me sternly and I nod instantly.
"Use your words" He scolds me narrowing his brows at me.
"I-I promise" I whisper as my fingers entangle in his hair.
"Can you promise me something?" I ask.
"Mmm..." he smiles as he places a kiss to my lips.
"Promise me you'll come back" I whisper as his eyes study every inch of my face carefully.
"Find me" I kiss him gently before pulling back taking my lip in between my teeth gently.
"I won't stop looking-" he kisses me with a smile.
"Till I find you" he adds in between kisses making me laugh lightly.
"I promise" he whispers against my lips making me smile as I look up at him. It was this moment I knew exactly how I felt so strongly for him. He was amazing. He was the only person who understood me for me and I loved him. I loved him for saving me from so many rabbit holes I was falling down.
"I'm so proud of you Harry" I mutter into the kiss chasing him to pull back a little.
"What?"
"I mean it.. Your the best thing that ever happened to me, and I'm proud of the man your becoming" I smile up at him as I brush a loose curl out of his face, admiring the beautiful man in front of me.
"Your going to make someone really happy one day" I whisper to him causing him to frown.
"If it isn't you I don't care" he mumbles as he presses his lips to mine. This kiss was short but full of emotion and passion, nothing but passion driven.
"I love you" I tell him as he pulls back slightly.
"I'm sorry I don't say it enough-"
"Shhh.." he hushes me instead as he bites down on my bottom lip lightly making me smile, at his playfulness.
"Show me instead?" He mutters as his fingers play with the hem of my underwear.
"Eager are we?" I laugh lightly into his lips.
"My hand can only do so much for a week babe" he smirks into the kiss just as I grab his hips pushing his crotch into mine causing the both of us to moan.
"Shit.." he moans into the kiss as he begins to roll his hips into mine
"God I've missed you" He smirks into the kiss as his hands roam up and down my body.
"Wait-" I stop him as my eyes widen in realisation.
"Ughhhh..." he groans as he rolls off of me, huffing like a child.
"What now?" He huffs and I feel myself becoming awfully shy not knowing how to put this. Being on my period was something I never really spoke to him about, nor had we ever done stuff never mind sex whilst I was on too.
"We can't.." I sigh and he frowns as I sit up beside him.
"Why not?" He whines like a spoilt child not getting there own way.
"I Uh- I'm kinda... you know?" I say awkwardly as I gesture to my lower regions causing Harry to frown.
"Not following" He states sitting up leaving back on his elbows as he looks up at me.
"You know..." I gesture more directly to my lower region giving him a look so he would catch on. But he doesn't.
"You have a vagina, I know I've seen- your point?" He rolls his eyes looking at me in amusement.
"Harry!" I groan in annoyance.
"What? I'm serious-"
"I'm on my period!" I yell at him as I hit him in the chest with a pillow.
"I know" he smirks laughing likely making my jaw drop open. That cheeky shit.
"I just like to wind you up" He teased as sits up fully with a grin on his face.
"I'm gonna kill you" I spit playfully through gritted teeth as he laughs.
"Violence is never the answer!" He yells at me just as I jump on top of him catching him off guard. Within seconds our heads bump together as we play fight causing us both to groan in pain.
"Ow!" Harry groans holding his head as he laughs lightly at me seeing me mimicking him.
"You have such a fat head" I moan as I rub the sore bump on my head as he rolls his eyes at me.
"Fuck off" he says playfully as he shoots me daggers, still rubbing his head as I do the same trying to stop the pain.
"We're gonna have matching shiners" he laughs lightly making me giggle too.
"Your so cute" I tell him knowing it would annoy him.
"Amy..." he groans in annoyance as he pulls me into him, burying his face in my neck causing me laugh.
"Would you rather me call you Daddy?" I joke and he looks up at me with a smirk.
"I wouldn't be mad.." he says and my jaw drops in shock.
"Harry! That's fucking disgusting!" I push him off me as I go to climb off the bed.
"You offered!" He laughs letting me leave.
"I was joking!" I fire back as I jump off the bed.
"Oh come on.." He laughs loudly lying back before sitting back up.
"You need Jesus" I throw a pillow at him just as he leans froward catching my wrist in his hand as he pull me to edge of the bed, his other hand grabbing my hip.
"No I need you" He smirks as he pushes his crotch against my abdomen as he leans down, brushing the hair away from my ear before he kisses my neck briefly.
"Bent over-" He mutters against my skin.
"Naked-" he hums sending chills down my body.
"As you take me from-"
"Nice try" I cut him off pushing him back onto the bed with a cocky look on my face as he falls back.
"But you've killed it" I tell him causing him to frown back at me.
"Are you serious? I've got a hard on and your walking away because I've got a Daddy kink? How is that fair?" He frowns like a child as I fold my arms over my chest.
"I swear you once told me you hated the whole Daddy shit-"
"Didn't want to scare you off- but I think we're past that" he smirks at me and I roll my eyes.
"I'm getting a shower, to cleanse my sins after touching you" I say as I walk over to the bathroom glaring at Harry playfully.
"I suggest you sit and think about yours" I say with a smirk just as he flips me off as I shut the door behind me.
I step into the bathroom turning the shower on immediately, as I unclasp my bar letting it fall to the floor before pushing my panties down my legs. I put them in the washing basket before dealing with my period, removing and disposing the evidence before stepping into the shower. I let the water wash over my body as the room started to fill with a slight foggy haze. I feel myself day dreaming off about today's events but smile as I like how my day had turned out. With Harry. I push my hair back into the water as I wash it carefully before the water runs clean of suds.
Suddenly I feel two large hands grasp my hips from behind pulling me back into a warm body I was all too familiar with.
"I thought I told you to sit and think about your actions?" I tease as he begins to place kisses along my bare shoulder carefully.
"And I thought I told you that I wanted you. Bent over, naked as you take me from behind?" He smirks against my skin before I feel him nibble on my ear slightly making me groan in pleasure.
"Sound familiar baby?" He whispers into my ear as his hands down my soaking wet body.
"I don't remember Harry.." I sigh.
Suddenly I gasp as he pushes me against the cold tiles with ease.
"Do I need to refresh your memory?" He teases as I feel his hardening length start to press against my ass.
"Mmm..." I hum in pleasure I feel his fingers slowly press into me before he begins to run small circles on my clit making me moan.
"But Harry I'm on-"
"I don't care" he cuts me off pushing two fingers inside of me making me gasp as he starts to pump them in and out of me harshly.
"I just need you baby.." he sighs against my skin as he buys down on my neck making me groan.
"Ohh fuck..." I moan as he adds a third digit throwing my head back against his chest as I feel my legs become jelly like.
"Harry I-"
"I got you" He mutters into my skin as he holds me up wrapping his arm around my waist just as my legs buckle under his touch.
"Oh.. Harry please-" I moan as he picks up the pace with his fingers making my legs shake. I couldn't take it much longer. I wanted him. All of him. It had been too long.
"Are you begging me to fuck you, baby?" He smirks against my skin as he pushes his fingers deeper inside of my making me scream.
"Harry.." I moan as I feel his hardened length press against my back as he pushes his fingers in and out of me.
"Beg for me sweetheart.." he whispers into my ear making me groan as he pulls me tighter to him.
"Please Harry.."
"Say it" he grabs my chin from behind demanding answers as his fingers start to pick up the pace again.
"Tell me what you want" he whispers into my ear making me gasp at his sudden movement.
"Please Harry I can't take it-"
"Say it baby.." he cuts me off as I feel my breathing start to become erratic.
"Be a good girl-"
"Fuck me- I want you to fuck me" I almost scream as he adds a fourth finger, but to no avail. I look back at him slightly as I fell his heavy breathing come down my neck.
"Please Daddy.." I beg and his eyes widen slightly just I feel myself behind moved around, so I now faced him, just as his fingers left my insides.
"Are you serious?" He looks at me in shock.
"Don't knock it till you try it right?" I smirk as I wrap my arms around his neck.
"God I Fucking love you-" He mutters before smashing his lips against mine. I felt myself start to throb as I was so eager for him. I just needed him. I didn't care to wait another second.
I squeal in shock when he grabs my legs lifting it up so he could gain access easier. He takes his length in his hand positioning himself in front of me glancing up at me almost for reassurance which he always did. Every time we got intimate he would do this and I couldn't help but feel my heart warm at his sweet gesture showing that he cared so much.
"You like being teased baby?" He smirks as he pushes his tip in and out of me three times, excruciatingly slowly. I shake my head cashing him to groan.
"Use your words sweetheart" he whispers to me as he rubs my entrance with his tip teasingly.
"No-" I cry as he pushes his tip in and out over and over again.
"No Daddy, I need it now" I groan in frustration as I feel my body surrender to him.
"Okay baby.." he whispers just as I feel him slowly push into me with ease making me wince at the discomfort it caused.
"Am I hurting you?" He asks stopping instantly when he notices my facial expression.
"No" I lie making him frown.
"I am, don't lie" he tries to step back but I pull him back into me making my back arch as he pushes deeper than before under my hand.
"No don't stop... I'm fine, I just- its different" I reassure him as he adjusts his grip on my leg holding me up.
"I don't want to hurt you" he says with concern written all over his face.
I nod before pressing his lips to mine pushing into me making me scream into the kiss at the sudden movement. I felt myself stretch around him making me dig my nails into his back as he presses his chest against me holding me to him as he starts to thrust in and out of me. It felt different this time for some reason. I felt so close to him. I felt so much passion and drive behind every thrust and kiss placed on my skin. I couldn't even hold myself up, I was holding onto him for support the whole time. I don't know how I would be able to stand up if I didn't. I moan into his shoulder as he picks up the pace pushing into me with ease.
"You feel so good" he groans into my neck making me moan as he lifts my leg higher coming at me from a newer angle.
"You like that baby?" He mutters into my neck.
"Ohhh yes Daddy..." I dig my nails into him trying to control myself.
"You feel so good around Daddy" he trusts harder into me causing me to scream as he really starts to pick up the pace holding my leg up over his shoulder making me take all of him.
"Fuck.. I'm gonna-" he doesn't get to finish his sentence as I feel him release inside of me making me do the same his moans and my cries mixing together with the sound of the water falling around us. My legs go limp and I rely on Harry to hold me up completely. We both cling to each other, our heavy breathing mixing with each other's as we compose ourselves.
"I love you" I breathe out as our sweaty wet bodies hang under the shower for a second as we just stand there, holding each other for a second.
"I love you"
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Questions!
1- What do you think of this chapter?
2- Do you think Harry and Amy's sex life is more exciting than a usual couples or I just normal?
3- What do you think of Harry's Daddy fetish?
4- Do you think they will meet new people?
5- Do you think Harry will actually come back ever?
6- Do you think the love they have for one another is genuine?
7- Would you like to see more of Harry or Amy or more of them together?
8- What would you like to see more of in this book in general before it finishes?
9- Do you think Harry wants her to go to Stanford?
10- Would you leave your spouse for your family?